Unique Child

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I just want to post my child's symptoms once again to get some more input. These

symptoms are w/out medication. (Some doctors say BP and some say NO. & #8232;When

she wakes, she looks good for an hour and then she starts to get the feeling

that bugs are on her, that people are too close, that people are staring at her.

She thinks she is fat and starts scratching moles off of her face because she

sees herself as ugly. When she plays with friends... She can not sit an do a

craft, all she can do is run, and play rough. She pokes me, teases the dog and

is totally confused and literally going in circles. Can't focus to get herself

dresseed, and after 5 hours of trying, she finally dresses, but clothes are on

inside out. Can never get in the shower. She tells me that she needs someone to

scare her into the shower. LIke she needs to have a friend waiting in the

kitchen for her to go play, in order for her to be shocked into a shower. She

has always looked agitated, confused, impulsive and wild to me. When she gets

really bad, she screams and runs out the door. I can't control her. Her eyes

even looked like they became dialated and black. Since two, she sat in front of

the TV ALL day, and when she came away from it, the agitation was so great that

she would get pretty mean. I think a handful of times, she looked normal and I

could ask her a question and get a straingt answer, and I was shocked and

thought she looked normal. But then she slipped right back into the confusion

etc....At night her brain raced like a freight train. She would spew out hateful

thoughts about one subject that upset her during the day. It was like someone on

crack. She would fall asleep around 1AM and then wake suddenly an hour later and

insist to go to a store. Nobody gets this... but I HAD to take her to one. There

was no way of getting out of it. The raging was too intense. She would try to go

back to sleep, but instead start standing on her head in bed. At times she has

complained to me and asked me to make her wildness stop. She has told me that

she doesn't want friends because she can't stop squeezing them. I remember one

night when I was on my way to the E.R. because of a possible h! eart attack, she

was screaming that she wanted to go to the zoo. I was nearly dead, and she still

could not snap out of it. She was locked on one thought and severely agitated.

Afraid of everything (parents getting hurt etc…)