[SPAM] Re: Helen's surgeon > Doors

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That just sounds just like me, you must be my twin lol. This whole thing has

really made

me think about me and how bad of a person i must be and i honestly always

thought that i

was a very true and loyal friend, but now i just dont know anymore! I honestly

just dont

even have the confidence or trust to make any more friends. maybe in time this

will all

heal and i can be me once again, i hope it happens soon.

Ive gotta run out for a little while as im going to my first baseball practice

yippee bye

Doorsxx

SydBand , " Mel " wrote:

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> Oh Doors - you poor thing... how embarassing!!! I haven't really had

> one of those moments yet in public. I tend not to eat more than a few

> meesley morsels when I am out with buddies who do not know about my

> band. When I am with you lot - I give it a good go.

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> The friends side of things is difficult. I am finding more and more

> that I am being so cautious with what I say... becoming very guarded

> with what I will say as it constantly seems to get misconstrued and like

> chinese whispers - never what I said to begin with. I have always felt

> I was a supportive friend, but more and more I am coming around to

> thinking that maybe I am not - maybe it is something that I have

> misconstrued about myself for many years. I think I am doing the right

> thing and trying to be a good support system, and it always seems to

> backfire on me somehow. I don't know... people I thought were great

> mates I end up loosing. Someone said to me the other night your biggest

> asset is your generosity, but your biggest letdown is your mouth - you

> say it as it is and sometimes that is your undoing. I say it as I see

> it, I don't lie, I don't cheat, but somehow I end up always looking like

> the bad guy. Oh well... not to worry!!!

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> Your true friends accept you as you are... with all your faults and all

> your issues, if they are great friends - they stick by you always. I

> have two that I met when I was 12 years old, we are still the best of

> friends - they have faults - as much as I do, but we can see through

> those faults and we can have an arguement and move on from it. We can

> say things to eath other that are hurtful, but when we apologise to each

> other - it is over and forgotten. These are true friends.

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