Guest guest Posted May 18, 2007 Report Share Posted May 18, 2007 It will be Sunday evening or Monday before you get this Mimi... but I am wishing you a lovely weekend. It is a beautiful day today, I have been to watch my godson play rugby - if you can call 9 year olds running around in a big pack rugby. It is a glorious day - in fact, I have come home to change into a t-shirt. We are going to the big boy rugby (17-18 year old 1sts) this arvo at Riverview, so I will have to change back to winter clothes for that as it will be quite cool by 5 in the shade. I have been a bit of a night owl this last few weeks - not sure why... probably because of my trawling for food because I am so hungry all the time as well. Today I have no restriction at all... I cannot understand that 4 weeks ago this level of fill was causing me continual blockages, and now I can eat anything I want. It doesn't make sense and it is getting me down big time. I am a person who needs restriction, I have no control myself and need it to stop myself from eating. Steve is away all week next week - so I am going to try and see if they have left someway of me going to radiology to have some fill put in with a barium swallow... I am sure that he must leave some sort of facility for his patients to do that if there are problems, and I classify my problem as a monumental one and I hope that I can do something about this Monday morning - I can't go another week and a bit like this - that would be a further 2 kilos - and I would be almost back to my 2 month post banding weight... bloody hell - I hate my eating disorder and obesity problem. Anyway... catch up through the week lovie... hope it was a nice weekend for you and and your friends. Mel >> Hi Mel.> > You are up late once again.> > Thought Friday night was your night out generally with a few reds.> > We have just come home a little while ago after being out with friends for> dinner.> > I'm so into eating at the moment - it is a concern. Not sure if is the> weather or what .> > Tonight I polished off a small three course meal., The easiest to eat was> the baked blueberry cheesecake.> > Tomorrow morning and I another couple which are friends of ours are> heading down for the south - not to sure about the weather - that is Ok we> can havea lazy one if the weather is crap.> > Have a good weekend.> > cheers- Mimi> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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