Re: Running

[Guest guest]

On Today's run, I had a sexual fantasy about me and two other women

and my dick started getting hard. This is my second week of training,

on pace for 55-60 miles by Sat.

[Guest guest]

I think the running is helping though I still haven't had any morning

erections or strong desire. I was walking through the streets and met

a transexual and a gay dude. I let the shemale suck my dick two times

in the park with my dick basically fully erect. I know it was a risk

as far as AIDS or STDs but in my suicidal state, I let her do it

anyway. I don't think I would have been able to stay so erect if I

hadn't been running so much the last week and a half. You guys

probably think I'm crazy for letting a shemale hoe suck my dick, but

in this PSSD, what the fuck, I let her do it. I don't care if I die.

Peace.

[Guest guest]

That was a little bit more information than i needed, but ok :-).

[Guest guest]

just dont kill yourself, than you are letting that crazy psychiatrist

win. I sometimes go through suicidal thoughts too, but I always think

if I lose my mind im letting that doctor who prescribed me the drug

win. I think you are doing a good thing by running. After running do

you notice any improvements in skin sensationd or orgasm department

along with erection ?

>

> I think the running is helping though I still haven't had any

morning

> erections or strong desire. I was walking through the streets and

met

> a transexual and a gay dude. I let the shemale suck my dick two

times

> in the park with my dick basically fully erect. I know it was a

risk

> as far as AIDS or STDs but in my suicidal state, I let her do it

> anyway. I don't think I would have been able to stay so erect if I

> hadn't been running so much the last week and a half. You guys

> probably think I'm crazy for letting a shemale hoe suck my dick, but

> in this PSSD, what the fuck, I let her do it. I don't care if I

die.

> Peace.

>

[Guest guest]

>

> Holy shit, I was not expecting that.... you need to stay alive so that

> you can write an autobiography

>

> Get a ring of power for erection problems, it only costs $20 on

ebay. Or

> take ZMA every night.

What ZMA complex are you taking. I got ZMA from bulk nutrition and it

started working, but after a week or two I wasnt getting good results.

I also use it with l tyrosine.. whats going on??

[Guest guest]

There are other things (less risky) you can do. For example, I'm

using Vornan's idea about Cialis. Dissolve a 20mg tablet in a cup of

water, then drink 1/4 of it per day. The erections are better, and the

daytime erections give back my confidence and actually relieve the

depression caused by PSSD (or in my case PRSD...risperdal SD).

I'm thinking of next time I have spending cash in my pocket, I'll go

pick up bar sluts.

My supplement plan for neurogenesis and added feeling.

Cialis - generic(neurotrophic and sexual therapy)

Lion's Mane (neurotrophic and vascular health)

ALCA (neurotrophic)

L-Arginine (added feeling and stronger erections)

These four things aren't too expensive. The benefits takes time.

I know it is hard to deal with. Doctors haven't helped us. We are all

looking for answers. Your doing a good job running. Hang in there. And

stay safe.

>

> I think the running is helping though I still haven't had any morning

> erections or strong desire. I was walking through the streets and met

> a transexual and a gay dude. I let the shemale suck my dick two times

> in the park with my dick basically fully erect. I know it was a risk

> as far as AIDS or STDs but in my suicidal state, I let her do it

> anyway. I don't think I would have been able to stay so erect if I

> hadn't been running so much the last week and a half. You guys

> probably think I'm crazy for letting a shemale hoe suck my dick, but

> in this PSSD, what the fuck, I let her do it. I don't care if I die.

> Peace.

>

[Guest guest]

Just started my third week of running, marathon style. All I can say

is that it defintely is doing something to my brain. My dick gets

harder much easier. My voice is back to normal like it was before the

SSRI's, higher pitched so it's doing something to my hormones. My

sleep is deeper and I feel emotions in my dreams. I'm feeling much

better. Able to work long days without feeling so worn out.

[Guest guest]

That's great. Keep it up! (pun semi-intended).

Vornan

>

> Just started my third week of running, marathon style. All I can say

> is that it defintely is doing something to my brain. My dick gets

> harder much easier. My voice is back to normal like it was before the

> SSRI's, higher pitched so it's doing something to my hormones. My

> sleep is deeper and I feel emotions in my dreams. I'm feeling much

> better. Able to work long days without feeling so worn out.

>

[Guest guest]

Bro,

Thats amazing news. Good to hear something is getting better for you.

I guess the million dollar question is how is the libido and penile

sensitivity? Do you feel orgasms now, or was that ever an issue for

you. Do you get really horny yet, or at least is it better than it was?

Keep up posting wherever you are.

[Guest guest]

Ok, well here's the deal. I'm in the middle of my third week of

training. On pace for about 55-60 miles this week. Might fall a

little short and end up around 50. I run atleast an hour everyday at

a slow pace. This week my body was kind of in shock from the two

previous weeks of running 55-60 miles a week.

After a run, I just feel happy. It does something to my serotonin.

This week, my sleep has been very, very deep. A sleep I haven't known

for a long time. The kind of sleep where you still feel tired and can

barely open your eyes for a half an hour after you wake up.

I've been masturbating too much, which I shouldn't be. I do it just

to check how my orgasms feel. They're improving. I've had some type

of romantic experience in my dreams the past couple days, but still

don't wake up with erections. Much more emotions in my dreams.

My memory is slightly improving. Just remembering little details I

totally forgot about. Like what the name of the drug store by my

house was when I was a kid. Or how my bunk bed looked like when I was

in college. What the name of my elementary school was, etc.

While I'm working, My dick will be a nice limp size, usually getting

bigger towards the afternoon. I'll feel blood rushing to my dick, but

it still won't spontaneously erect yet. It wants to, but the blood

circulates at a level that just won't let it do it yet. It feels good

to know something is going on down there though and it's not totally

flacid. I'll just feel blood rushing down there. It's kind of a weird

feeling, not enough blood to feel pleasure, but enough blood to know

my dick is alive.

Monday-10 miles Tuesday-9miles Wednesday-7 and a half miles----puts at

27 miles so far. Plan to run about 30 more miles this week to put me

at 57 miles for the week.

[Guest guest]

The running is helping, but I'm still impotent and I've still lost a

lot of emotions. Yeah I've seen some improvement lately from the last

two and a half weeks of running. But all that I do is run and work.

I've lost out on life. I should be with my boys, hanging out with

girls, going to clubs, and smoking weed everyday like I used to. I

used to be such a passionate person. Full of sadness. Full of

happiness. I absorbed life and my surroundings like a sponge.

From the age of 20 and a half until now, 24 years old I've had PSSD.

A sexy, tall pretty eyed guy who every girl wants to get to know and

I can't even appreciate their beauty anymore. I used to be a sex addict.

I'm sick of this shit. I'm ready to die. If I only had a gun, it'd

be so easy. This shit is crazy. I'm so sick of this shit. I hate

it. Used to spend all my time online looking at gorgeous women. Now

look at me.

I'm supposed to be in my prime. I " m jealous of all you people that

got this shit in your 30's and 40's. You guys got to enjoy your 20's

atleast. I'm sick of this shit. I'm ready to die. For real. I'm

ready. I've seen my best days. I'm ready to go. I'm dead serious.

I've been contemplating suicide for 3 years now. I've gone through

every single suicidal stage possible multiple times. I've had days

where I was sure it was my last. I've already recorded a CD called

the " Suicide Note " that explains everything and handed it out to my

peers. Everyone knows. People have tried to help me but they can't.

This is honestly the worst possible thing I could have asked for.

Sorry I'm so negative, but it's the truth. I'm ready to die, plain

and simple and I'm prepared for it. My closest friends know. Anyone

who's heard my CD knows and understands me.

These are my last days. Sorry I'm so negative, but I'm just being

realistic. Death before dishonor. Even more important, death before

60 years of misery.

Emotions. Sex. ---------how can a man live without them before self

destructing? I'm shocked I've put up with it for 3 years now. To the

guy who went 12 years with this shit, you're a fucking coward for not

killing yourself yet.

[Guest guest]

>

> Emotions. Sex. ---------how can a man live without them before self

> destructing? I'm shocked I've put up with it for 3 years now. To the

> guy who went 12 years with this shit, you're a fucking coward for not

> killing yourself yet.

>

The only thing cowardly *is* killing yourself. People are trying to

fight this and you demean someone because he hasn't killed himself?

Off yourself, because you're not getting any sympathy from me asshole

[Guest guest]

You talk about suicide and then call a member of this board a coward

for not killing himself. Damn you for putting this in the same post

and at the same time putting me in the situation to condemn someone

who is openly talking about suicide.

Calling someone a coward for not killing himself is to me just not

acceptable. If you are reffering to the guy who posted the online

video, he is a among those who has done the most to help get this

thing out to the public. He spoke at a big conference and posted a

video IN PERSON to let other people know about this horrible thing.

Then at the same time please get a hold of yourself. I know there are

a lot of guys here in our twenties and i know how horrible a situation

this is. This thing has single handedly destroyed my social life. I

can't go out partying because i just feel alienated from everyone

else, alchohol doesn't do a thing for me any more and i sometimes get

scared thinking about the future. This is hard for everyone. Please

let us not fight each other here we should be helping each other not

tearing each other down.

I wish you the best of luck in the future and please don't harm yourself.

[Guest guest]

" If you are referring to the guy who posted the online video "

does anyone know what happened to that guy, did he get better or what

his current situation is with pssd?

>

> You talk about suicide and then call a member of this board a coward

> for not killing himself. Damn you for putting this in the same post

> and at the same time putting me in the situation to condemn someone

> who is openly talking about suicide.

>

> Calling someone a coward for not killing himself is to me just not

> acceptable. If you are reffering to the guy who posted the online

> video, he is a among those who has done the most to help get this

> thing out to the public. He spoke at a big conference and posted a

> video IN PERSON to let other people know about this horrible thing.

>

> Then at the same time please get a hold of yourself. I know there

are

> a lot of guys here in our twenties and i know how horrible a

situation

> this is. This thing has single handedly destroyed my social life. I

> can't go out partying because i just feel alienated from everyone

> else, alchohol doesn't do a thing for me any more and i sometimes

get

> scared thinking about the future. This is hard for everyone. Please

> let us not fight each other here we should be helping each other not

> tearing each other down.

>

> I wish you the best of luck in the future and please don't harm

yourself.

>

[Guest guest]

OMG, I shouldn't even be dignifying either of these comments with a

response. I still want to add my 2 cents though. I think we could use

mass suicide as a demonstration to make this issue taken seriously.

After all, society has bought into the lie that these drugs are saving

lives when in fact SSRI's have caused 63,000 suicides.

(don't remember the source off hand.)

Why doesn't the FDA ban these drugs? Why isn't the media covering

this atrocity? Maybe no one really cares about people labeled

" mentally ill " . This actually makes the rest of the world hypocrites

since people first believed the lies spewed directly by the

pharmacaust industrial complex. These drugs are destroying lives and

killing people and actually causing murder and mass murder. The

government is actually sponsoring the pharmacaust in order to further

their secret agenda of creating tyrany and martial law for the new

world order.

(TeenScreen, Freedom of Mental Health Act, pharmacide killing of

Florida foster children, etc.)

This all sounds like a nutty conspiracy theory, but if you do some

research, you'll find that this is the truth. Everything that happened

in Nazi Germany is happening now. There are unpublicized international

military operations being done on civilian suburbs. They capture

innocent civilians on a large scale. Massive road blocks for unjust

causes. There was a Brazilian Indian tribe called " Kaiowas " that

committed mass suicide as a protest against the government who was

trying to take away their land and beliefs. If that happened in USA it

would make history books because a mass suicide has never been

attributed to " mental illness " . It is an organized and political

statement that makes world news. Change could happen as a result.

However the loss is also to be considered, if we were all dead we have

then denied ourselves the possibility of recovering. Is that worth it?

How do we really know if we are truly hopeless? We don't.

The American medical system is dictated by profits. We all know that.

For example, Canada has free health care for everyone there. It's not

a perfect system, but man never made anything perfect. I know Canada

free health care has covered gyno surgery for a man, which is

considered cosmetic. In the USA we are financially prohibited from an

enormous amount of health care options because insurance doesn't cover

a lot of expensive tests and therapy's. hmmm... I think this brings me

to my final point here...Adventures in Nashville.... Adventures in

Florida... How about an adventure to become a Canadian citizen?

>

>

> >

> > Emotions. Sex. ---------how can a man live without them before self

> > destructing? I'm shocked I've put up with it for 3 years now. To the

> > guy who went 12 years with this shit, you're a fucking coward for not

> > killing yourself yet.

> >

>

> The only thing cowardly *is* killing yourself. People are trying to

> fight this and you demean someone because he hasn't killed himself?

> Off yourself, because you're not getting any sympathy from me asshole

>

[Guest guest]

Then why not try to sue before you kill yourself?

These drugs made you this way, and you never had informed consent.

Check out this site. Read the lawsuit cases.

http://psychrights.org/index.htm

> " Sorry I'm so negative, but it's the truth. I'm ready to die, plain

> and simple and I'm prepared for it. My closest friends know. Anyone

> who's heard my CD knows and understands me.

>

> These are my last days. Sorry I'm so negative, but I'm just being

> realistic. Death before dishonor. Even more important, death before

> 60 years of misery. "

[Guest guest]

MASS SUICIDE? ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND!!!

This isn't heavens gate you know.

[Guest guest]

yeah but how can you prove something like this has happened????

when i doubt the doctors point towards the thing that least is know

about as the answer, your mind!!!

ive kept the ssris i was taking and i would love to get the analyzed

somehow and find something in them that shouldn't be there!!!!

>

> Then why not try to sue before you kill yourself?

> These drugs made you this way, and you never had informed consent.

> Check out this site. Read the lawsuit cases.

> http://psychrights.org/index.htm

>

>

> > " Sorry I'm so negative, but it's the truth. I'm ready to die,

plain

> > and simple and I'm prepared for it. My closest friends know.

Anyone

> > who's heard my CD knows and understands me.

> >

> > These are my last days. Sorry I'm so negative, but I'm just being

> > realistic. Death before dishonor. Even more important, death

before

> > 60 years of misery. "

>

[Guest guest]

and how do you know that heavens gait wasnt a mass suicide to protest

against pssd??

>

> MASS SUICIDE? ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND!!!

>

> This isn't heavens gate you know.

>

[Guest guest]

ive kept the ssris i was taking and i would love to get the analyzed

somehow and find something in them that shouldn't be there!!!!

A few weeks ago there was an investigation on the news. A lot of drugs

contain a filler ingredient that deteriorates over time and becomes

toxic. It explained why a lot of people had worse reactions than others.

90% of drugs sold in the US are imported from China and India.

The FDA only does quality checks on 7% of those imported drugs.

We all know about how China puts lead and date rape drugs in

children's toys right? They don't have any quality control, and the US

doesn't require any. The polititions were in to much of a hurry to

make money to care about our safety. Anyway, there is some kind of

test to find out if your drugs were contaminated. You'd have a good

lawsuit for sure.

[Guest guest]

do you know how much the test costs or where it can be done?

the box on the pills doesn't say where it was made but it does say on

it. MA Holder/ p.l.i.v.a. pharma ltd. and then the address of a place

in petersfield Hampshire in the uk..

>

> ive kept the ssris i was taking and i would love to get the

analyzed

> somehow and find something in them that shouldn't be there!!!!

>

> A few weeks ago there was an investigation on the news. A lot of

drugs

> contain a filler ingredient that deteriorates over time and becomes

> toxic. It explained why a lot of people had worse reactions than

others.

> 90% of drugs sold in the US are imported from China and India.

> The FDA only does quality checks on 7% of those imported drugs.

> We all know about how China puts lead and date rape drugs in

> children's toys right? They don't have any quality control, and the

US

> doesn't require any. The polititions were in to much of a hurry to

> make money to care about our safety. Anyway, there is some kind of

> test to find out if your drugs were contaminated. You'd have a good

> lawsuit for sure.

>

[Guest guest]

here in the UK the RCA for zinc is set at 15mg, but i want to take a

higher dose to try help my pssd in anyway it possibly can. I want to

take the 25mg tablets i can buy from here, but was wondering how much

copper i would require to have the correct balance. Would 1.25mg of

copper be ok if taking 25mg of zinc??

thanks

> > >

> > > Holy shit, I was not expecting that.... you need to stay alive

so that

> > > you can write an autobiography

> > >

> > > Get a ring of power for erection problems, it only costs $20 on

> > ebay. Or

> > > take ZMA every night.

> >

> > What ZMA complex are you taking. I got ZMA from bulk nutrition

and it

> > started working, but after a week or two I wasnt getting good

results.

> > I also use it with l tyrosine.. whats going on??

> >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

i know survivor told me that there was an experiment where rats were

given citalopram and the ones that were given a running wheel

regained there sexual abilities and the ones that were not given a

running wheel didnt regain it.

if anyone has got a link to that research can you post it up here?

i know that its believed that this is because running stimulates

nitric oxide in the brain, but could it also be down to lactic acid?

i know that lactic acid can chelate (bind to and remove) mercury from

the body, if this effect is also taking place with the fluorine in

the ssri's it could also be having an effect to explain the recovery.

survivor told me it was down to more oxygen in the brain, if this is

the case its reminded me of when i went on ssri's the first time 6-7

years ago, i did not get pssd the first time on them allbeit i was on

them for a much longer time.

i looked back and thought there was one difference between me then

and me now and it was that i was a smoker and thought this may have

had some sort of protective effect.

thinking back to that first time on them though it became apparent

there was one other difference, i used to bleach my hair. every week

i would touch up the roots with hydrogenproxide.

i read that bleaching your hair with hydrogen peroxide gives you

slight brain damage, when i used to wash the stuff off the veins all

over my scalp were inflated and throbbing.

i know this would have got more oxygen to my brain.

this could be the reason why ginkgo biloba scores highly in the

polls, mountaineers take it to stave off hypoxia (lack of oxygen to

the brain) when climbing at altitude.

i think there's even hydrogen peroxide drugs or supplements with

oxygen in them.

you could even inhale pure oxygen at the same time as running on a

treadmill.

i know that brian beesley started running before christmas and he

hasn't posted any messages since then, has anyone contacted him to

see how it was going?

[Guest guest]

Hey Nero, I have a link and some potential good news.

http://www.sciam.com/article.cfm?articleID=000A30FD-3AC2-10B2-

BAC283414B7F0000

Exercise (particularly treadmill exericise like treadmill running)

may have a number of good effects.

Some scientists believe that it can help repair neurons. Somne

scientist believe that it can help produce lots of good hormones,

including the " exercise hormone " which is stronger than serotonin or

dopamine. Some scientists even believe that it may help strengthen

the synapses.

Most people in the group have found positive effects after exercise.

But I beleive these effectsd could be strengthened with treatment.

However, i would also like to note that people who suffer from pssd

often take uneffective exercise I believe. PSSD leaves all kind of

gunk in the blood like cortisol, histamines, and prolactin. If your

dopamine levels are low it may be difficult to get the benefit from

exercise and you may even produce more cortisol.

Something that the docs don't tell you - cortisol (the stress

hormone) damages good neurons such as dopamine and serotonin. That's

why some people noticed some bnenefits from stablon. Stablon lowers

cortisol and stops this process from taking place.

I think if we knocked out the histamines, cortisol and prolactin,

then exercised regularly, we may be able to get long term benefits

after a year or something. There are various options for lowering

cortisol levels.

I think its also possible that the original cause of PSSD is that

ssris raise cortisol (another thing the docs don't tell you). At very

high levels cortisol will really fuck up your neurons over time.

[Guest guest]

Basically running not only gets more oxygen pumping, but running gets

all kinds of hormones and chemicals flowing. Scientists really don't

know about every single chemical, hormone, and peptide that actually

exists in the body. But I think that there are factors that speed up

healing and stimulate biological balances, that are triggered by

running. And that is why the rats recovered. For example runners have

higher levels of testosterone than non runners. But that happens

because of an unknown mechanism upstream in the brain.

There are literally thousands of peptides that have been identified

and yet little or no research has been done to study there actions.

And most of them are extremely expensive to purchase from research

chemical suppliers.

During puberty the body produces high amounts of testosterone, IGF,

and HGH. Running also causes these hormones to rise. Why? What is

happening upstream in the brain? It could be that increased oxygen

helps or stimulates the process. But there is something else not known

yet.

Scientists have discovered a new class of peptides call kisspeptins.

One in particular, kisspeptin-10 appears to trigger the cascade of

reactions that cause puberty. I'd like to see a study on rats that

were given these sex killer drugs, and then give the rats IV

kisspeptin-10 and find out if that fixes the sexual damage.

>

> i know survivor told me that there was an experiment where rats were

> given citalopram and the ones that were given a running wheel

> regained there sexual abilities and the ones that were not given a

> running wheel didnt regain it.

>

> if anyone has got a link to that research can you post it up here?

>

> i know that its believed that this is because running stimulates

> nitric oxide in the brain, but could it also be down to lactic acid?

>

> i know that lactic acid can chelate (bind to and remove) mercury from

> the body, if this effect is also taking place with the fluorine in

> the ssri's it could also be having an effect to explain the recovery.

>

> survivor told me it was down to more oxygen in the brain, if this is

> the case its reminded me of when i went on ssri's the first time 6-7

> years ago, i did not get pssd the first time on them allbeit i was on

> them for a much longer time.

>

> i looked back and thought there was one difference between me then

> and me now and it was that i was a smoker and thought this may have

> had some sort of protective effect.

>

> thinking back to that first time on them though it became apparent

> there was one other difference, i used to bleach my hair. every week

> i would touch up the roots with hydrogenproxide.

>

> i read that bleaching your hair with hydrogen peroxide gives you

> slight brain damage, when i used to wash the stuff off the veins all

> over my scalp were inflated and throbbing.

>

> i know this would have got more oxygen to my brain.

>

> this could be the reason why ginkgo biloba scores highly in the

> polls, mountaineers take it to stave off hypoxia (lack of oxygen to

> the brain) when climbing at altitude.

>

> i think there's even hydrogen peroxide drugs or supplements with

> oxygen in them.

>

> you could even inhale pure oxygen at the same time as running on a

> treadmill.

>

> i know that brian beesley started running before christmas and he

> hasn't posted any messages since then, has anyone contacted him to

> see how it was going?

>