Post Cleanse....Steve

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Steve,

I look forward to hearing your work on the " real world " .yeah that

cleanse was a beautiful place!

I felt it when I stood there looking out over the trees and the blue sky

then funny in the parking lot some would pass with smiles, some not..it

was the real world then.

On the way home my daughter wanted French fries! Oh she had this story

going on about how she would get these fries! So I was hearing her

simply: She wanted some fries. I have a huge conversion van. There

was a Jack in the Box on the far left but I was in the right lane. I

explained that there was not a way to get the van in the drive way

across traffic but we would hit the next " fast food " . My daughter said:

" I don't want to hear the excuses! In fact the more you explain why

you didn't go in there the madder I get. " So...

I thought about that. I allowed her the anger she felt, and I said to

myself, OK I can do that! How simple I don't even have to tell her when

I find a safe way for me! So we were SILENT ..then I found the freeway

to go to LA.. I simply said " ah...back to Los Angeles and on to " strip

malls and fast food! " my daughter laughed, she then said " oh mom I am

so sorry I was bitchy! I was soooo hungry and had this story about

fries. Then I went some where even worse! I thought " you awful

teenager.you went to the cleanse and you didn't even hold on to it for

30 minutes! You didn't hear anything! " LOL Oh we laughed! I told her

thank you for giving me that and giving herself that silly thought and

we just roared! Yeah, the cleanse was a beautiful place. I am blessed

to have this great daughter to live with me and live the work. I

watched her blossom just as those rose buds on the table next to .

Then when I got home.it was all there! The work, the safety, it is all

right here with me..it is in me.

Love,

April