Unbelievable....

[Guest guest]

.....ok, i am just SO frustrated. I am spiraling at the moment, and just

need to vent because if i don't i am afraid of what i would do

otherwise. So much for my filing for SS. I found out that i don't even

qualify. See i was 26 when ihad my accident, and i haven't really

worked since. So according to SS i don't have enough credits to draw

disability......i just can't believe tihs. Znow what? HOw are we going

to manage? I was at least looking to get a little to help us get by,

but now theres nothing. Are there any other programs out there? No

w i have to tell my husband. He has been the rock i ahve been

holdign onto and he has worked so hard. I was haoping to at least be

albe to have some sort of contribution now there is nothing. i'd be

worth more to him dead. i mean whats the point? I cant afford to pay

for PT therefore i can't go. I cant work. I cant do anything. i am

just here. hurting. trapped inside this damned broken body. when does

it end. when do i catch a break. i am so sorry to be so down but you

all are the only ones i can truly talk to and i know you understand.

Have any of you been in my spot? what have you done to cope? to feel

useful, not like a burden.

Thanks for listening.

Dellamarie aka Raydie

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