I am in control of my life- le

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Dear le,

Maybe these are new takes on the thought that troubles you:

Some things that are more important to do than others.

Time can be wasted.

I need to threaten myself with thoughts, or I won't act. (That's a big one

for me.)

I need to keep it all together, or (insert worst that can happen).

Love,

Bev

> -----Original Message-----

>

> I am mad, sad, disappointed in myself for not doing more, working

> harder, getting up earlier, painting more, making more money.. MORE,

> MORE, MORE. I am also mad at myself for feeling like I need to do

> more, threatening myself with thoughts of poverty and lack in my life

> that keep me scrambling to try to keep it all together.