I'm tired of having Tornado/Mom dreams!

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I haven't talked to my mother in about a year now & have had no urges

to talk to her because of the great amount of peace I had in my life

since I just let go. She kept wanting me to explain what was wrong &

when I'd write a letter which I had to because if I talk to her

directly she twist all my words & would tell other family members

lies so now when I write her I send everyone a copy. Anyway the first

of my letters was I guess too direct & it offended her so I wrote

another letter & I tell you for such a brilliant mind & deep thinker

she just doesn't get it-so she says-because she wants to make us kids

think that it's all in our mind. It's funny most of us are seeking

help to reconstruct our lives & 3 of us are on medication of various

sorts, 2 of us don't talk to her at all. How come she doesn't get it?

& why won't she get help? I live with my sister & she still out of

guilt talks to my mom & struggles with trying to control the

conversations everytime ect.... it only works when my mom wants

something in return like coming to visit (YIKES!) Whats funny is that

I'll have dreams about my mom 1 to 2 days in advance of her calling &

they are usually tornado dreams. It freaks my sister out because I've

been pretty accurate except for some reason last week my MomDar was

off because I was having multiple dreams several nights in a row &

she didn't call. I wonder if it has something to do with the planets

aligning-lol--well something's off & I'm really tired.