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Hi e,

I'm getting caught up with my email messages! Only 195 more to go

Thank you so much for your response. It's always good hearing from you. You're so sweet and I believe you when you said, if you could help me, you would. You're one of the few people I do believe and "trust." Perhaps that's one of the reasons why others find it so hard to believe I'm sick! I've had more people ask me "why;" "how come;" "have you tried this;" "did you do that;" "was your Doctor thorough in writing your Diagnosis;" have you contacted your Congressman and/or Senators?" Yet all of this has been done and more. As a matter of fact, when my Primary Physician in California wrote Social Security - He took each one of my diagnosis, writing in depth my medical condition and why I'm disabled. Months later when I informed him that Social Security denied me, he couldn't believe it! He said that was the first time Social Security ever denied a patient of his after he had written them, giving full explanation of the patients' Disability. Then to make matters worse, since I've been in Missouri, every student and resident Doctor I've seen has done everything in their power to discredit all of my prior diagnosis, including this last four page report I just received from the Neurologist who says I'm Psychotic. Oh my e! I wish you could read what she wrote on me. She buried me and there isn't a Doctor to be found that will believe a word I say from this point on. When I read her report, all I could do was cry until there were no more tears left.

As for this fictitious EKG they performed on me. I knew it was wrong, as she was doing it! And of course (after the test) when I saw my Primary Physician (who is also a Resident Doctor) trying to explain how the test was done, interrupted me saying, "If you talk or move during the test, in hopes of a false reading, it didn't work, 'cause the test came back normal." Soooo, this psychotic woman just sat there, with nothing more to say, agreeing to everything she said.

"Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the support you've given me!" I know exactly what's happening here, yet there is not a damn thing I can do about it! And I can't prove it!

They've finally broken my spirit, but it took allot of people to do it. So much wrong, so many lies, since my explant! And once you've been labeled, it's almost impossible to remove it! So I pray! I pray not only for you and all the other victims, from this horrific act of greed, but I also pray for all those that have hurt us. And not to sound selfish, but I also pray for myself, that God will help keep my faith and my love for Him strong.

Thank you again e, for being who you are. I believe God has something very special planned for you, so don't you ever give up, 'cause you have purpose and I just know it.

Love with Hugs............

eRene@... wrote:

,Thanks so much for your msgs and your words of kindness during my "trying" times. I sincerely appreciate it!! I hope you are hanging in there as I know you are having a hard time as well. I sure wish there was a way I could help you out getting your disability, but unfortunately, there is not, and I am just dumbfounded as to how you can continue to be denied when it is so clear to me (being a medical professional) that you have obvious medical and not psychological problems!!I wanted to respond to this email about your EKG. I have never heard of an EKG like this. Unless this is a VERY new EKG, this is not the correct way to do one. Like you said, you should have 12 leads in place, and you should not be talking and should remain as still as possible to get an accurate tracing. Again, unless this is new, (or VERY old), this person either did it incorrectly or simply didn't care.Take care,e> > Hi Dee,> It's been along time since I've talked to you and you probably don't remember > me, but I remember you and all the help you gave me over a year ago. To answer > your question, I've been having tightening in my chest that comes and goes, yet > they did an EKG and found nothing wrong. Of course, they apparently do EKG's > different than they use too, 'cause this one was done by taking one of the > attachments (I don't know what it's called) placing it on part of my chest, > pushed the button on the machine, then replaced the same electrode (or whatever > they call it) to another part of my chest, pushed the button again on the > machine, then replaced the electrode to another part of the chest, again pushing > a button on the machine, until she went all the way around the heart. The > entire time she was doing this, she would continually be asking me questions. > When I asked her if I was suppose to lay still and not talk, she said it didn't > make any difference. Oh well, what do I know. I still have this periodic > tightening in my chest, but then again, I'm suppose to be "Severely Psychotic."> Have a wonderful Holiday Season and it's good to know you're still with this > support group.> Love and Hugs.............> > dee allison wrote: Hi, all, and Happy Holidays!> Wondering if any suffer from hard piercing pain, comes and goes, stronger> and weaker, NOT heart related chest pain, i.e. over right lung in my case. > Hurts to move. Does not hurt to breathe. A body scan reported irregularly> marginated nodules indicating present or past inflammatory disease. > Naturally all of my "regular" doctors did nothing. Actually, I did have a> chest xray and it was clear. My great doctor will help all he can, if he> can, and I will see him soon. Meanwhile wondered if I am alone in this???> Love and light Dee> > > > > --------------------------------->