Sondra

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Sondra:

Know U R loved by me and many and know U will get the help U need. Please

know that U have touched R hearts and R a true friend and we love U.

The BEST as always.

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ASPIRES

[Guest guest]

Esther I to be of better over the thinking of my Aimee it to me was

of wrong advice and not of my own thinking. it comed from an outside

source and it caused me great upset. I to love of my Aimee and cant

be to turn of my back to her in life when i to see her trying to do

her best to grow up and learn in life.

Yes I to be to get easily overwhelmed because of all the things

expected of me and much is expected of me because others in the life

of me keep dumping all of thems responsiblity to me too such as the

husband, and I to lack the skills to know how to sort and work out

that which is of my real work to do and that which is of others. and

I to get easily overwhelmed by sensory and words to me in verbal

fashions. Now we are of in family counseling and i to hope this will

be of a begin as the husband ofme admits to the counselor he has been

of an absent person to the family much of the 20 years dumping all of

hims responsiblity to me as well. So now I to understand why I to

felt so overwhelmed as i to be to had to act as single mom to 4 kids

with aspergers by self for much of 20 years. So I to be hoping this

will now change and he will begin to take on the responsibility of

being husband. he to felt once i to gained in an area it should be

left to me much to just do it always. I to lacked knowing the ways of

the marriage were of wrong but over the last few years have learend

it from various lists I to be on and realize that the marriage of me

is of not a fair balanced place and so i to be to now see why have

been so much in overload for years to me. But now I to be of getting

help and so help the counseling to me will be to make some good

changes. the husband is not of abuse or mean just does not take any

responsiblity and is neglectful to the care of me and the kids.

I to also had been of cycling much over the last few months and knew

in the mind of me that was going to go to crisis but was fearful and

not able to communicate of it effectively to the people around me.

The house is of disaster so been working on the clean of it and so

much overwhelmed by it being such a mess when I to comed home. But no

longer isolating and locking self into my office room. had been to do

that fro much of around 2 weeks before had to go to crisis place.

This crisis place was of good to me and in part was due to me having

a durable power of attorny for medical filled out with my care

peoples all listed with phone numbers and giving my permission to

contact of the various professionals. I to also had paper attached

that expaines how to approach me and or help me if in crisis

situation and or feared. It worked. They were of much good to me.

Even many of the patients who were there detoxing from drugs and

alcohol were of do much good to me and did be to help of me and would

be to put movies in for me and such to watch and protected of me.

they to say Sondra you are ever so much a sweety and cool person they

to liked of me. I to use to be fearful of them but not now. One was

of a black man who was a war vet and had been of shot in the war

several times and he is of PTSD now and is of drugs because of the

issues he is of coping with but once he was of drug free he to had a

huge heart and much shared he loves of people so very much, but due

the life he is of struggling now to get hism own life back brecause

war took it from him, it breaked of my heart. But inside of this man

shouts a caring soul who will be rejewcted by society because of the

drug use and such which changed him to be differnet . i to finded too

the black culture was the most supportive of me there and not had

known that of that culture.

But now need to get of off here becausee need to not be to get too

overwhelmed by things so need to learn of to rest in between of

things.

Sondra