i am becoming a mentally deranged unstable mother and I need to vent

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I cannot potty train her. Every blow out diaper, every poopie mess leaves me crying & sobbing uncontrollably and I know that cannot be good. To add insult to injury, her poops are the grossest kind you can ever imagine with the gut issues she has! It has been six years of 24 x7 diapering, and I do not think the mothers of typical kids have any idea what that does to a person. I have tried everything and now it just makes me wonder, is the yelling screaming and punishment phase what will work? I hate to think that way, but I am at my wits end and I feel like the padded cell is where I am headed next. At least there I wont have to change diapers, right? I hate the way I feel and our home life is truly suffering. Peace, D-B Not RacistNot ViolentJust No Longer SilentWe shall overcome, and it does not end with me.With Faith Hope & Charity is the way I take my tea.