Guest guest Posted March 5, 2007 Report Share Posted March 5, 2007 Just did a quick scan through, saw the mention of photos. Thought I'd take a look at . OH MY GOD. Correct me if I'm wrong but I havent seen since I think either a clothing swap party at s or the pub at Epping. At least 3 years I think. Looking at the other photos, I feel worse that what I did last week. Heres some corres I shared privately with Elaine. I returned to Hypnotherapy on the weekend but given how low I've gone its going to take ages to come back up. I'm on triple prozac and want to take more. I'm consuming sooo much icecream at the moment, I'm keeping the boys busy at Woolies with them having to restock all the time. Maybe a bit of an exaggeration but two litres in two days is 2 litres too much. Even if I contemplated seeing Dr B I reakon they'd wipe their hands of me. I cant believe how good some of you look (the photos I looked at anyway) AND how bad I look. Hi Elaine, Crap with a capital " C " . I'm back to my original weight if not more I reakon. I'm pretty sure theres nothing in my band. I had four appts before Xmas putting fluid in, letting some out but there has to be a leak somewhere but they cant find it. One day Tony put some in (actually it was dye contrast), two days later back to have a look and there was less in there. But the pictures werent bringing anything up. I'm worse (fitness wise) than I've ever been. Going through one ventolin inhaler a week. My sciatic is playing up so bad I cant sleep properly at night. Its actually fine during the day once I start moving but during the night it seizes up so bad I cant move properly and feel it all the way to my stomach. My finances wont allow me to let Dr B have a proper look into whats happening, although they havent suggested it. Funny thing is I still have a little restriction when I eat the correct foods but cause I feel like shit, I'm in a cycle now which I'm struggling to get out of. I eat all the wrong food. I've cut down on my drinking but still having them. And when I excert myself, I cant swallow any solids at all so Tony is just as baffled as me at the moment. I havent contacted them since December last year though. Not sure what to do really. Feel like such a failure. The biggest thing is the time it takes out of my day to get to Baulkham Hills and back along with the money issue. My nana died last week at the age of 93. Good innings everyone is saying which I know is true and she managed to slip away in her own bed in her own home but it doesnt make it any easier. Then last night we found out Trents nana has got bone cancer. Her third time for cancer now and its likely shes not going to have treatment. Regards Jules Regards Jules Email: wrightj@... SydBand 06/03/2007 11:18 AM Please respond to " No Reply " <notify-dg-SydBand > To SydBand cc Subject Digest Number 1028 SydBand Messages In This Digest (25 Messages) 1a. Photos from lunch 4/3/07 From: Helen 1b. Re: Photos from lunch 4/3/07 From: Mazz 1c. Re: Photos from lunch 4/3/07 > Helen From: Mel 2. Sunday's lunch pics From: Mazz 3. Re: Big Warm Thank You > Ingrid From: tesschloe 4a. Anne From: Rob Bower 4b. Re: Rob...OT From: Mel 4c. Re: Anne> Rob From: Anne 5a. Re: Ingrid From: tesschloe 5b. Ingrid From: Sabine 5c. Re: Ingrid From: Anne 5d. Re: Sabine From: tesschloe 5e. Re: Sabine From: Mazz 6a. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 5, 2007 Report Share Posted March 5, 2007 Jules, Take heart, the girls look amazing dont they? It just wants to make me try harder! Take the first step and go back to the DR - I am sure he can help. Elaine >-- Original Message -- >To: SydBand > >Date: Tue, 6 Mar 2007 11:47:54 +1100 >Subject: Re: Digest Number 1028 >Reply-To: SydBand > > >Just did a quick scan through, saw the mention of photos. Thought I'd >take a look at . OH MY GOD. Correct me if I'm wrong but I havent >seen since I think either a clothing swap party at s or the pub > >at Epping. At least 3 years I think. > >Looking at the other photos, I feel worse that what I did last week. Heres > >some corres I shared privately with Elaine. I returned to Hypnotherapy > >on the weekend but given how low I've gone its going to take ages to come > >back up. I'm on triple prozac and want to take more. I'm consuming sooo > >much icecream at the moment, I'm keeping the boys busy at Woolies with >them having to restock all the time. Maybe a bit of an exaggeration but > >two litres in two days is 2 litres too much. > >Even if I contemplated seeing Dr B I reakon they'd wipe their hands of me. > > I cant believe how good some of you look (the photos I looked at anyway) > >AND how bad I look. > > >Hi Elaine, > >Crap with a capital " C " . I'm back to my original weight if not more I >reakon. I'm pretty sure theres nothing in my band. I had four appts >before Xmas putting fluid in, letting some out but there has to be a leak > >somewhere but they cant find it. One day Tony put some in (actually it >was dye contrast), two days later back to have a look and there was less > >in there. But the pictures werent bringing anything up. I'm worse >(fitness wise) than I've ever been. Going through one ventolin inhaler a > >week. My sciatic is playing up so bad I cant sleep properly at night. Its > >actually fine during the day once I start moving but during the night it > >seizes up so bad I cant move properly and feel it all the way to my >stomach. > >My finances wont allow me to let Dr B have a proper look into whats >happening, although they havent suggested it. Funny thing is I still have > >a little restriction when I eat the correct foods but cause I feel like >shit, I'm in a cycle now which I'm struggling to get out of. I eat all >the wrong food. I've cut down on my drinking but still having them. And > >when I excert myself, I cant swallow any solids at all so Tony is just as > >baffled as me at the moment. I havent contacted them since December last > >year though. Not sure what to do really. Feel like such a failure. The > >biggest thing is the time it takes out of my day to get to Baulkham Hills > >and back along with the money issue. > >My nana died last week at the age of 93. Good innings everyone is saying > >which I know is true and she managed to slip away in her own bed in her >own home but it doesnt make it any easier. Then last night we found out > >Trents nana has got bone cancer. Her third time for cancer now and its >likely shes not going to have treatment. > >Regards >Jules > >Regards >Jules > >Email: wrightj@... > > > >SydBand >06/03/2007 11:18 AM >Please respond to > " No Reply " <notify-dg-SydBand > > > >To >SydBand >cc > >Subject > Digest Number 1028 > > > > > > > > > >SydBand > >Messages In This Digest (25 Messages) >1a. >Photos from lunch 4/3/07 From: Helen >1b. >Re: Photos from lunch 4/3/07 From: Mazz >1c. >Re: Photos from lunch 4/3/07 > Helen From: Mel >2. >Sunday's lunch pics From: Mazz >3. >Re: Big Warm Thank You > Ingrid From: tesschloe >4a. >Anne From: Rob Bower >4b. >Re: Rob...OT From: Mel >4c. >Re: Anne> Rob From: Anne >5a. >Re: Ingrid From: tesschloe >5b. >Ingrid From: Sabine >5c. >Re: Ingrid From: Anne >5d. >Re: Sabine From: tesschloe >5e. >Re: Sabine From: Mazz >6a. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 6, 2007 Report Share Posted March 6, 2007 Try to hang in there Jules, I have put some weight on too due to my life last year. Look at today as the beginning of the rest of your life, and try to forget the horrors of the past. Anne -- No virus found in this incoming message. Checked by AVG Free Edition. Version: 7.5.446 / Virus Database: 268.18.5/706 - Release Date: 28/02/2007 4:09 PM -- No virus found in this outgoing message. Checked by AVG Free Edition. Version: 7.5.446 / Virus Database: 268.18.5/706 - Release Date: 28/02/2007 4:09 PM Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 6, 2007 Report Share Posted March 6, 2007 Yup, one day at a time, bit like AA but with food..... Mon Try to hang in there Jules, I have put some weight on too due to my life last year. Look at today as the beginning of the rest of your life, and try to forget the horrors of the past. Anne --No virus found in this incoming message.Checked by AVG Free Edition.Version: 7.5.446 / Virus Database: 268.18.5/706 - Release Date: 28/02/2007 4:09 PM --No virus found in this outgoing message.Checked by AVG Free Edition.Version: 7.5.446 / Virus Database: 268.18.5/706 - Release Date: 28/02/2007 4:09 PM Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 8, 2007 Report Share Posted March 8, 2007 Jules as Elaine has said to you try looking for a new doctor that is closer to you. There are some really good guys out there now. You know where I am Jules if you need to talk to some one. I will give you my mobile number again it is 0414 786 949. We will have to organize a time for coffee with Elaine when you are ready. Mazz nne wrote: > > > Just did a quick scan through, saw the mention of photos. Thought I'd > take a look at . OH MY GOD. Correct me if I'm wrong but I > havent seen since I think either a clothing swap party at s > or the pub at Epping. At least 3 years I think. > > Looking at the other photos, I feel worse that what I did last week. > Heres some corres I shared privately with Elaine. I returned to > Hypnotherapy on the weekend but given how low I've gone its going to > take ages to come back up. I'm on triple prozac and want to take > more. I'm consuming sooo much icecream at the moment, I'm keeping the > boys busy at Woolies with them having to restock all the time. Maybe > a bit of an exaggeration but two litres in two days is 2 litres too much. > > Even if I contemplated seeing Dr B I reakon they'd wipe their hands of > me. I cant believe how good some of you look (the photos I looked at > anyway) AND how bad I look. > > > Hi Elaine, > > Crap with a capital " C " . I'm back to my original weight if not more I > reakon. I'm pretty sure theres nothing in my band. I had four appts > before Xmas putting fluid in, letting some out but there has to be a > leak somewhere but they cant find it. One day Tony put some in > (actually it was dye contrast), two days later back to have a look and > there was less in there. But the pictures werent bringing anything > up. I'm worse (fitness wise) than I've ever been. Going through one > ventolin inhaler a week. My sciatic is playing up so bad I cant sleep > properly at night. Its actually fine during the day once I start > moving but during the night it seizes up so bad I cant move properly > and feel it all the way to my stomach. > > My finances wont allow me to let Dr B have a proper look into whats > happening, although they havent suggested it. Funny thing is I still > have a little restriction when I eat the correct foods but cause I > feel like shit, I'm in a cycle now which I'm struggling to get out of. > I eat all the wrong food. I've cut down on my drinking but still > having them. And when I excert myself, I cant swallow any solids at > all so Tony is just as baffled as me at the moment. I havent > contacted them since December last year though. Not sure what to do > really. Feel like such a failure. The biggest thing is the time it > takes out of my day to get to Baulkham Hills and back along with the > money issue. > > My nana died last week at the age of 93. Good innings everyone is > saying which I know is true and she managed to slip away in her own > bed in her own home but it doesnt make it any easier. Then last night > we found out Trents nana has got bone cancer. Her third time for > cancer now and its likely shes not going to have treatment. > > Regards > Jules > > Regards > Jules > > Email: wrightj@... > > > *SydBand * > > 06/03/2007 11:18 AM > Please respond to > " No Reply " <notify-dg-SydBand > > > > > To > SydBand > cc > > Subject > Digest Number 1028 > > > > > > > > > > > > *_SydBand _* > <http://groups.yahoo.com/group/SydBand;_ylc=X3oDMTJlODU2cWJtBF9TAzk3MzU5NzE1BGdy\ cElkAzE2NTExMDA3BGdycHNwSWQDMTcwNTA2MTg5MARzZWMDaGRyBHNsawNocGgEc3RpbWUDMTE3MzE0\ MDI4OQ--> > *_ > > *Messages In This Digest (25 Messages) * > 1a. > _**_Photos from lunch 4/3/07 <#1a> From: Helen > 1b. > Re: Photos from lunch 4/3/07 <#1b> From: Mazz > 1c. > Re: Photos from lunch 4/3/07 > Helen <#1c> From: Mel > 2. > Sunday's lunch pics <#2> From: Mazz > 3. > Re: Big Warm Thank You > Ingrid <#3> From: tesschloe > 4a. > Anne <#4a> From: Rob Bower > 4b. > Re: Rob...OT <#4b> From: Mel > 4c. > Re: Anne> Rob <#4c> From: Anne > 5a. > Re: Ingrid <#5a> From: tesschloe > 5b. > Ingrid <#5b> From: Sabine > 5c. > Re: Ingrid <#5c> From: Anne > 5d. > Re: Sabine <#5d> From: tesschloe > 5e. > Re: Sabine <#5e> From: Mazz > 6a. > _* > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 8, 2007 Report Share Posted March 8, 2007 We will have to see what we can organize with Jules. Do you have contact with her Elaine? Mazz Elaine Erskine wrote: > > Great idea Mazz - I am not working at all the week of the 19th - 23rd > March. > > > >> Jules as Elaine has said to you try looking for a new doctor that is >> closer to you. There are some really good guys out there now. You know >> where I am Jules if you need to talk to some one. I will give you my >> mobile number again it is 0414 786 949. We will have to organize a time >> for coffee with Elaine when you are ready. >> >> Mazz >> > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 8, 2007 Report Share Posted March 8, 2007 Great idea Mazz - I am not working at all the week of the 19th - 23rd March.Jules as Elaine has said to you try looking for a new doctor that is closer to you. There are some really good guys out there now. You know where I am Jules if you need to talk to some one. I will give you my mobile number again it is 0414 786 949. We will have to organize a time for coffee with Elaine when you are ready.Mazz Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 8, 2007 Report Share Posted March 8, 2007 i should have her email address on my work email, i will have a look tomorrow.We will have to see what we can organize with Jules. Do you have contact with her Elaine?MazzElaine Erskine wrote:>> Great idea Mazz - I am not working at all the week of the 19th - 23rd > March.>> >>> Jules as Elaine has said to you try looking for a new doctor that is>> closer to you. There are some really good guys out there now. You know>> where I am Jules if you need to talk to some one. I will give you my>> mobile number again it is 0414 786 949. We will have to organize a time>> for coffee with Elaine when you are ready.>>>> Mazz>>>> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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