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...thank you for your kind response and don't worry about taking

some time to get back to me! Again, I realize you are a busy guy and

know it must be challenging keeping up with it all.

I am 5'6 " and currently 180 lbs.....which sounds like alot, I

know! I have always been stocky with a big butt and legs for my size,

but now it is my upper body that is much larger than my now thin legs

and absolutely flat butt. I was on Zerit for 5 years and just switched

to Viread. Yes, I have the deep belly fat issue and practically no fat

on my lower body. Never had buffalo hump. I have managed to keep my

weight at about 165 to 170 lbs. for the last 10 years, however, I lost

about 30 lbs. when I went through treatment for anal cancer. I guess

my frustration is coming from the fact that the weight I have regained

is all screwed up and out of proportion. I'm top heavy and it just

wierds me out and makes me feel less than sexy. Testosterone is,

indeed, helping in that department...my third injection was today. I

am working out 3 to 4 times a week and eating almost my weight in grams

of protein everyday....also getting lots of fiber.

So, am I just being vain? Impatient? or both...lol!? I'm still

waiting to here from Dr. Serra in Brazil about the facial/butt wasting

and PMMA. Radiation treatments and chemo really made all this come to

ahead and exacerbated what may have been caused by Zerit. Thanks for

any suggestions/input/shared experiences. I feel good for the most

part...I'd just like to look good again, too. My best to you...Ted