Another two days and nights in hell

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Well, I'm convinced I'm not anorgasmic because of SSRI's but I'll be

sticking around here because well, at least I've found a group of

people who can understand the hellish frustration I'm experiencing. I

think the most probable causes are the periperal neuropathy the docs

inflicted on me, and some physical damage I suffered while laid up in

hospital. Damage? Well, try living on morphine and codeine for two

months, and then passing a snooker ball.

Cialis only helps a bit... allows me to get an erection but that's it.

The more stimulation, the more numbness, the more pain (base of penis

to my butt) and then there goes the erection. Always a brides-maid,

never a bride. It's getting worse too. What absolutely blows my mind

is how cavalier medical people can be about this! I mean, I've asked

the nurse who's handling my case what he'd feel like if he were forced

to wear a chastity belt 24-7 and get constant lap dances at strip

clubs. That about sums it up don't it? Anyone who can't understand

that that would be hell on earth must be more than a wee bit mentally ill.

Now to pass out. I don't sleep anymore, it's much better to just pass

out. I dread Valentines day.

Atomicat