You all bring tears to my eyes - Update

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My goodness! The beautiful responses and emails!! Thank you each so

much. I can't remember everyone who posted and emailed, but you know

who you are. Thank you so very much!

Things on the homefront are worse than they were last wk. I'm

calling for a therapy appt tomorrow. We'll see if DH and I can work

through these issues. I sure hope so bc I love him so much, but

there is some major deceit going on and he's completely insecure.

From what he's described, it's beginning to look like this marriage

is turning into his last marriage.

Things on the RA: All my joints now hurt. It's not as bad as it

was. But then again, his ex has been quiet lately so there's so much

less stress this wk than there was last wk. That helps A LOT. It

won't be staying this way though. I can guarantee that one. There

is going to be a lot of paperwork flying back and forth in the mail

through the next year and it's going to get REALLY ugly. I say it

can't any worse, but DH says it (meaning " she " ) can. We'll see.

I'm going to see if my sister is willing to come out to my place for

the doctor's appt. Doubtful but I have to at least try.

So, there you have it. Thank you each for reading and for

responding. It means a lot to me. I just mostly want my DH back.

Jen