Guest guest Posted August 9, 2005 Report Share Posted August 9, 2005 Good morning all. It is about 2 a.m. here and once again, I can't sleep. I'm running on about 10-12 hours of sleep since Thursday morning. I just checked a bit of the posts and noticed that Shirley had let you know my situation. It really - really sucks to be me about now!!! I don't think that I have ever been this sad in all my life. I had no idea how low a person could actually go. And it isn't over yet. My family is okay, I guess - it is my step alien that is the problem. Long - long story. My life has reached the crossroads and it is time for change. I did miss my appointment with my non board certified Neurologist. However, I go here in Cheyenne to a NeuroSpecialist at 2pm. tomorrow! I'm tired of Kansas and my lack of care and I'm taking matters into my own hands. Sitting here watching my 63 year old mother dying has shed a bit of light on the situation. They have no explanation of how her irreversible situation got to this point and what is the cause and w/o an autopsy we will never know. I did some asking about her possibly be rheumatoid positive and was told by several of the care providers that Lupus would explain it. No-one followed up on it for her though. My hands are tied and I'm just thankful that I found out by someone else how ill she was as I was being told that she was fine all along by the step alien. Jerk off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so exhausted and some of my symptoms are manifesting themselves. My hair is falling out and my face looks like I have the butterfly rash (molar rash?) It usually is just on my nose. I'm stiffening up fast. My excema us crazy. I was fine a couple days ago. I'm sure it is from all the stress? Anyhow, I just wanted to say hey and tell you all that I miss you and love each and everyone with all my heart! Special hello's to June, Tawny, Shirley and Ken! I hope that today is a good no great day for all! Please tell anyone that you love how much you care as often as you can as life is too short! God Bless! XXX's Kim Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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