Re: OT/ I miss my family!!!!

[Guest guest]

Kim,

you and your family will be in my prayers. Please, please take care of

yourself.

hugs and prayers

sandie

[Guest guest]

Kim,

you and your family will be in my prayers. Please, please take care of

yourself.

hugs and prayers

sandie

[Guest guest]

Kim,

I am sorry about your Mom. Try to catch up on your sleep, you really

need the rest. I am glad your seeing a doctor there, let us know how

the visit goes. I will be keeping you, mom, and family in my

prayers. God Bless, Tawny

> Good morning all. It is about 2 a.m. here and once again, I can't

> sleep. I'm running on about 10-12 hours of sleep since Thursday

> morning. I just checked a bit of the posts and noticed that

Shirley

> had let you know my situation. It really - really sucks to be me

> about now!!! I don't think that I have ever been this sad in all my

> life. I had no idea how low a person could actually go. And it

isn't

> over yet. My family is okay, I guess - it is my step alien that is

> the problem. Long - long story. My life has reached the

crossroads

> and it is time for change. I did miss my appointment with my non

> board certified Neurologist. However, I go here in Cheyenne to a

> NeuroSpecialist at 2pm. tomorrow! I'm tired of Kansas and my lack

of

> care and I'm taking matters into my own hands. Sitting here

watching

> my 63 year old mother dying has shed a bit of light on the

> situation. They have no explanation of how her irreversible

> situation got to this point and what is the cause and w/o an

autopsy

> we will never know. I did some asking about her possibly be

> rheumatoid positive and was told by several of the care providers

> that Lupus would explain it. No-one followed up on it for her

though.

> My hands are tied and I'm just thankful that I found out by someone

> else how ill she was as I was being told that she was fine all

along

> by the step alien. Jerk off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so

> exhausted and some of my symptoms are manifesting themselves. My

> hair is falling out and my face looks like I have the butterfly

rash

> (molar rash?) It usually is just on my nose. I'm stiffening up

> fast. My excema us crazy. I was fine a couple days ago. I'm sure

> it is from all the stress? Anyhow, I just wanted to say hey and

tell

> you all that I miss you and love each and everyone with all my

> heart! Special hello's to June, Tawny, Shirley and Ken! I hope

that

> today is a good no great day for all! Please tell anyone that you

> love how much you care as often as you can as life is too short!

God

> Bless! XXX's Kim

[Guest guest]

Kim,

I am sorry about your Mom. Try to catch up on your sleep, you really

need the rest. I am glad your seeing a doctor there, let us know how

the visit goes. I will be keeping you, mom, and family in my

prayers. God Bless, Tawny

> Good morning all. It is about 2 a.m. here and once again, I can't

> sleep. I'm running on about 10-12 hours of sleep since Thursday

> morning. I just checked a bit of the posts and noticed that

Shirley

> had let you know my situation. It really - really sucks to be me

> about now!!! I don't think that I have ever been this sad in all my

> life. I had no idea how low a person could actually go. And it

isn't

> over yet. My family is okay, I guess - it is my step alien that is

> the problem. Long - long story. My life has reached the

crossroads

> and it is time for change. I did miss my appointment with my non

> board certified Neurologist. However, I go here in Cheyenne to a

> NeuroSpecialist at 2pm. tomorrow! I'm tired of Kansas and my lack

of

> care and I'm taking matters into my own hands. Sitting here

watching

> my 63 year old mother dying has shed a bit of light on the

> situation. They have no explanation of how her irreversible

> situation got to this point and what is the cause and w/o an

autopsy

> we will never know. I did some asking about her possibly be

> rheumatoid positive and was told by several of the care providers

> that Lupus would explain it. No-one followed up on it for her

though.

> My hands are tied and I'm just thankful that I found out by someone

> else how ill she was as I was being told that she was fine all

along

> by the step alien. Jerk off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so

> exhausted and some of my symptoms are manifesting themselves. My

> hair is falling out and my face looks like I have the butterfly

rash

> (molar rash?) It usually is just on my nose. I'm stiffening up

> fast. My excema us crazy. I was fine a couple days ago. I'm sure

> it is from all the stress? Anyhow, I just wanted to say hey and

tell

> you all that I miss you and love each and everyone with all my

> heart! Special hello's to June, Tawny, Shirley and Ken! I hope

that

> today is a good no great day for all! Please tell anyone that you

> love how much you care as often as you can as life is too short!

God

> Bless! XXX's Kim

[Guest guest]

Kim:

Please take care of yourself............remember that

you and your family are in our thoughts and

prayers...............Hang in there girl!!

God bless you

Hugs

Pat in so Ore

--- ksamedifference <ksamedifference@...> wrote:

> Good morning all. It is about 2 a.m. here and once

> again, I can't

> sleep. I'm running on about 10-12 hours of sleep

> since Thursday

> morning. I just checked a bit of the posts and

> noticed that Shirley

> had let you know my situation. It really - really

> sucks to be me

> about now!!! I don't think that I have ever been

> this sad in all my

> life. I had no idea how low a person could actually

> go. And it isn't

> over yet. My family is okay, I guess - it is my

> step alien that is

> the problem. Long - long story. My life has

> reached the crossroads

> and it is time for change. I did miss my

> appointment with my non

> board certified Neurologist. However, I go here in

> Cheyenne to a

> NeuroSpecialist at 2pm. tomorrow! I'm tired of

> Kansas and my lack of

> care and I'm taking matters into my own hands.

> Sitting here watching

> my 63 year old mother dying has shed a bit of light

> on the

> situation. They have no explanation of how her

> irreversible

> situation got to this point and what is the cause

> and w/o an autopsy

> we will never know. I did some asking about her

> possibly be

> rheumatoid positive and was told by several of the

> care providers

> that Lupus would explain it. No-one followed up on

> it for her though.

> My hands are tied and I'm just thankful that I found

> out by someone

> else how ill she was as I was being told that she

> was fine all along

> by the step alien. Jerk

> off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so

> exhausted and some of my symptoms are manifesting

> themselves. My

> hair is falling out and my face looks like I have

> the butterfly rash

> (molar rash?) It usually is just on my nose. I'm

> stiffening up

> fast. My excema us crazy. I was fine a couple days

> ago. I'm sure

> it is from all the stress? Anyhow, I just wanted to

> say hey and tell

> you all that I miss you and love each and everyone

> with all my

> heart! Special hello's to June, Tawny, Shirley and

> Ken! I hope that

> today is a good no great day for all! Please tell

> anyone that you

> love how much you care as often as you can as life

> is too short! God

> Bless! XXX's Kim

>

>

>

>

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[Guest guest]

Kim:

Please take care of yourself............remember that

you and your family are in our thoughts and

prayers...............Hang in there girl!!

God bless you

Hugs

Pat in so Ore

--- ksamedifference <ksamedifference@...> wrote:

> Good morning all. It is about 2 a.m. here and once

> again, I can't

> sleep. I'm running on about 10-12 hours of sleep

> since Thursday

> morning. I just checked a bit of the posts and

> noticed that Shirley

> had let you know my situation. It really - really

> sucks to be me

> about now!!! I don't think that I have ever been

> this sad in all my

> life. I had no idea how low a person could actually

> go. And it isn't

> over yet. My family is okay, I guess - it is my

> step alien that is

> the problem. Long - long story. My life has

> reached the crossroads

> and it is time for change. I did miss my

> appointment with my non

> board certified Neurologist. However, I go here in

> Cheyenne to a

> NeuroSpecialist at 2pm. tomorrow! I'm tired of

> Kansas and my lack of

> care and I'm taking matters into my own hands.

> Sitting here watching

> my 63 year old mother dying has shed a bit of light

> on the

> situation. They have no explanation of how her

> irreversible

> situation got to this point and what is the cause

> and w/o an autopsy

> we will never know. I did some asking about her

> possibly be

> rheumatoid positive and was told by several of the

> care providers

> that Lupus would explain it. No-one followed up on

> it for her though.

> My hands are tied and I'm just thankful that I found

> out by someone

> else how ill she was as I was being told that she

> was fine all along

> by the step alien. Jerk

> off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so

> exhausted and some of my symptoms are manifesting

> themselves. My

> hair is falling out and my face looks like I have

> the butterfly rash

> (molar rash?) It usually is just on my nose. I'm

> stiffening up

> fast. My excema us crazy. I was fine a couple days

> ago. I'm sure

> it is from all the stress? Anyhow, I just wanted to

> say hey and tell

> you all that I miss you and love each and everyone

> with all my

> heart! Special hello's to June, Tawny, Shirley and

> Ken! I hope that

> today is a good no great day for all! Please tell

> anyone that you

> love how much you care as often as you can as life

> is too short! God

> Bless! XXX's Kim

>

>

>

>

____________________________________________________

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[Guest guest]

Kim,

I'm sorry for all that you and your family are going through. I will

keep you and your

family in my prayers.

a

On Aug 9, 2005, at 4:34 AM, ksamedifference wrote:

> Good morning all.  It is about 2 a.m. here and once again, I can't

> sleep.  I'm running on about 10-12 hours of sleep since Thursday

> morning.  I just checked a bit of the posts and noticed that Shirley

> had let you know my situation. It really - really sucks to be me

> about now!!! I don't think that I have ever been this sad in all my

> life.  I had no idea how low a person could actually go. And it isn't

> over yet.  My family is okay, I guess - it is my step alien that is

> the problem.   Long - long story.  My life has reached the crossroads

> and it is time for change.  I did miss my appointment with my non

> board certified Neurologist.  However, I go here in Cheyenne to a

> NeuroSpecialist at 2pm. tomorrow!  I'm tired of Kansas and my lack of

> care and I'm taking matters into my own hands.  Sitting here watching

> my 63 year old mother dying has shed a bit of light on the

> situation.  They have no explanation of how her irreversible

> situation got to this point and what is the cause and w/o an autopsy

> we will never know. I did some asking about her possibly be

> rheumatoid positive and was told by several of the care providers

> that Lupus would explain it. No-one followed up on it for her though.

> My hands are tied and I'm just thankful that I found out by someone

> else how ill she was as I was being told that she was fine all along

> by the step alien. Jerk off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so

> exhausted and some of my symptoms are manifesting themselves.  My

> hair is falling out and my face looks like I have the butterfly rash

> (molar rash?) It usually is just on my nose.  I'm stiffening up

> fast.  My excema us crazy.  I was fine a couple days ago.  I'm sure

> it is from all the stress? Anyhow, I just wanted to say hey and tell

> you all that I miss you and love each and everyone with all my

> heart!  Special hello's to June, Tawny, Shirley and Ken! I hope that

> today is a good no great day for all!  Please tell anyone that you

> love how much you care as often as you can as life is too short!  God

> Bless!   XXX's  Kim

>

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Kim,

I'm sorry for all that you and your family are going through. I will

keep you and your

family in my prayers.

a

On Aug 9, 2005, at 4:34 AM, ksamedifference wrote:

> Good morning all.  It is about 2 a.m. here and once again, I can't

> sleep.  I'm running on about 10-12 hours of sleep since Thursday

> morning.  I just checked a bit of the posts and noticed that Shirley

> had let you know my situation. It really - really sucks to be me

> about now!!! I don't think that I have ever been this sad in all my

> life.  I had no idea how low a person could actually go. And it isn't

> over yet.  My family is okay, I guess - it is my step alien that is

> the problem.   Long - long story.  My life has reached the crossroads

> and it is time for change.  I did miss my appointment with my non

> board certified Neurologist.  However, I go here in Cheyenne to a

> NeuroSpecialist at 2pm. tomorrow!  I'm tired of Kansas and my lack of

> care and I'm taking matters into my own hands.  Sitting here watching

> my 63 year old mother dying has shed a bit of light on the

> situation.  They have no explanation of how her irreversible

> situation got to this point and what is the cause and w/o an autopsy

> we will never know. I did some asking about her possibly be

> rheumatoid positive and was told by several of the care providers

> that Lupus would explain it. No-one followed up on it for her though.

> My hands are tied and I'm just thankful that I found out by someone

> else how ill she was as I was being told that she was fine all along

> by the step alien. Jerk off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so

> exhausted and some of my symptoms are manifesting themselves.  My

> hair is falling out and my face looks like I have the butterfly rash

> (molar rash?) It usually is just on my nose.  I'm stiffening up

> fast.  My excema us crazy.  I was fine a couple days ago.  I'm sure

> it is from all the stress? Anyhow, I just wanted to say hey and tell

> you all that I miss you and love each and everyone with all my

> heart!  Special hello's to June, Tawny, Shirley and Ken! I hope that

> today is a good no great day for all!  Please tell anyone that you

> love how much you care as often as you can as life is too short!  God

> Bless!   XXX's  Kim

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