Frusrated

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Hello again,

Been frustrated with what's happening and trying not to get to

down. I had my second visit with my RH and hoped for a better

outcome. I had wrote down the progression of what's been happening

to my body the last 2 months (when this started) and my questions.

Maybe he had a bad day, but he gets paid and I'm trying to be

extrmely careful with my shrinking budget. Any how I don't believe

he let me finish a sentence ,was aggatated, left the room 3 times

(lst visit was interrupted twice) and didn't want to hear my

symptoms. He said my problem was chronic, not going away and get

used to it. He prescribed what I believe is a anti-deppresant ,the

one recently posted on this site about suicide warnings. If it's

anything like wellbutrin or the others in that catagory I have tried

these in the past and my situation would have become suicidle but I

knew it was the drug and stopped and waited for it to get out of my

system. I am a believer in these drugs if they help by all means

take them, but maybe I just havn't found the correct one for my

chemistry. My stress level has gone down lately-think I'm accepting

this thing but I want to treat it appropriatly. Meanwhile I've been

waking with my 2 fingers kinda dislocating each mourning on both

hands now and my knees are so painful and stuck feels like the

tendons on the sides of the knee, anckle painful and weak, shoulders

stiff and all the above very warm. This is new and I quess I need

to regroup or wait for lab work to show some differences. I just

wanted to get this off my chest and hope some of you have some good

advice. My husband says I'm not aggresive enough with the doc but I

tried! I'll try and get myself in a better mood.

Roxanna