What I know about ANNA so far..

[Guest guest]

Dear ,

I am an " old " member and unfortunately have been rather silent over the past

few months due to hospitalizations occuring every 2 weeks to 2 months for

complications following 3 failed total knee replacements, sepsis and finally

septic shock which has caused 1 cardiac arrests and several " almosts " .

I have had both you and on my mind and in my prayers and thoughts all

evening. You have gone above and beyond trying to find our troubled member

while dealng with a migraine headache yourself. I hope that you are feeling

somewhat better as I type this (11:28 PM EST). I also hope that some good news

is

received from , herself.

It will be a long night for all of us.

Gentle, tender angel hugs..............

Debs in FL

[Guest guest]

,

I pray that you are able to get to your computer and see all the love that

has poured out for you and all the offers of help. Add my name to that long

list and all of us are as close as the keys on your computer or phone. E-mail

any one of us or all of us and we will all be there to catch you and try to help

pick you up.

Gentle, tender angel hugs,

Debs in FL

[Guest guest]

Dear Group,

Police in MD said no one was home at ANNA's address. They went thru

the back door as it was unlocked, to look around. Nothing suspicious.

Neighbors saiid " Mrs Espinoza " has not lived there w/ Mr. Espinoza for

about 10 months. " So Officer Noyes will check w/ Mr. Espinoza in the

morning, to see where his wife has gone. Then he will call me w/ the

info -and of course, I'll let you all know.

Sorry it couldn't be better news - but at least so far, it's not

the worst news!

, if your still out there, please write us! Don't be

embarrassed, we have all identified with how you're feeling at one

time or another. I think about ending it so often that it's almost a

pre-occupation. And I've never told anyone that -except you guys -

right now! But please don't start worrying about me now, I don't think

I could actually do it. It just oddly offers comfort sometimes to

think about it. , please know I am certainly not trying to make

light of your feelings in any way.

Love.