steph/leaving

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Hi Steph

Sorry you found this group not to fit your needs but i do look forward to

keeping in touch.

also dont worry about the typos in emails...i do it all the time and have

been a published writer/poet:)

dont sweat the small stuff;)

>

> I get too many emails to handle as I'm in the process of writing a

> book on Chronic Pain and trust me, it will be good. I'll just give

> you all a little clue as to what it's going to be about. It already

> has 20 fully defined and recorded chapters. I have approximately 107

> pages written so far and hopefully will be able to get that edited

> down, because I don't want volumes. No one will read that if they do

> at all. Although I did have an emergency doctor tell me he would love

> to read it and see if I put him in it cause frankly he was not a very

> nice and cooperative subject....let's put it that way. I told him,

> don't worry, you are just one of many. So in many ways, you will be

> in the book. I don't use real names, just abbreviations, like Dr. A,

> and Dr. N....that way no one can sue me and no one really knows who

> I'm talking about except maybe those doctors who possibly will read

> this and realize the truth.

>

> I'm a solution

> oriented person and I believe this group probably is too. My book is

> the truth. It's meant for doctors, family members, general public who

> don't have a clue until one day, they're in a massive car accident and

> there lives are never the same again, it's about handling loss in a

> healthy way, it's about finding solutions even with the pain, it

> discusses the way we are treated at the hospitals (all of them), the

> doctors (there are only a few who truly care in my experience and they

> are behind me one hundred percent), it's about how we are not drug

> addicts and that's the last thing in the world we want (besides that

> there is NO MAGIC PILL).....it' s about

> the desire to have our old lives back, but maybe our God, or Creator

> in their or His infinite wisdom gave us a gift that we cannot actually

> see or understand yet. The change in all the people I know with

> Chronic Pain (and I know a lot--interviewed two for the book and I'm

> interviewing two doctors who work with us too, is absolutely

> remarkable. Usually a person finds a deeper meaning to Spirituality.

> I like that much better than religion---dogma is one thing,

> Spirituality is by far something else in my way of thinking. It's

> about complete and total surrender to a God of your understanding and

> learning to accept a lot of things which I'm not going to get into now

> and you know about it anyway. Actually, I have two chapters for

> Surrender. I have 20 chapters in the book all completely defined.

>

> I worked in IT (information Systems) for 20 years and I spent a great

> deal of time in the later part of my career, writing professionally

> for the company. So, I do have some experience in that arena. We'll

> see what happens, but I pray and hope with all my heart that I have

> the strength to finish it, but again, I have great Faith in my Creator

> and I believe that I was meant to do this.

>

> Good luck to you in all your endeavors to stay comfortable and happy.

> I will keep you in my prayers and Light and believe, my meditation

> has produced some amazing things with my light.....that will be in the

> book definitely.

>

> Love and Light, and Blessed Be,

> Steph, aka Lady_rider_hd

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Happy 2007