Re: URGENT!! ANNA NEEDS HELP-----NOW!!!!!!!!

[Guest guest]

In a message dated 6/17/2005 11:19:29 PM Eastern Daylight Time,

fmt2002@... writes:

is this the first time you have ever heard of this person? when they emailed

you today?

I'm not . But, I just ran a group search and found a post from

from June 10th. I'll post some of it below. I'm very concerned. 's been in a

bad place and desperately needs help...sadly, far more than any one of us can

give. We may be able to find her and I hope the police will go to her. But,

has to do the rest.

I was a chat/message board host for many years. Unfortunately, I've been

involved in way too many scenarios like this. I've counseled numerous suicidal

people. It's a horrible, frustrating, frightening, exhausting process. I don't

mean to sound cold, but, I don't have the energy to handle this tonight. My

heart is weary, sore and sad for . But, I've very recently lost both my Mom

and brother within 3 weeks of each other and my own defense mechanisms are

kicking in right now. I'm sorry.

Hopefully, some of this info will help someone find her. I ran an

extensive White Pages search for Espinoza in land. Only one comes up. I

don't

want to post an address and phone number here. But, I'll be glad to pass it

on in email to anyone who'd like to try and see if it's our . If it is her,

the most likely place to obtain help is with her local police department.

Your own locals likely won't help. Since she's using a generic address, we

don't know her ISP. If we did, they likely wouldn't help either in the absence

of a clear, definitive threat of iminent suicide. ISP's spend most of their

time covering their butts and rarely get involved in real life stuff fearing

lawsuits. You can forward her email to support and

support@.... But, they won't do much either. This amazing, friendly,

awesome internet

becomes a scary place when a person puts us in such an untenable, frightening

position as this. Our hands are tied. We want to reach out and help. We want

to save her. And, pretty much, there's not a dang thing we can do : (

I'm sorry for rambling. This touches a very deep place in my soul. I hope

some of the info I gave helps. I'm sending tons of prayers that is

found...that she's fine and will seek the help and healing she needs so badly.

She

deserves a happy life, as do we all.

Good night, Patty/NJ

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From: " snowespi " <snowespi@...>

Date: Fri Jun 10, 2005 4:22 am

Subject: Re: Praters for a dear friend

<snip>...

I am such a loner as I do not want to be a burden to anyone and yet I have to

make some changes in my life as I have just been home a few days from being

in a psyche ward in land. I am ashamed to say that I drove to a motel and

overdosed as I couldn't cope with all that came my way in such a short time. I

cannot believe that I did so. I was so sure that I would never attempt suicide

as I am so against it. It was like I was no longer in control. I honestly do

not know how that happened. It is making me sick to my stomach just writing

this. To think that I came so close to succeeding. I pray to God that I never do

such a

selfish act again. I was in so much pain emotionally.

<snip>...

I have been grieving the loss of family for almost a year. And as

for my deteriorating health....I still have yet to accept and grieve.I simply

do not want to face that I am disabled. I will be in much needed consueling

now. Hopefully with a good therapist with experience to help me deal with

living with chronic pain and

depression. I hate my life as I'm sure many can relate to my

feelings. To all the group....thank you for being here.

<snip>...

Please accept my apology for my stupid, selfish act. God bless each and every

one of you. Sincerly,Marie

[Guest guest]

In a message dated 6/18/2005 12:21:10 AM Eastern Daylight Time,

fmt2002@... writes:

the address on this email did not come back as a member..there might be

something i am missing. Have you contacted the moderator of this group to see if

that person actually is a member here?

I ran a search, too. She posted a couple of times on June 10th, so, she must

be a member. My next email contains a very disturbing post from her and some

info that may help someone to find her.

Patty/NJ

[Guest guest]

In a message dated 6/18/2005 12:21:10 AM Eastern Daylight Time,

fmt2002@... writes:

the address on this email did not come back as a member..there might be

something i am missing. Have you contacted the moderator of this group to see if

that person actually is a member here?

I ran a search, too. She posted a couple of times on June 10th, so, she must

be a member. My next email contains a very disturbing post from her and some

info that may help someone to find her.

Patty/NJ

[Guest guest]

In a message dated 6/17/2005 11:19:29 PM Eastern Daylight Time,

fmt2002@... writes:

is this the first time you have ever heard of this person? when they emailed

you today?

I'm not . But, I just ran a group search and found a post from

from June 10th. I'll post some of it below. I'm very concerned. 's been in a

bad place and desperately needs help...sadly, far more than any one of us can

give. We may be able to find her and I hope the police will go to her. But,

has to do the rest.

I was a chat/message board host for many years. Unfortunately, I've been

involved in way too many scenarios like this. I've counseled numerous suicidal

people. It's a horrible, frustrating, frightening, exhausting process. I don't

mean to sound cold, but, I don't have the energy to handle this tonight. My

heart is weary, sore and sad for . But, I've very recently lost both my Mom

and brother within 3 weeks of each other and my own defense mechanisms are

kicking in right now. I'm sorry.

Hopefully, some of this info will help someone find her. I ran an

extensive White Pages search for Espinoza in land. Only one comes up. I

don't

want to post an address and phone number here. But, I'll be glad to pass it

on in email to anyone who'd like to try and see if it's our . If it is her,

the most likely place to obtain help is with her local police department.

Your own locals likely won't help. Since she's using a generic address, we

don't know her ISP. If we did, they likely wouldn't help either in the absence

of a clear, definitive threat of iminent suicide. ISP's spend most of their

time covering their butts and rarely get involved in real life stuff fearing

lawsuits. You can forward her email to support and

support@.... But, they won't do much either. This amazing, friendly,

awesome internet

becomes a scary place when a person puts us in such an untenable, frightening

position as this. Our hands are tied. We want to reach out and help. We want

to save her. And, pretty much, there's not a dang thing we can do : (

I'm sorry for rambling. This touches a very deep place in my soul. I hope

some of the info I gave helps. I'm sending tons of prayers that is

found...that she's fine and will seek the help and healing she needs so badly.

She

deserves a happy life, as do we all.

Good night, Patty/NJ

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From: " snowespi " <snowespi@...>

Date: Fri Jun 10, 2005 4:22 am

Subject: Re: Praters for a dear friend

<snip>...

I am such a loner as I do not want to be a burden to anyone and yet I have to

make some changes in my life as I have just been home a few days from being

in a psyche ward in land. I am ashamed to say that I drove to a motel and

overdosed as I couldn't cope with all that came my way in such a short time. I

cannot believe that I did so. I was so sure that I would never attempt suicide

as I am so against it. It was like I was no longer in control. I honestly do

not know how that happened. It is making me sick to my stomach just writing

this. To think that I came so close to succeeding. I pray to God that I never do

such a

selfish act again. I was in so much pain emotionally.

<snip>...

I have been grieving the loss of family for almost a year. And as

for my deteriorating health....I still have yet to accept and grieve.I simply

do not want to face that I am disabled. I will be in much needed consueling

now. Hopefully with a good therapist with experience to help me deal with

living with chronic pain and

depression. I hate my life as I'm sure many can relate to my

feelings. To all the group....thank you for being here.

<snip>...

Please accept my apology for my stupid, selfish act. God bless each and every

one of you. Sincerly,Marie

[Guest guest]

what about the archives..any info on where she is from?

if you could get a town you might be able to call the police there..just a

thought..,. i am sure there are ways to search for her..

--------- well....thank you from an r/a member

its_all_in_my_details@...

I wanted this to go to the group and I hit on your address and I do

not know if this will get to you but thank you for all that you

wrote. I have to indeed set all my loved ones free and myself from

this hell as i cannot take it anymore. Good luck to you. Sincerly,

just someone who caouldn't deal with this hell.

[Guest guest]

what about the archives..any info on where she is from?

if you could get a town you might be able to call the police there..just a

thought..,. i am sure there are ways to search for her..

--------- well....thank you from an r/a member

its_all_in_my_details@...

I wanted this to go to the group and I hit on your address and I do

not know if this will get to you but thank you for all that you

wrote. I have to indeed set all my loved ones free and myself from

this hell as i cannot take it anymore. Good luck to you. Sincerly,

just someone who caouldn't deal with this hell.

[Guest guest]

.. you out there? I did a search of ... the address on this email did

not come back as a member..there might be something i am missing. Have you

contacted the moderator of this group to see if that person actually is a member

here?

--------- well....thank you from an r/a member

its_all_in_my_details@...

I wanted this to go to the group and I hit on your address and I do

not know if this will get to you but thank you for all that you

wrote. I have to indeed set all my loved ones free and myself from

this hell as i cannot take it anymore. Good luck to you. Sincerly,

just someone who caouldn't deal with this hell.

[Guest guest]

.. you out there? I did a search of ... the address on this email did

not come back as a member..there might be something i am missing. Have you

contacted the moderator of this group to see if that person actually is a member

here?

--------- well....thank you from an r/a member

its_all_in_my_details@...

I wanted this to go to the group and I hit on your address and I do

not know if this will get to you but thank you for all that you

wrote. I have to indeed set all my loved ones free and myself from

this hell as i cannot take it anymore. Good luck to you. Sincerly,

just someone who caouldn't deal with this hell.

[Guest guest]

:

Can you call the service provider or contact whoever she has her e-mail

address with? Let them know about the urgent situation. As a last

resort, maybe you could call your local police department and ask for

help. They may have a way of tracking her down and assisting her.

I hope and pray that everything will be okay with her. Please keep us

posted if you find out anything.

Take care,

> The following email came to me today. I wrote back begging her to

> call me, or at least write to me. I have no idea how to figure out

> where she is at to call her and possibly send paramedics her way! I'm

> so distressed - I PRAY it's not too late! If anyone knows her or has

> suggestions for ways to reach her, PLEASE post the group or email

me

> directly (I can give you my phone # that way) - I will take

> responsibility for reaching her if someone just knows HOW!!

> In sincere love and desperation!,

> P.S. I will not leave the computer tonight -just in case...

>

>

>

>

> " Espinoza " <snowespi@y...> Add to Address Book

> DomainKeys has confirmed that this message was sent by

> . Learn more

> Subject: well....thank you from an r/a member

> its_all_in_my_details@y...

>

>

> I wanted this to go to the group and I hit on your address and I do

> not know if this will get to you but thank you for all that you

> wrote. I have to indeed set all my loved ones free and myself from

> this hell as i cannot take it anymore. Good luck to you. Sincerly,

> just someone who caouldn't deal with this hell.

[Guest guest]

:

Can you call the service provider or contact whoever she has her e-mail

address with? Let them know about the urgent situation. As a last

resort, maybe you could call your local police department and ask for

help. They may have a way of tracking her down and assisting her.

I hope and pray that everything will be okay with her. Please keep us

posted if you find out anything.

Take care,

> The following email came to me today. I wrote back begging her to

> call me, or at least write to me. I have no idea how to figure out

> where she is at to call her and possibly send paramedics her way! I'm

> so distressed - I PRAY it's not too late! If anyone knows her or has

> suggestions for ways to reach her, PLEASE post the group or email

me

> directly (I can give you my phone # that way) - I will take

> responsibility for reaching her if someone just knows HOW!!

> In sincere love and desperation!,

> P.S. I will not leave the computer tonight -just in case...

>

>

>

>

> " Espinoza " <snowespi@y...> Add to Address Book

> DomainKeys has confirmed that this message was sent by

> . Learn more

> Subject: well....thank you from an r/a member

> its_all_in_my_details@y...

>

>

> I wanted this to go to the group and I hit on your address and I do

> not know if this will get to you but thank you for all that you

> wrote. I have to indeed set all my loved ones free and myself from

> this hell as i cannot take it anymore. Good luck to you. Sincerly,

> just someone who caouldn't deal with this hell.

[Guest guest]

Dear Group,

I have not heard from her as of 8:00 PM. I tried finding her thru

member directory, I finally found an actual phone number for

-(the corporate offices) but they closed at 5pm (it was

5:10PM!)-and no way to leave a message! I called my local 911- they

were useless! And she's not in our group membership directory...I

guess all I can do now is pray..

, if you're out there reading these posts, please know I am crazy

for worry for you! I've been praying nonstop. Call me!!!!!!! Or post

the group. Please don't give up.

Love and prayers for God to bless you,

> > The following email came to me today. I wrote back begging her to

> > call me, or at least write to me. I have no idea how to figure

out

> > where she is at to call her and possibly send paramedics her way!

I'm

> > so distressed - I PRAY it's not too late! If anyone knows her or

has

> > suggestions for ways to reach her, PLEASE post the group or email

> me

> > directly (I can give you my phone # that way) - I will take

> > responsibility for reaching her if someone just knows HOW!!

> > In sincere love and desperation!,

> > P.S. I will not leave the computer tonight -just in case...

> >

> >

> >

> >

> > " Espinoza " <snowespi@y...> Add to Address Book

> > DomainKeys has confirmed that this message was sent by

> > . Learn more

> > Subject: well....thank you from an r/a member

> > its_all_in_my_details@y...

> >

> >

> > I wanted this to go to the group and I hit on your address and I

do

> > not know if this will get to you but thank you for all that you

> > wrote. I have to indeed set all my loved ones free and myself

from

> > this hell as i cannot take it anymore. Good luck to you.

Sincerly,

> > just someone who caouldn't deal with this hell.

[Guest guest]

Dear Group,

I have not heard from her as of 8:00 PM. I tried finding her thru

member directory, I finally found an actual phone number for

-(the corporate offices) but they closed at 5pm (it was

5:10PM!)-and no way to leave a message! I called my local 911- they

were useless! And she's not in our group membership directory...I

guess all I can do now is pray..

, if you're out there reading these posts, please know I am crazy

for worry for you! I've been praying nonstop. Call me!!!!!!! Or post

the group. Please don't give up.

Love and prayers for God to bless you,

> > The following email came to me today. I wrote back begging her to

> > call me, or at least write to me. I have no idea how to figure

out

> > where she is at to call her and possibly send paramedics her way!

I'm

> > so distressed - I PRAY it's not too late! If anyone knows her or

has

> > suggestions for ways to reach her, PLEASE post the group or email

> me

> > directly (I can give you my phone # that way) - I will take

> > responsibility for reaching her if someone just knows HOW!!

> > In sincere love and desperation!,

> > P.S. I will not leave the computer tonight -just in case...

> >

> >

> >

> >

> > " Espinoza " <snowespi@y...> Add to Address Book

> > DomainKeys has confirmed that this message was sent by

> > . Learn more

> > Subject: well....thank you from an r/a member

> > its_all_in_my_details@y...

> >

> >

> > I wanted this to go to the group and I hit on your address and I

do

> > not know if this will get to you but thank you for all that you

> > wrote. I have to indeed set all my loved ones free and myself

from

> > this hell as i cannot take it anymore. Good luck to you.

Sincerly,

> > just someone who caouldn't deal with this hell.

[Guest guest]

mary is this the first time you have ever heard of this person? when they

emailed you today?

--------- well....thank you from an r/a member

> > its_all_in_my_details@y...

> >

> >

> > I wanted this to go to the group and I hit on your address and I

do

> > not know if this will get to you but thank you for all that you

> > wrote. I have to indeed set all my loved ones free and myself

from

> > this hell as i cannot take it anymore. Good luck to you.

Sincerly,

> > just someone who caouldn't deal with this hell.

[Guest guest]

mary is this the first time you have ever heard of this person? when they

emailed you today?

--------- well....thank you from an r/a member

> > its_all_in_my_details@y...

> >

> >

> > I wanted this to go to the group and I hit on your address and I

do

> > not know if this will get to you but thank you for all that you

> > wrote. I have to indeed set all my loved ones free and myself

from

> > this hell as i cannot take it anymore. Good luck to you.

Sincerly,

> > just someone who caouldn't deal with this hell.

[Guest guest]

Yes, it is. I'm not sure she even meant to email me.

> > > The following email came to me today. I wrote back begging her

to

> > > call me, or at least write to me. I have no idea how to figure

> out

> > > where she is at to call her and possibly send paramedics her

way!

> I'm

> > > so distressed - I PRAY it's not too late! If anyone knows her

or

> has

> > > suggestions for ways to reach her, PLEASE post the group or

email

> > me

> > > directly (I can give you my phone # that way) - I will take

> > > responsibility for reaching her if someone just knows HOW!!

> > > In sincere love and desperation!,

> > > P.S. I will not leave the computer tonight -just in case...

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > " Espinoza " <snowespi@y...> Add to Address Book

> > > DomainKeys has confirmed that this message was sent by

> > > . Learn more

> > > Subject: well....thank you from an r/a member

> > > its_all_in_my_details@y...

> > >

> > >

> > > I wanted this to go to the group and I hit on your address and

I

> do

> > > not know if this will get to you but thank you for all that you

> > > wrote. I have to indeed set all my loved ones free and myself

> from

> > > this hell as i cannot take it anymore. Good luck to you.

> Sincerly,

> > > just someone who caouldn't deal with this hell.

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Yes, it is. I'm not sure she even meant to email me.

> > > The following email came to me today. I wrote back begging her

to

> > > call me, or at least write to me. I have no idea how to figure

> out

> > > where she is at to call her and possibly send paramedics her

way!

> I'm

> > > so distressed - I PRAY it's not too late! If anyone knows her

or

> has

> > > suggestions for ways to reach her, PLEASE post the group or

email

> > me

> > > directly (I can give you my phone # that way) - I will take

> > > responsibility for reaching her if someone just knows HOW!!

> > > In sincere love and desperation!,

> > > P.S. I will not leave the computer tonight -just in case...

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > " Espinoza " <snowespi@y...> Add to Address Book

> > > DomainKeys has confirmed that this message was sent by

> > > . Learn more

> > > Subject: well....thank you from an r/a member

> > > its_all_in_my_details@y...

> > >

> > >

> > > I wanted this to go to the group and I hit on your address and

I

> do

> > > not know if this will get to you but thank you for all that you

> > > wrote. I have to indeed set all my loved ones free and myself

> from

> > > this hell as i cannot take it anymore. Good luck to you.

> Sincerly,

> > > just someone who caouldn't deal with this hell.

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Yes, I tried to. I went to database. a A comes up as the " author "

I tried emailing her first about this, but my email came back as

undeliverable. Shoul I have written someone else? I'm new to the

group, and maybe I've missed something too(?)

-- In , fmt2002@c... wrote:

> .. you out there? I did a search of ... the address on

this email did not come back as a member..there might be something i

am missing. Have you contacted the moderator of this group to see if

that person actually is a member here?

>

> --------- well....thank you from an r/a member

> its_all_in_my_details@y...

>

>

> I wanted this to go to the group and I hit on your address and I do

> not know if this will get to you but thank you for all that you

> wrote. I have to indeed set all my loved ones free and myself from

> this hell as i cannot take it anymore. Good luck to you. Sincerly,

> just someone who caouldn't deal with this hell.

>

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Yes, I tried to. I went to database. a A comes up as the " author "

I tried emailing her first about this, but my email came back as

undeliverable. Shoul I have written someone else? I'm new to the

group, and maybe I've missed something too(?)

-- In , fmt2002@c... wrote:

> .. you out there? I did a search of ... the address on

this email did not come back as a member..there might be something i

am missing. Have you contacted the moderator of this group to see if

that person actually is a member here?

>

> --------- well....thank you from an r/a member

> its_all_in_my_details@y...

>

>

> I wanted this to go to the group and I hit on your address and I do

> not know if this will get to you but thank you for all that you

> wrote. I have to indeed set all my loved ones free and myself from

> this hell as i cannot take it anymore. Good luck to you. Sincerly,

> just someone who caouldn't deal with this hell.

>

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Patty, I emailed you, but not sure it went through. Please give me

the information you found. The least I can do is call the land

police to go check on her. I'm just heart-broken after reading her

post from Jun 10th. I hadn't seen that before. The poor woman. She

really needs to know she has friends here. I just hope it's

enough...and NOT too late!

> In a message dated 6/17/2005 11:19:29 PM Eastern Daylight Time,

> fmt2002@c... writes:

> is this the first time you have ever heard of this person? when

they emailed

> you today?

>

> I'm not . But, I just ran a group search and found a post

from

> from June 10th. I'll post some of it below. I'm very concerned.

's been in a

> bad place and desperately needs help...sadly, far more than any one

of us can

> give. We may be able to find her and I hope the police will go to

her. But,

> has to do the rest.

> I was a chat/message board host for many years. Unfortunately,

I've been

> involved in way too many scenarios like this. I've counseled

numerous suicidal

> people. It's a horrible, frustrating, frightening, exhausting

process. I don't

> mean to sound cold, but, I don't have the energy to handle this

tonight. My

> heart is weary, sore and sad for . But, I've very recently lost

both my Mom

> and brother within 3 weeks of each other and my own defense

mechanisms are

> kicking in right now. I'm sorry.

> Hopefully, some of this info will help someone find her. I ran

an

> extensive White Pages search for Espinoza in land. Only

one comes up. I don't

> want to post an address and phone number here. But, I'll be glad to

pass it

> on in email to anyone who'd like to try and see if it's our .

If it is her,

> the most likely place to obtain help is with her local police

department.

> Your own locals likely won't help. Since she's using a generic

address, we

> don't know her ISP. If we did, they likely wouldn't help either in

the absence

> of a clear, definitive threat of iminent suicide. ISP's spend most

of their

> time covering their butts and rarely get involved in real life

stuff fearing

> lawsuits. You can forward her email to support and

> support@y... But, they won't do much either. This amazing,

friendly, awesome internet

> becomes a scary place when a person puts us in such an untenable,

frightening

> position as this. Our hands are tied. We want to reach out and

help. We want

> to save her. And, pretty much, there's not a dang thing we can do :

(

> I'm sorry for rambling. This touches a very deep place in my

soul. I hope

> some of the info I gave helps. I'm sending tons of prayers that

is

> found...that she's fine and will seek the help and healing she

needs so badly. She

> deserves a happy life, as do we all.

> Good night, Patty/NJ

>

> Click here: : Messages : Message 74893 of

75267

> From: " snowespi " <snowespi@>

> Date: Fri Jun 10, 2005 4:22 am

> Subject: Re: Praters for a dear friend

>

>

>

>

> <snip>...

> I am such a loner as I do not want to be a burden to anyone and yet

I have to

> make some changes in my life as I have just been home a few days

from being

> in a psyche ward in land. I am ashamed to say that I drove to a

motel and

> overdosed as I couldn't cope with all that came my way in such a

short time. I

> cannot believe that I did so. I was so sure that I would never

attempt suicide

> as I am so against it. It was like I was no longer in control. I

honestly do

> not know how that happened. It is making me sick to my stomach just

writing

> this. To think that I came so close to succeeding. I pray to God

that I never do

> such a

> selfish act again. I was in so much pain emotionally.

> <snip>...

> I have been grieving the loss of family for almost a year. And as

> for my deteriorating health....I still have yet to accept and

grieve.I simply

> do not want to face that I am disabled. I will be in much needed

consueling

> now. Hopefully with a good therapist with experience to help me

deal with

> living with chronic pain and

> depression. I hate my life as I'm sure many can relate to my

> feelings. To all the group....thank you for being here.

> <snip>...

> Please accept my apology for my stupid, selfish act. God bless each

and every

> one of you. Sincerly,Marie

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Patty, I emailed you, but not sure it went through. Please give me

the information you found. The least I can do is call the land

police to go check on her. I'm just heart-broken after reading her

post from Jun 10th. I hadn't seen that before. The poor woman. She

really needs to know she has friends here. I just hope it's

enough...and NOT too late!

> In a message dated 6/17/2005 11:19:29 PM Eastern Daylight Time,

> fmt2002@c... writes:

> is this the first time you have ever heard of this person? when

they emailed

> you today?

>

> I'm not . But, I just ran a group search and found a post

from

> from June 10th. I'll post some of it below. I'm very concerned.

's been in a

> bad place and desperately needs help...sadly, far more than any one

of us can

> give. We may be able to find her and I hope the police will go to

her. But,

> has to do the rest.

> I was a chat/message board host for many years. Unfortunately,

I've been

> involved in way too many scenarios like this. I've counseled

numerous suicidal

> people. It's a horrible, frustrating, frightening, exhausting

process. I don't

> mean to sound cold, but, I don't have the energy to handle this

tonight. My

> heart is weary, sore and sad for . But, I've very recently lost

both my Mom

> and brother within 3 weeks of each other and my own defense

mechanisms are

> kicking in right now. I'm sorry.

> Hopefully, some of this info will help someone find her. I ran

an

> extensive White Pages search for Espinoza in land. Only

one comes up. I don't

> want to post an address and phone number here. But, I'll be glad to

pass it

> on in email to anyone who'd like to try and see if it's our .

If it is her,

> the most likely place to obtain help is with her local police

department.

> Your own locals likely won't help. Since she's using a generic

address, we

> don't know her ISP. If we did, they likely wouldn't help either in

the absence

> of a clear, definitive threat of iminent suicide. ISP's spend most

of their

> time covering their butts and rarely get involved in real life

stuff fearing

> lawsuits. You can forward her email to support and

> support@y... But, they won't do much either. This amazing,

friendly, awesome internet

> becomes a scary place when a person puts us in such an untenable,

frightening

> position as this. Our hands are tied. We want to reach out and

help. We want

> to save her. And, pretty much, there's not a dang thing we can do :

(

> I'm sorry for rambling. This touches a very deep place in my

soul. I hope

> some of the info I gave helps. I'm sending tons of prayers that

is

> found...that she's fine and will seek the help and healing she

needs so badly. She

> deserves a happy life, as do we all.

> Good night, Patty/NJ

>

> Click here: : Messages : Message 74893 of

75267

> From: " snowespi " <snowespi@>

> Date: Fri Jun 10, 2005 4:22 am

> Subject: Re: Praters for a dear friend

>

>

>

>

> <snip>...

> I am such a loner as I do not want to be a burden to anyone and yet

I have to

> make some changes in my life as I have just been home a few days

from being

> in a psyche ward in land. I am ashamed to say that I drove to a

motel and

> overdosed as I couldn't cope with all that came my way in such a

short time. I

> cannot believe that I did so. I was so sure that I would never

attempt suicide

> as I am so against it. It was like I was no longer in control. I

honestly do

> not know how that happened. It is making me sick to my stomach just

writing

> this. To think that I came so close to succeeding. I pray to God

that I never do

> such a

> selfish act again. I was in so much pain emotionally.

> <snip>...

> I have been grieving the loss of family for almost a year. And as

> for my deteriorating health....I still have yet to accept and

grieve.I simply

> do not want to face that I am disabled. I will be in much needed

consueling

> now. Hopefully with a good therapist with experience to help me

deal with

> living with chronic pain and

> depression. I hate my life as I'm sure many can relate to my

> feelings. To all the group....thank you for being here.

> <snip>...

> Please accept my apology for my stupid, selfish act. God bless each

and every

> one of you. Sincerly,Marie

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

To the group: I think AnneMarie lives in Philadelphia. You might try the

Philadelphia Police Dept. Maybe they know her.

Sincerely, Colletti

[Guest guest]

To the group: I think AnneMarie lives in Philadelphia. You might try the

Philadelphia Police Dept. Maybe they know her.

Sincerely, Colletti

[Guest guest]

Hi everyone. I am just reading through the posts and am touched by the

responses and level-headed info regarding . Thank you for being such an

amazing, giving and loving group. I know is grateful too, even if she

cannot express it right now.

... if you read this, please know that you have been surrounded by

prayer and that there is much love in this world for you and the rest of us who

suffer. There is also a hope in suffering -- you have to find it but it is

there. God bless you and your loved ones.

Love and Prayers,

Beth

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Read my blog at www.ThinkBigAboutHealing.blogspot.com

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

[Guest guest]

Hi everyone. I am just reading through the posts and am touched by the

responses and level-headed info regarding . Thank you for being such an

amazing, giving and loving group. I know is grateful too, even if she

cannot express it right now.

... if you read this, please know that you have been surrounded by

prayer and that there is much love in this world for you and the rest of us who

suffer. There is also a hope in suffering -- you have to find it but it is

there. God bless you and your loved ones.

Love and Prayers,

Beth

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Read my blog at www.ThinkBigAboutHealing.blogspot.com

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

[Guest guest]

In a message dated 6/18/2005 6:57:25 AM Eastern Daylight Time,

its_all_in_my_details@... writes:

I emailed you, but not sure it went through. Please give me

the information you found.

Hi ,

I got your email and emailed you back with the information very early

this morning (2:17 a.m. EDT). Maybe it ended up in your spam folder? Please let

me know if you've received it.

Patty