Guest guest Posted December 28, 2006 Report Share Posted December 28, 2006 , it sounds as though this time was eye opening for you. I am proud of you for all you learn and the character you are. Love Lizzy > > You' all > > This visit with the foo has been very humbling. At first I wanted to > pull my hair out. Than I began to break down the foo's dynamic in > real space and time, I allow myself to be present to each moment. > This gave me such power; I felt autonomous from their reach. I did > find myself beating up on all of them (mentally) constantly > correcting them from their " fooish " ways and asserting myself. I've > never done this before, I was the youngest and my nada introduced me > to the pack as the shy incapable good son, my oldest brother the > golden child and my " middle child " (poor soul) painted black sister. > I eventually saw the humanity in each one and began to feel guilt for > being so hard on them, but so far they have only been stunned and are > treating me as though I deserve the space I take up on this planet. I > matter. That feels good! > > The biggest lesson though has been realizing how little I know about > this beast. There is a huge amount posting to be done and validations > to share!!! Thanks for being there guys. > > Kindest regards, > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 28, 2006 Report Share Posted December 28, 2006 Thanks Lizzy that meant a lot. > > > > You' all > > > > This visit with the foo has been very humbling. At first I wanted > to > > pull my hair out. Than I began to break down the foo's dynamic in > > real space and time, I allow myself to be present to each moment. > > This gave me such power; I felt autonomous from their reach. I did > > find myself beating up on all of them (mentally) constantly > > correcting them from their " fooish " ways and asserting myself. > I've > > never done this before, I was the youngest and my nada introduced > me > > to the pack as the shy incapable good son, my oldest brother the > > golden child and my " middle child " (poor soul) painted black > sister. > > I eventually saw the humanity in each one and began to feel guilt > for > > being so hard on them, but so far they have only been stunned and > are > > treating me as though I deserve the space I take up on this > planet. I > > matter. That feels good! > > > > The biggest lesson though has been realizing how little I know > about > > this beast. There is a huge amount posting to be done and > validations > > to share!!! Thanks for being there guys. > > > > Kindest regards, > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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