Thank you

[Guest guest]

There were so many of you who responded to my questions about Methotrexate

taht I could not answer them all personally. I really appreciate all the

feedback.

I know I am in denail, I was always a person who could keep going even long

after I was exhasuted. I hate that I have to slow down now. I am only 33 and

with my 3 children am really concerned that I will not be able to do all that I

want to do with them. I do not want them to remember their childhood with " a

sick Mom " . I know I have to somehow get this under control so I can feel like

living again. It is so disheartening to get up every morning and not feel good.

I truly cannot remember when I did feel good.

So, I guess this Friday I will begin my new meds and hope for the best. My

doctor did put me ont he Folic Acid with it and I started that already. I

should have a new appointment with a new Rheumy made some time this week. I

guess

I will hope for the best.

Thank you all again, it is nice to be in a place where people understand just

what I am feeling.

Hugs to All,

Sandie