I need quick support right now, thanks.

[Guest guest]

Hi Everyone,

I just finished watching the ABC TV Primetime Basic

Instinct series show about a repeated version of

Stanley Milgram’s famous 1951 experiment in which

people were measured to see how far they would go in

administering physically painful actions to another

person. The show also looked briefly at the 1971

Stanford Prison Study in which similar things were

measured. There’s much more to both experiments, but

I’m keeping it simple here.

I need some quick support. A few minutes after the

show ended, I could quickly tell that I was VERY

upset, especially in the younger parts of myself.

Writing this is helping me take quick corrective,

calming, and healing action. I think what I also need

is for some people I trust to tell the younger parts

of me that I didn’t deserve the sadistic, cruel,

inhumane, destructive, evil abuse I endured for

decades, especially when I was a virtual emotional,

psychological and spiritual slave for my FOO.

Intellectually, as the adult I am now, I know all

this. I could really use your support RIGHT NOW about

this so that the younger parts of me hear other voices

of support, guidance and encouragement besides my own

adult voice.

Thanks, everyone. I’ll be reading the board for

awhile longer tonight.

One Non-BP Recovering Man

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