Guest guest Posted October 26, 2010 Report Share Posted October 26, 2010 I should be rich 1. is it true? YES 2. CYAKIT? Yes 3. When I think that thought, I am sad. My mind goes to all the reasons why I need to be rich. It flashes on how much I hate my job, how more and more work is dumped on me because I am over qualified. Way effing over-qualified. And WAY underpaid. I then become angry because I don't have any other options. I keep getting this lesson over and over again and I don't know what I am doing wrong or why it keeps happening. I feel like I'm being punished, that I'm damned. 4. W/o this thought: I am forced to deal with the moment, to face my demons rather than run from them. I have to get real. W/o the thought, I'm not comparing my life to an imaginary awesome one. The comparison makes me feel like total crap. Not having the thought, no comparison. W/o the thought, my life is not as awful as my thoughts make it to be. TA: " I should be rich " -I should not be rich (until I am. I should not be anything until my life changes and then I'm 'that'.) -I should be: kind to myself compassionate poor and employed (until I'm not) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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