What is wrong with me !!!!!

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Hello Gang,

Well, today I go to see the Psychologist. Have no idea what to

expect but I am sure tired of the way I feel.

Last night I finally got sleep because I took the Lyrica and 2

Tylenol PM's. I slept but today I feel hung over. I was desparate

to get some sleep and yet I am paying today. What is wrong with me

as I have said.

I just wish I could feel human again. You know when we were talking

about shaving our legs and I responded with how I have not been doing

it the crazy thing is I don't care if I don't either. Before this I

would have been mortified at myself. Not now. I don't care about

anything. Everything is work and I don't mean just going to the job

I mean a reall effort.

I am sorry as I looked this over I was thinking maybe I shouldn't say

this but I am going to send it off anyway. Maybe I can get something

acomplished today before I have to leave for that appt.

I really think that the patch is messing me up though. I don't know

what else it could be. It is like a roller coaster because the day

I put it on I am up and able to do what I normally do and then the

second day comes around and I am out of it. I am starting with the

stomach not feeling right and then I start the sweating and freezing

stuff and I am just not normal. I don't know if that is it or not

but I am deathly afraid to get off of it if that is the starting of

withdrawal from it. Don't know what to expect with that and I am

so afraid to try.

Well have a great day everyone. Thanks Beth