Changes

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I recently feel different. Can't put my finger on it, but

different. It is in a good way though. I just can't explain it. Things

seem clearer and I think I am really learning to love myself and to

let go of the people that are harmful to my emotional and mental

health. I have fully accepted the way they are, but I have know let go

of them. I know inside they will never be part of my life every again,

and although I get sad about that and sometimes depressed that this

the way it must be. I am okay with that. It is funny, I feel like I

can move on with me and my life completely now. It is just different.

I think sometimes that since both parents are dead, that I have an

advantage over alot of people out there. This may sound horrible, but

I think you don't fully start to heal till they are dead and buried.

Just my take on it. You can't still be okay, but it is final when they

are gone and that is when we truely start letting go. It is a very

slow process, but I found that we only let go to a certain extent when

they are alive. Anyone else find this to be true?