I am calming down a bit each day.....

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Good morning,

I do appreciate the post about calming down. The process is started

and each day, I am feeling a bit less upset. I have a strong temper,

but I do process stuff and I am eating some, just not feeling like it.

I had cereal yesterday, a sandwich, an orange, 2 pieces of toast and

some raisens and nuts. The reason I can not eat much as I feel like

throwing up when I eat. I just love my son so much and for him to say

those hurtful things is pretty rough. I went through so much in my

life so far, I thought getting a chronic illness was the worst thing in

my adulthood, but my son saying those awful things is actually more

painful for me to understand or process. I am making an appointment to

see my minister for a bit of insight on this situation and I know I can

not stay stuck in this pain for very long. Thanks for your

concern..Oh, I have lost three pounds so far. Penny