Guest guest Posted December 18, 2006 Report Share Posted December 18, 2006 It is really hurting me to realize that I must put a buffer zone around me and my last FOO. My sister Janet is messed up with her codependency and guilt for her actions and she is unable to enjoy life or have fun. She derives happiness and joy from others versus being able to feel joy inside herself. I just can't be around people that lie to themselves anymore. I am past that and have moved on. It would kill me inside to ever go back to that dysfunction. It is just so hard to have to let go of the only blood relative you have. I feel like and emotional orphan. It is hard to deal with the fact that my nada, my 3 sister and my codependent friend (like a sister) never really loved me. I know it is the way it is, but sometimes it just hurts. Mt theropist was 100% right. she said people don't get help until the pain of the present becomes worse then the pain of the past. Meaning, staying in that constant state of denial and pain is harder to bear than going through the pain of fixing it. Sometimes life just sucks!!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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