Re: Ugly News - Gloria

[Guest guest]

Thank you Gloria, for updating all of us as to your wellbeing.

I know that we had a falling out, but that does not mean that I dont love and

care about you a great deal.

- [Crap does happen, and I dont seem to have control over most of it.]

My reactions to our conflict, were the best that I know how to do.

Bad energy is not healthy for either of us, and I try to avoid it, and do

whatever I can to stop it.

I do appologise again from my heart, for my part, and hope that you can forgive

me for my failures.

It also does not mean that I will not try to be as supportive as I have always

tried to be with you...if you will let me.

To me, you are my dear friend regaurdless of what this world throws our way.

I have felt this way since we met.

I am sooooo sorry to hear that the cancer tumors have re-appeared, and you must

go through yet - even more suffering.

- gad - It brings tears to my eyes.

I have dreaded this news since last spring, and I am sure that you have too.

[We discussed it somewhat.]

I have been praying for you every day for at least 2 years now, and blasting you

with everything that is good, hoping that you will finally be well, and have

good health for the rest of your life.

I really wish that I could do more to help you.

I am glad that your son will be beside you, to try to do what he can to help

you.

I am also glad that you live in a part of the world that is most beautiful, and

that your doctors seem to be of the highest quality.

Perhaps another proceedure like the last time, will be all that is required to

regain your health.

I pray that this is so, and that you will have smooth sailing from here on out.

If anyone deserves this, you do.

Gloria, I would give my right arm to re-establish communication with you.

But neither of our health situations will allow us to have any bad energy.

I am afraid to trust also, but hopefully we can do this.

I am - ludichrist2000@... - if you will trust a second try.

I am here for you Gloria, and I repeat...'I do love you, very much'.

love

don in ks

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> Hi Everyone!

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> Although I never really went that far away, I have not been sharing for a long

time.  You guys are a special bunch with knowledge, feelings and support.  That

I've always known.  However, I thought I could be more supportive to those that

live with Hep C.

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> This time I bring liver cancer to the table, again.  It's 3 tumors this time

and I pretty much know what that means.  It's back in less than 18 months from

the first 2.   I have to go over to the big city on the 13th for a CT Scan

verification.  There will be a time soon, I would imagine, when I have a

consultation with the head honchos.

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> Before anyone asks, NO I will not do chemo of any variety!  Going through two

Hep C treatments, especially the last one, was away to hard on my quality of

life.  Even though I certainly realize now why my husband was being such a jerk

all through 2010 (Lung Cancer) I live alone now in the RV park.  I'm not

complaining in the least about my living condition.  You couldn't find a more

peaceful place to live.  For some, they think I live too far out of town, yet I

have no plans to move back there until I have no choice.

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> It was sooo hard to tell my mother that the cancer is back!  My baby brother

passed away last January and I know I took it hard; but, I don't know how my

mother has the strength.  Also, that brothers' youngest daughter is probably

starting her 3rd battle with cancer and she's only 22.  It was just awful to see

her cry, because my Mom doesn't show her emotions.  My son and only child, came

home right away, giving up a trip to another province here or even Arizona in

the winter.  He'll be with me, at least until we go through the upcoming tests

and the Drs suggestions.

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> You know, in a sense, the knowledge of my limited time, gives me the

opportunity to ensure that all my affairs are settled.  Definitely, I will not

leave Shon in the pickle that my husband left me.  But, as I've been warned - I

must ensure that things like my insurance policy is actually correctly changed

etc.  I have step-children that still think I got something for nothing, with

even this RV. 

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> I am so grateful that I got my firm grip back with my Higher Power, before

this news!  I had lost it when my brother died.  As I have said, I have no idea

really, why I have been set on these paths this last 7 years; but, if I can help

even just 1 other person to have the courage to fight for their liver, then I

feel that I'm doing my job.

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> So, I hope I am welcome back to the wonderful support you all have. 

Unfortunately and I guess I know why, I can't find an online liver cancer

support group.

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> Gloria

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