Guest guest Posted September 17, 2011 Report Share Posted September 17, 2011 hey bob, let tell you something that i got from you, always think about hope and prayers changes things. we all going through this storm and wish like hell it would just go way, many days i have woken up and i felt like putting my own self out of this misery, man it hell; but on a good note, we xpect so much from you, atleast i do, you have help me out on many things that have surface my mind, your words always gave me a better way of acceptin and understanding. we need you bob, YOU ARE FAMILY MEMBER, LOLOL " WE LOVE YOU AND THERE AINT A DAMN THING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT. LOVE TOMMIE Dear Group-thanks  Dear support group- Thank you all for your kind get wells and recognition for my sobriety anniversary. Gloria, it isn't bad to say what you said, I think we have to keep all of our options on the table. I am scared to DEATH of surgery now, but I'll do what I have to. I have been having panic attacks especially when having medical procedures. The worst ones are when I am either face down or flat on my back because it hurts my rib, but that barium swallow was so awful. Has anyone had a bone scan? I had one in the early spring on the same day I had the barium swallow. You have to lay perfectly still for about an hour and a half. If I cant clear my throat, go freekin crazy. At least I know now that the reason for my severe chest pain is  not heart related in any way, it's arthritis! Well, thanks again. Love, Bobby Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 17, 2011 Report Share Posted September 17, 2011 Congrats Bobby on the 5 yrs sobriety! That is awesome! Glad to hear that your issues were not heart related! I didn't do well on a bone scan myself. Had to have one years ago and it about killed me to lay so still for all that time with a machine that made deafening noise! And i never cared for that barium stuff either! My Dr waited until after i'd had a barium test to tell me it was unnecessary which really irritated me immensely! I never understood him telling me that because if it was that unnecessary, why did he have me to it? Go figure! Sandy > hey bob, > > let tell you something that i got from you, always think about hope and > prayers changes things. we all going through this storm and wish like > hell it would just go way, many days i have woken up and i felt like > putting my own self out of this misery, man it hell; but on a good > note, we xpect so much from you, atleast i do, you have help me out on > many things that have surface my mind, your words always gave me a > better way of acceptin and understanding. we need you bob, YOU ARE > FAMILY MEMBER, LOLOL " WE LOVE YOU AND THERE AINT A DAMN THING YOU CAN > DO ABOUT IT. LOVE TOMMIE > > > Dear Group-thanks > > > Dear support group- > Thank you all for your kind get wells and recognition for my sobriety > anniversary. Gloria, it isn't bad to say what you said, I think we have > to keep all of our options on the table. > I am scared to DEATH of surgery now, but I'll do what I have to. > I have been having panic attacks especially when having medical > procedures. The worst ones are when I am either face down or flat on my > back because it hurts my rib, but that barium swallow was so awful. Has > anyone had a bone scan? I had one in the early spring on the same day I > had the barium swallow. You have to lay perfectly still for about an > hour and a half. If I cant clear my throat, go freekin crazy. At least > I know now that the reason for my severe chest pain is not heart > related in any way, it's arthritis! Well, thanks again. Love, Bobby > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 17, 2011 Report Share Posted September 17, 2011 Bobby I have a fear of anymore surgery as well. The liver resection was absolutely the first major surgery that I have ever had. But, it was extremely scary that my lungs wouldn't settle down. They were draining my right lung because pneumonia had set in and then, I believe on the 1st night of doing that, the hose got kinked and I woke up not being able to breath. That was an 11 on the scale of 1 - 10 of scares. I honestly don't think there would be anyway for me to be perfectly still for that long. They would have to knock me out. I'm still far too hyper to even come close to imagining that. ________________________________  Dear support group- Thank you all for your kind get wells and recognition for my sobriety anniversary. Gloria, it isn't bad to say what you said, I think we have to keep all of our options on the table. I am scared to DEATH of surgery now, but I'll do what I have to. I have been having panic attacks especially when having medical procedures. The worst ones are when I am either face down or flat on my back because it hurts my rib, but that barium swallow was so awful. Has anyone had a bone scan? I had one in the early spring on the same day I had the barium swallow. You have to lay perfectly still for about an hour and a half. If I cant clear my throat, go freekin crazy. At least I know now that the reason for my severe chest pain is  not heart related in any way, it's arthritis! Well, thanks again. Love, Bobby Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 17, 2011 Report Share Posted September 17, 2011 You sure won't see me ever disagreeing!! Hear, hear, Tommie ________________________________  hey bob, let tell you something that i got from you, always think about hope and prayers changes things. we all going through this storm and wish like hell it would just go way, many days i have woken up and i felt like putting my own self out of this misery, man it hell; but on a good note, we xpect so much from you, atleast i do, you have help me out on many things that have surface my mind, your words always gave me a better way of acceptin and understanding. we need you bob, YOU ARE FAMILY MEMBER, LOLOL " WE LOVE YOU AND THERE AINT A DAMN THING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT. LOVE TOMMIE Dear Group-thanks  Dear support group- Thank you all for your kind get wells and recognition for my sobriety anniversary. Gloria, it isn't bad to say what you said, I think we have to keep all of our options on the table. I am scared to DEATH of surgery now, but I'll do what I have to. I have been having panic attacks especially when having medical procedures. The worst ones are when I am either face down or flat on my back because it hurts my rib, but that barium swallow was so awful. Has anyone had a bone scan? I had one in the early spring on the same day I had the barium swallow. You have to lay perfectly still for about an hour and a half. If I cant clear my throat, go freekin crazy. At least I know now that the reason for my severe chest pain is  not heart related in any way, it's arthritis! Well, thanks again. Love, Bobby Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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