Re: Playing Catch Up!

[Guest guest]

You sound just my kind of person!! I am not too good with people but love

animals!

Penny

Shrewsbury UK

Re: Playing Catch Up!

This is a community of very few people. Just found out a couple hours ago. I

stay to myself so I'm not sure who the girl was. (I don't get along with

people) (they hate all my animals) nursing a bear back to health now, so they

stay clear of me.

[Guest guest]

My 'adopted cousin' does the wildlife rehab stuff in

Gretna. She has an education program for 4-H about wildlife. She was

telling me something about that Wildlife Center in the Waynesboro

area, said they put their animals down too quickly. Didn't give them

a chance. and I both teach hunter education, but I think she

has more energy to do everything than I do. After 8 years of

teaching, I will probably have to drop out. One of my riding

instructors does the rehab stuff, mostly domesticated animals. She

sounds like a collector, she has everything at her place in Irish

Creek. I think it would be interesting to rehab bats, and redtail

hawk. I know a few falconers.

Animals are honest, compared to some people. I get more honesty and

acceptance from my puppy, and from the one-eyed horse I ride. I can't

even think of two many human friends that I have. One of them, who

lives two streets from me has Fibromyalgia. We mostly can't remember

to talk to each other. My significant other lives elsewhere, and I

see him occasionally through out the year.

Savonna, ever thought about doing that PMU Foal rescue stuff? Now

that would be something else. Say Savonna, do you ever give

presentations to groups about the wildlife rehab work you do?

Dillion

> YEAH!! Took a class for wildlife rehabilitation. Got a pile

here. Bear, squirrel, burmese python, chickens, ducks, cats, dog.

Come hunting season, I got a big pile. They are my friends.

[Guest guest]

---, thank you for your informative message. I hope you find

your way out of your severe situation. Carolyn b

In Fibromyalgia_Support_Group , " Piercey "

<thewolfpoet@e...> wrote:

> Hello All It's The Big Bad Wolf,

>

> I want to say Hi & ((((((((((GENTLE))))))) to all. I hope my

health and state of mind is improving enough to be able to interact

with you all. If you want to get to know me very well in one big lump

sum then go to the files section on the site and click on bio's and

you will find mine and you will probably be shocked! I do not

remember life before fibro! I know EXACTLY what set it off for me it

was I was raped and stabed 3 times at the age of 12. That's when all

my health problems started and I was hospitalized most of 2 years

with something from ulcers to the unknown, have no idea how to treat,

and many times for severe cronic fatigue that they would have to put

me in and LITERALLY narcotically KNOCK ME OUT! With this my system

has a problem of depleting itself every so often! I loose ALL

electrolites from my blood and my blood is basically water and I am

hospitalized with Doctors scaring my family to death with I don't

think she'll live through the night. They have learned to just tell

the Dr's she will surprise you! And by the next morning with all the

stuff they have pumped into me I am fine and able to go home! I was

diagnosed with Fibro. at 16 and told they didn't know what it was,

didn't know how to treat it, But what they DID know is I HAD IT!

> Now to answer some of your question and such!

> SAVONNA & OTHERS ON SALONPAS!

> Yes this is our little wonder drug! And I want you to know we

have some of the MOST IGNORANT Doctors & Pharmacists when it comes to

these little patches! I asked my Pharmacist where I could find them

and he told me he had never heard of them and they didn't carry them.

Well with a little searching I found them and took them up to him

showed them to him and told him where to find them LMAO! I went in to

my Ruemy on a visit and I had a couple on my knee that I had

forgotten about. He asked me what that was. I told him and he said he

had NEVER heard of them! I confronted 3 of my Doctors with this and

NONE knew of them. So that may partly answer some of those questions.

YOU NEED to educate YOUR DOCTOR! I would guess the reason the

pharmacies tend to try and hide them away is because they are under

$5.00 for 40 of them when 1 of the others is that much and doesn't

work near as well! So I say SALONPAS TO THE RESCUE WE ARE A SOCIETY

OF SOLANPAS MUMMIES!

>

> HAIR LOSS:

> We all go through a molting period just as all animals & birds

do! Most of the time we don't notice it as much. Then comes the time

like all of you have talked about the loosing it by the handfulls!

Well don't FREAK OUT ABOUT IT! I did and then I had the most

beautiful healthy hair come in that I was delighted.

>

> Tramadol/Ultram:

> I use it as a suplement to Oxycodon: Sometimes I see a little

relief most times not! However I have such a HIGH tollerence to meds.

that I do not believe there is a medication that will help me! I am

on pure Morphine in the morning and at night. I can not tell any

relief at all. I probably can if it was taken away I prob. would

think I was dying. I also take several other drugs that have been

talked about here but will address that in another section! Anyway I

take many Opiate drugs and still funtion as much as I can funtion

which is not a lot!

>

> NEURONTIN:

> I have seen many e-mail on the subject of this drug! I for one

am taking it as well. At first it knocked me for a LOO LOO I was a

zombie. Now we keep increacing it to no affect. I thought at first I

had found a wonder drug because it helped so much however now I don't

know where that help went! Guess I have built a tollerance to it as

well.

>

> Hystorectomy:

> I wonder to if this does not go hand in hand with fibro.. I

guess men excluded unless it affects their prostate and they just

don't tell us. SO COME ON GUYS HOW DOES THIS AFFECT OR NOT AFFECT

YOU? I had to have a hyst at 21. I was bleeding to death and they

found I had a cancerous ulcerated place in my uterus! Needless to say

they didn't take all so I went through 3 or 4 surgeries before it was

all gone. And if I told you my stories during this time you would be

in awe or think I was lying, or had went bonkers! Maybe at a later

date as it is very detailed and long!

>

> A LITTLE ABOUT ME:

> Penny yes I agree so much with you. Wisconsin is not being nice

to us at all. Give us a couple of nice days even got to 75 one day

only to plumment back to freezing weather! As I read what you all

write I'm saying yep that's me. Then next yep that's me! On and ON.

YES MY HAIR HURTS TOO IT IS REAL! Most of the time I don't know if I

have one spot on me that doesn't hurt. That is the VERY REASON for

our Monster on the main site intro page. It gives a visual means to

our pain! For our pain feels just like that Monster can be if he was

to be riled! And I am here to tell you he has attacked me severly

over the last few months. I think this is the worst flair ever in my

life and I have faught this mess for almost 40 years. I am very far

advanced in the disease & I didn't know it could get worse but I

found out it could! Then I have surgery on my vocal cords for

cancerous tumors. Then told that my vocal cords and larnyx was COVERD

with cells that any one could burst into full blown cancer at any

time! Not the news you want to hear!

> Then the support I got from my Husband was he moves out and in

with another girl. Enough said! Hence very bad emotional state here!

Did not want to bring all crashing down on the group! Most of the

time I wasn't even in the state of mind that I could have written an

e-mail that would have made any sense!

> To sum this up I am on every medication almost that has been

mentioned in here and more. I am on about 5 antidepressents because

they have a side affect that helps other things. I say I should be

the happiest person on earth with all these so why am I so miserable?

> I do have to say I am VERY LUCKY to have the most wonderful

team of Doctors a person can have! My doctors LISTEN to me then talk

WITH me NOT AT ME! In fact we have such a great repore that they will

even hug me!!!!! There is not a single thing that any one of them

will not sit and talk with me about! I have a Family Practice MD that

is fantastic, a Ruemetologist that is also wonderful he does what he

can to try to treat my pain within what my medicaid will cover, I

have a Nuerologist that helps with mainly my head aches and MRI's

from my many falls, another I can't even think of his title LOL he

takes care of my IBS, Hietial Hernia and Reflux, ENT that takes care

of my throat! With all I have a great team. The best being my Ruemy,

Neuro, & MD. I need to move back to Texas however I can not give up

my doctors here I just have a horrible fear of loosing them. I have

never had the help that I am getting from them. But mainly the repore

I have with them. I don't have a clue how I am going to make it here

in Wi. on my income but I guess I just have to trust God will meet my

needs!

> So ALL you have heard from the List MOM as Vicki likes to call

me! Yes when I am feeling good I tend to get very winded so if you

don't like to read I don't know what to tell you other than delete me

LOL! I am thrilled yet scared to death at our growth! We loose a lot

of members for various reasons some very good members but they leave

because of a missunderstanding with another member. However it seems

for every one we loose we gain 2. It's been that way from the very

begining. When I started this group I thought maybe 20 or 30

possibley even 50 like on my family site, but this site blew wide

OPEN! We probably had 50 members the first couple of weeks. I always

say the WORST thing a FIBROMITE CAN DO is to START A SUPPORT GROUP

FOR FIBROMITES LOL! But we are still a big family just as I wanted

this group and I have faught and even lost a few moderators that

wanted to take over and start making changes. I DO NOT want this

group to be a MODERATED Group unless ABSOLUTLY NESSESSARY! Forgive my

spelling! I have had a few that did just that they closed the group

to moderated, we still continued to grow just the same however I did

not feel the family touch that I want this group to have and keep,

the open arms to come into! So needless to say I come back in and

change it back like I want it and gently tell the one who does it

that it is not what I want. They usually leave because of the

dissaray of our outlooks for the group! Many of the ones that do

leave keeps in contact because we have became family and we are lost

without each other the love is there! You may ask how can I love 412

members I would answer you VERY EASILY! My heart is big enough to

span the globe! Which kicks me and tells me I need to get busy with

our adoption site and get it going as I have promised for many

months. Will explain to new members later! Seems something has always

happened that slows me down or stops me totaly! God willing I will be

able to get to work on it.

> I will close now I think LOL! I am sure you are worn out if you

are even still reading! But please know I do carry each and every one

of you in my heart! So goodbye for now. Hopefully I will be able to

interact for awhile again! Please Pray for me, keep me in your

thoughts, light a candle for me or whatever your form of faith deems

right! Bless You ALL!

>

> Love & God Bless!

>

> /Wolf~President

>

> I'm diagonally parked in a parallel universe.

>

> " Therefore encourage one another and build each other up,

> just as in fact you are doing. "

>

> 1 Thessalonians 5:11

>

> Now as I always say this at the end of my e-mails:

>

> IF GOD BRINGS YOU TO IT.

>

> HE WILL BRING YOU THROUGH IT.

>

> This has became my philosophy.

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

,

Being one of the fairly newbies here, I always wondered about

the " Mom " of the group. Thanks for all the information that you

posted about yourself - and yes I read every word ;-) .

I am so sorry that you have had to go through, and are still going

through, so much. It sounds like you have had a very tough life.

I want to say thanks for creating this family for all of us to be a

part of.

((((Hugs))))

a

> Hello All It's The Big Bad Wolf,

>

> I want to say Hi & ((((((((((GENTLE))))))) to all. I hope my

health and state of mind is improving enough to be able to interact

with you all. If you want to get to know me very well in one big lump

sum then go to the files section on the site and click on bio's and

you will find mine and you will probably be shocked! I do not

remember life before fibro! I know EXACTLY what set it off for me it

was I was raped and stabed 3 times at the age of 12. That's when all

my health problems started and I was hospitalized most of 2 years

with something from ulcers to the unknown, have no idea how to treat,

and many times for severe cronic fatigue that they would have to put

me in and LITERALLY narcotically KNOCK ME OUT! With this my system

has a problem of depleting itself every so often! I loose ALL

electrolites from my blood and my blood is basically water and I am

hospitalized with Doctors scaring my family to death with I don't

think she'll live through the night. They have learned to just tell

the Dr's she will surprise you! And by the next morning with all the

stuff they have pumped into me I am fine and able to go home! I was

diagnosed with Fibro. at 16 and told they didn't know what it was,

didn't know how to treat it, But what they DID know is I HAD IT!

> Now to answer some of your question and such!

> SAVONNA & OTHERS ON SALONPAS!

> Yes this is our little wonder drug! And I want you to know we

have some of the MOST IGNORANT Doctors & Pharmacists when it comes to

these little patches! I asked my Pharmacist where I could find them

and he told me he had never heard of them and they didn't carry them.

Well with a little searching I found them and took them up to him

showed them to him and told him where to find them LMAO! I went in to

my Ruemy on a visit and I had a couple on my knee that I had

forgotten about. He asked me what that was. I told him and he said he

had NEVER heard of them! I confronted 3 of my Doctors with this and

NONE knew of them. So that may partly answer some of those questions.

YOU NEED to educate YOUR DOCTOR! I would guess the reason the

pharmacies tend to try and hide them away is because they are under

$5.00 for 40 of them when 1 of the others is that much and doesn't

work near as well! So I say SALONPAS TO THE RESCUE WE ARE A SOCIETY

OF SOLANPAS MUMMIES!

>

> HAIR LOSS:

> We all go through a molting period just as all animals & birds

do! Most of the time we don't notice it as much. Then comes the time

like all of you have talked about the loosing it by the handfulls!

Well don't FREAK OUT ABOUT IT! I did and then I had the most

beautiful healthy hair come in that I was delighted.

>

> Tramadol/Ultram:

> I use it as a suplement to Oxycodon: Sometimes I see a little

relief most times not! However I have such a HIGH tollerence to meds.

that I do not believe there is a medication that will help me! I am

on pure Morphine in the morning and at night. I can not tell any

relief at all. I probably can if it was taken away I prob. would

think I was dying. I also take several other drugs that have been

talked about here but will address that in another section! Anyway I

take many Opiate drugs and still funtion as much as I can funtion

which is not a lot!

>

> NEURONTIN:

> I have seen many e-mail on the subject of this drug! I for one

am taking it as well. At first it knocked me for a LOO LOO I was a

zombie. Now we keep increacing it to no affect. I thought at first I

had found a wonder drug because it helped so much however now I don't

know where that help went! Guess I have built a tollerance to it as

well.

>

> Hystorectomy:

> I wonder to if this does not go hand in hand with fibro.. I

guess men excluded unless it affects their prostate and they just

don't tell us. SO COME ON GUYS HOW DOES THIS AFFECT OR NOT AFFECT

YOU? I had to have a hyst at 21. I was bleeding to death and they

found I had a cancerous ulcerated place in my uterus! Needless to say

they didn't take all so I went through 3 or 4 surgeries before it was

all gone. And if I told you my stories during this time you would be

in awe or think I was lying, or had went bonkers! Maybe at a later

date as it is very detailed and long!

>

> A LITTLE ABOUT ME:

> Penny yes I agree so much with you. Wisconsin is not being nice

to us at all. Give us a couple of nice days even got to 75 one day

only to plumment back to freezing weather! As I read what you all

write I'm saying yep that's me. Then next yep that's me! On and ON.

YES MY HAIR HURTS TOO IT IS REAL! Most of the time I don't know if I

have one spot on me that doesn't hurt. That is the VERY REASON for

our Monster on the main site intro page. It gives a visual means to

our pain! For our pain feels just like that Monster can be if he was

to be riled! And I am here to tell you he has attacked me severly

over the last few months. I think this is the worst flair ever in my

life and I have faught this mess for almost 40 years. I am very far

advanced in the disease & I didn't know it could get worse but I

found out it could! Then I have surgery on my vocal cords for

cancerous tumors. Then told that my vocal cords and larnyx was COVERD

with cells that any one could burst into full blown cancer at any

time! Not the news you want to hear!

> Then the support I got from my Husband was he moves out and in

with another girl. Enough said! Hence very bad emotional state here!

Did not want to bring all crashing down on the group! Most of the

time I wasn't even in the state of mind that I could have written an

e-mail that would have made any sense!

> To sum this up I am on every medication almost that has been

mentioned in here and more. I am on about 5 antidepressents because

they have a side affect that helps other things. I say I should be

the happiest person on earth with all these so why am I so miserable?

> I do have to say I am VERY LUCKY to have the most wonderful

team of Doctors a person can have! My doctors LISTEN to me then talk

WITH me NOT AT ME! In fact we have such a great repore that they will

even hug me!!!!! There is not a single thing that any one of them

will not sit and talk with me about! I have a Family Practice MD that

is fantastic, a Ruemetologist that is also wonderful he does what he

can to try to treat my pain within what my medicaid will cover, I

have a Nuerologist that helps with mainly my head aches and MRI's

from my many falls, another I can't even think of his title LOL he

takes care of my IBS, Hietial Hernia and Reflux, ENT that takes care

of my throat! With all I have a great team. The best being my Ruemy,

Neuro, & MD. I need to move back to Texas however I can not give up

my doctors here I just have a horrible fear of loosing them. I have

never had the help that I am getting from them. But mainly the repore

I have with them. I don't have a clue how I am going to make it here

in Wi. on my income but I guess I just have to trust God will meet my

needs!

> So ALL you have heard from the List MOM as Vicki likes to call

me! Yes when I am feeling good I tend to get very winded so if you

don't like to read I don't know what to tell you other than delete me

LOL! I am thrilled yet scared to death at our growth! We loose a lot

of members for various reasons some very good members but they leave

because of a missunderstanding with another member. However it seems

for every one we loose we gain 2. It's been that way from the very

begining. When I started this group I thought maybe 20 or 30

possibley even 50 like on my family site, but this site blew wide

OPEN! We probably had 50 members the first couple of weeks. I always

say the WORST thing a FIBROMITE CAN DO is to START A SUPPORT GROUP

FOR FIBROMITES LOL! But we are still a big family just as I wanted

this group and I have faught and even lost a few moderators that

wanted to take over and start making changes. I DO NOT want this

group to be a MODERATED Group unless ABSOLUTLY NESSESSARY! Forgive my

spelling! I have had a few that did just that they closed the group

to moderated, we still continued to grow just the same however I did

not feel the family touch that I want this group to have and keep,

the open arms to come into! So needless to say I come back in and

change it back like I want it and gently tell the one who does it

that it is not what I want. They usually leave because of the

dissaray of our outlooks for the group! Many of the ones that do

leave keeps in contact because we have became family and we are lost

without each other the love is there! You may ask how can I love 412

members I would answer you VERY EASILY! My heart is big enough to

span the globe! Which kicks me and tells me I need to get busy with

our adoption site and get it going as I have promised for many

months. Will explain to new members later! Seems something has always

happened that slows me down or stops me totaly! God willing I will be

able to get to work on it.

> I will close now I think LOL! I am sure you are worn out if you

are even still reading! But please know I do carry each and every one

of you in my heart! So goodbye for now. Hopefully I will be able to

interact for awhile again! Please Pray for me, keep me in your

thoughts, light a candle for me or whatever your form of faith deems

right! Bless You ALL!

>

> Love & God Bless!

>

> /Wolf~President

>

> I'm diagonally parked in a parallel universe.

>

> " Therefore encourage one another and build each other up,

> just as in fact you are doing. "

>

> 1 Thessalonians 5:11

>

> Now as I always say this at the end of my e-mails:

>

> IF GOD BRINGS YOU TO IT.

>

> HE WILL BRING YOU THROUGH IT.

>

> This has became my philosophy.

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

,

Being one of the fairly newbies here, I always wondered about

the " Mom " of the group. Thanks for all the information that you

posted about yourself - and yes I read every word ;-) .

I am so sorry that you have had to go through, and are still going

through, so much. It sounds like you have had a very tough life.

I want to say thanks for creating this family for all of us to be a

part of.

((((Hugs))))

a

> Hello All It's The Big Bad Wolf,

>

> I want to say Hi & ((((((((((GENTLE))))))) to all. I hope my

health and state of mind is improving enough to be able to interact

with you all. If you want to get to know me very well in one big lump

sum then go to the files section on the site and click on bio's and

you will find mine and you will probably be shocked! I do not

remember life before fibro! I know EXACTLY what set it off for me it

was I was raped and stabed 3 times at the age of 12. That's when all

my health problems started and I was hospitalized most of 2 years

with something from ulcers to the unknown, have no idea how to treat,

and many times for severe cronic fatigue that they would have to put

me in and LITERALLY narcotically KNOCK ME OUT! With this my system

has a problem of depleting itself every so often! I loose ALL

electrolites from my blood and my blood is basically water and I am

hospitalized with Doctors scaring my family to death with I don't

think she'll live through the night. They have learned to just tell

the Dr's she will surprise you! And by the next morning with all the

stuff they have pumped into me I am fine and able to go home! I was

diagnosed with Fibro. at 16 and told they didn't know what it was,

didn't know how to treat it, But what they DID know is I HAD IT!

> Now to answer some of your question and such!

> SAVONNA & OTHERS ON SALONPAS!

> Yes this is our little wonder drug! And I want you to know we

have some of the MOST IGNORANT Doctors & Pharmacists when it comes to

these little patches! I asked my Pharmacist where I could find them

and he told me he had never heard of them and they didn't carry them.

Well with a little searching I found them and took them up to him

showed them to him and told him where to find them LMAO! I went in to

my Ruemy on a visit and I had a couple on my knee that I had

forgotten about. He asked me what that was. I told him and he said he

had NEVER heard of them! I confronted 3 of my Doctors with this and

NONE knew of them. So that may partly answer some of those questions.

YOU NEED to educate YOUR DOCTOR! I would guess the reason the

pharmacies tend to try and hide them away is because they are under

$5.00 for 40 of them when 1 of the others is that much and doesn't

work near as well! So I say SALONPAS TO THE RESCUE WE ARE A SOCIETY

OF SOLANPAS MUMMIES!

>

> HAIR LOSS:

> We all go through a molting period just as all animals & birds

do! Most of the time we don't notice it as much. Then comes the time

like all of you have talked about the loosing it by the handfulls!

Well don't FREAK OUT ABOUT IT! I did and then I had the most

beautiful healthy hair come in that I was delighted.

>

> Tramadol/Ultram:

> I use it as a suplement to Oxycodon: Sometimes I see a little

relief most times not! However I have such a HIGH tollerence to meds.

that I do not believe there is a medication that will help me! I am

on pure Morphine in the morning and at night. I can not tell any

relief at all. I probably can if it was taken away I prob. would

think I was dying. I also take several other drugs that have been

talked about here but will address that in another section! Anyway I

take many Opiate drugs and still funtion as much as I can funtion

which is not a lot!

>

> NEURONTIN:

> I have seen many e-mail on the subject of this drug! I for one

am taking it as well. At first it knocked me for a LOO LOO I was a

zombie. Now we keep increacing it to no affect. I thought at first I

had found a wonder drug because it helped so much however now I don't

know where that help went! Guess I have built a tollerance to it as

well.

>

> Hystorectomy:

> I wonder to if this does not go hand in hand with fibro.. I

guess men excluded unless it affects their prostate and they just

don't tell us. SO COME ON GUYS HOW DOES THIS AFFECT OR NOT AFFECT

YOU? I had to have a hyst at 21. I was bleeding to death and they

found I had a cancerous ulcerated place in my uterus! Needless to say

they didn't take all so I went through 3 or 4 surgeries before it was

all gone. And if I told you my stories during this time you would be

in awe or think I was lying, or had went bonkers! Maybe at a later

date as it is very detailed and long!

>

> A LITTLE ABOUT ME:

> Penny yes I agree so much with you. Wisconsin is not being nice

to us at all. Give us a couple of nice days even got to 75 one day

only to plumment back to freezing weather! As I read what you all

write I'm saying yep that's me. Then next yep that's me! On and ON.

YES MY HAIR HURTS TOO IT IS REAL! Most of the time I don't know if I

have one spot on me that doesn't hurt. That is the VERY REASON for

our Monster on the main site intro page. It gives a visual means to

our pain! For our pain feels just like that Monster can be if he was

to be riled! And I am here to tell you he has attacked me severly

over the last few months. I think this is the worst flair ever in my

life and I have faught this mess for almost 40 years. I am very far

advanced in the disease & I didn't know it could get worse but I

found out it could! Then I have surgery on my vocal cords for

cancerous tumors. Then told that my vocal cords and larnyx was COVERD

with cells that any one could burst into full blown cancer at any

time! Not the news you want to hear!

> Then the support I got from my Husband was he moves out and in

with another girl. Enough said! Hence very bad emotional state here!

Did not want to bring all crashing down on the group! Most of the

time I wasn't even in the state of mind that I could have written an

e-mail that would have made any sense!

> To sum this up I am on every medication almost that has been

mentioned in here and more. I am on about 5 antidepressents because

they have a side affect that helps other things. I say I should be

the happiest person on earth with all these so why am I so miserable?

> I do have to say I am VERY LUCKY to have the most wonderful

team of Doctors a person can have! My doctors LISTEN to me then talk

WITH me NOT AT ME! In fact we have such a great repore that they will

even hug me!!!!! There is not a single thing that any one of them

will not sit and talk with me about! I have a Family Practice MD that

is fantastic, a Ruemetologist that is also wonderful he does what he

can to try to treat my pain within what my medicaid will cover, I

have a Nuerologist that helps with mainly my head aches and MRI's

from my many falls, another I can't even think of his title LOL he

takes care of my IBS, Hietial Hernia and Reflux, ENT that takes care

of my throat! With all I have a great team. The best being my Ruemy,

Neuro, & MD. I need to move back to Texas however I can not give up

my doctors here I just have a horrible fear of loosing them. I have

never had the help that I am getting from them. But mainly the repore

I have with them. I don't have a clue how I am going to make it here

in Wi. on my income but I guess I just have to trust God will meet my

needs!

> So ALL you have heard from the List MOM as Vicki likes to call

me! Yes when I am feeling good I tend to get very winded so if you

don't like to read I don't know what to tell you other than delete me

LOL! I am thrilled yet scared to death at our growth! We loose a lot

of members for various reasons some very good members but they leave

because of a missunderstanding with another member. However it seems

for every one we loose we gain 2. It's been that way from the very

begining. When I started this group I thought maybe 20 or 30

possibley even 50 like on my family site, but this site blew wide

OPEN! We probably had 50 members the first couple of weeks. I always

say the WORST thing a FIBROMITE CAN DO is to START A SUPPORT GROUP

FOR FIBROMITES LOL! But we are still a big family just as I wanted

this group and I have faught and even lost a few moderators that

wanted to take over and start making changes. I DO NOT want this

group to be a MODERATED Group unless ABSOLUTLY NESSESSARY! Forgive my

spelling! I have had a few that did just that they closed the group

to moderated, we still continued to grow just the same however I did

not feel the family touch that I want this group to have and keep,

the open arms to come into! So needless to say I come back in and

change it back like I want it and gently tell the one who does it

that it is not what I want. They usually leave because of the

dissaray of our outlooks for the group! Many of the ones that do

leave keeps in contact because we have became family and we are lost

without each other the love is there! You may ask how can I love 412

members I would answer you VERY EASILY! My heart is big enough to

span the globe! Which kicks me and tells me I need to get busy with

our adoption site and get it going as I have promised for many

months. Will explain to new members later! Seems something has always

happened that slows me down or stops me totaly! God willing I will be

able to get to work on it.

> I will close now I think LOL! I am sure you are worn out if you

are even still reading! But please know I do carry each and every one

of you in my heart! So goodbye for now. Hopefully I will be able to

interact for awhile again! Please Pray for me, keep me in your

thoughts, light a candle for me or whatever your form of faith deems

right! Bless You ALL!

>

> Love & God Bless!

>

> /Wolf~President

>

> I'm diagonally parked in a parallel universe.

>

> " Therefore encourage one another and build each other up,

> just as in fact you are doing. "

>

> 1 Thessalonians 5:11

>

> Now as I always say this at the end of my e-mails:

>

> IF GOD BRINGS YOU TO IT.

>

> HE WILL BRING YOU THROUGH IT.

>

> This has became my philosophy.

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

No kidding, you lived in BV? Good thing you got out, because people

are being taxed for the golf course. A bunch of city " rocket

scientists " dreamed up a high school built on a toxic waste dump,

plus a fire station located on a busy street. The new people who

bought the college destroyed the award winning equesterian program.

My riding teacher works about 3 jobs, plus a bunch of little part

time jobs just to feed all her animals! Savonna, you sure do deserve

an award for what you are doing.

Dillion

> Actually, I came here in 2000, drove a simi, I had my liscence

revoked, had family here, when this hit me hard. I've got 9 cats

right now. Animals are about the only thing keeping me moving now.

[Guest guest]

No kidding, you lived in BV? Good thing you got out, because people

are being taxed for the golf course. A bunch of city " rocket

scientists " dreamed up a high school built on a toxic waste dump,

plus a fire station located on a busy street. The new people who

bought the college destroyed the award winning equesterian program.

My riding teacher works about 3 jobs, plus a bunch of little part

time jobs just to feed all her animals! Savonna, you sure do deserve

an award for what you are doing.

Dillion

> Actually, I came here in 2000, drove a simi, I had my liscence

revoked, had family here, when this hit me hard. I've got 9 cats

right now. Animals are about the only thing keeping me moving now.