Guest guest Posted May 22, 2007 Report Share Posted May 22, 2007 Lealie, I believe in death, all knowledge is known, so he knows how you felt about him, and he's resting in peace, knowing you cared. Jackie >I miss my dad so much. Father's Day approaching does > not help much. For years we didn't get along much > because he put up with my nada's abuse and allowed it > to go on toward me and my siblings. I realize now, he > was just trying to stick it out until we were grown. > I guess now I just wish I had the chance to say, " I > understand what you were going through, and I am sorry > I shut you out. " We did talk and work things out > before his death almost 4 years ago, but I never > shared the things I am sharing with all of you. It > may have made him feel better to know he truly was not > alone. That is one thing that sticks with me. He > told me about a year before he died that he felt so > alone. Today, if given the chance, I would love to > hug my dad, and tell him that none of this was his > fault, and that he is far from alone. Sometimes I > wish he were here to talk to about all of this. Since > I am not able to speak with anyone else in my family > it would be nice to be able to talk to him. Although > he put up with a lot of crap, he did (as we got older) > try to keep things on even ground. Well, maybe he can > hear me now-huh? > > Thanks for letting > me cry on your > shoulders, > > B Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 22, 2007 Report Share Posted May 22, 2007 , I believe your dad knows and understands. Sylvia > > I miss my dad so much. Father's Day approaching does > not help much. For years we didn't get along much > because he put up with my nada's abuse and allowed it > to go on toward me and my siblings. I realize now, he > was just trying to stick it out until we were grown. > I guess now I just wish I had the chance to say, " I > understand what you were going through, and I am sorry > I shut you out. " We did talk and work things out > before his death almost 4 years ago, but I never > shared the things I am sharing with all of you. It > may have made him feel better to know he truly was not > alone. That is one thing that sticks with me. He > told me about a year before he died that he felt so > alone. Today, if given the chance, I would love to > hug my dad, and tell him that none of this was his > fault, and that he is far from alone. Sometimes I > wish he were here to talk to about all of this. Since > I am not able to speak with anyone else in my family > it would be nice to be able to talk to him. Although > he put up with a lot of crap, he did (as we got older) > try to keep things on even ground. Well, maybe he can > hear me now-huh? > > Thanks for letting > me cry on your > shoulders, > > B > > > > > > > > > > > _____________________________________________________________________ _______________You snooze, you lose. Get messages ASAP with AutoCheck > in the all-new Yahoo! Mail Beta. > http://advision.webevents.yahoo.com/mailbeta/newmail_html.html > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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