- rheumatologist

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,

I wish it had been a nightmare but it truly happened. He doesn't

remember a thing.

I am thinking - just thinking - about calling a family meeting this

next weekend and talking about how life is in my home. I think he

has some real issues and I don't want to cause more problems for him

but also know that he should feel that he can just let this behavior

go. My husband isn't sure about what to do. Rodger has had so many

problems and since nothing was seriously broken he would like to just

brush it all under the rug.

Neither one of us likes confrontation so we may just let this go and

hope that it never happens again. I know as each day goes by it

becomes less important.

I didn't call my RA as I started feeling better on Friday. I had

gotten lots of sleep Wed, Thurs and Fri so thought it was getting

better. I know I should have called her but then I always put off

calling a doctor unless I am really hurting. I tell her when I see

her how I am doing and how I have done. She notes it on my chart and

really doesn't say anything else.

I am still feeling better then I did last week. I am tired at the

moment but know that is because I stayed up Monday night to be with

my cat. I slept good last night and will take my sleeping pills

again tonight to get a good nights rest.

I may even take a nap today as nothing is pressing for me to do it.

I want to get my quilt back out and start working on it but just

don't feel like it. I will do it tomorrow or the next day.

The sun is starting to come out today although it is very cold and my

spirits are lifting even as I write this. Thankyou for being here

for me.

God bless,

Althea