Re: autistic nazis

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Does your mother realize she is not exactly exemplifying model behavior herself on how to treat others, by labeling you an autistic nazi?Proofreading and editing are actually good skill sets to have. I know someone who proofreads medical textbooks at home on a freelance basis. Might be a good work at home job for you, I think she has an English degree. To:

Soundsensitivity Sent: Sun, April 3, 2011 9:52:45 AMSubject: autistic nazis

My mother called me an autistic nazi. To my face. and she meant it. That's what we have to deal with on a daily basis, isn't it?

She was annoyed with me because I do display some disturbingly autistic behaviors. She has concluded to herself that 'what's wrong with me' is that I have Asperberger's. I'm not saying this is true of myself. I've never had any sort of testing but some things that I do, or more specifically don't do, may mean I have a touch of it or something, I don't know and I don't particularly care to know.

Anyway, instead of understanding and allowing me some leeway because she thinks I have this, she uses it as a weapon against me to prove I am flawed. She called me that after I demonstrated, yet again, my profound inability to relate well interpersonally to other people. See, I am a director and some people had sent me their resumes. The resumes were humorous to me in their lack of spell check, grammer check, and their extreme flowery wording. I was trying to share with her my humor at some of the more inept cover letters. I thought it quite funny some of things these people were writing to me. But I guess I was wrong because she got upset, said I'm just an 'autisic nazi' and that's why no one ever likes me and why everyone ends up turning on me and hating me because I'm so mean all the time.

It hurt being called an autistic nazi. It hurt a lot.

Tammy

[Guest guest]

Tammy, I am so sorry. Sounds like your mother lacks interpersonal skills and is projecting. I know that doesn't take away the pain but sounds like she has some problems of her own. As for the cover letters and resumes, we enjoy a good laugh over them at my work too so I think you are totally "normal" in that regard. :)HeidiSent from my iPhone

My mother called me an autistic nazi. To my face. and she meant it. That's what we have to deal with on a daily basis, isn't it?

She was annoyed with me because I do display some disturbingly autistic behaviors. She has concluded to herself that 'what's wrong with me' is that I have Asperberger's. I'm not saying this is true of myself. I've never had any sort of testing but some things that I do, or more specifically don't do, may mean I have a touch of it or something, I don't know and I don't particularly care to know.

Anyway, instead of understanding and allowing me some leeway because she thinks I have this, she uses it as a weapon against me to prove I am flawed. She called me that after I demonstrated, yet again, my profound inability to relate well interpersonally to other people. See, I am a director and some people had sent me their resumes. The resumes were humorous to me in their lack of spell check, grammer check, and their extreme flowery wording. I was trying to share with her my humor at some of the more inept cover letters. I thought it quite funny some of things these people were writing to me. But I guess I was wrong because she got upset, said I'm just an 'autisic nazi' and that's why no one ever likes me and why everyone ends up turning on me and hating me because I'm so mean all the time.

It hurt being called an autistic nazi. It hurt a lot.

Tammy

[Guest guest]

I also am sorry. At one time I had to proofread transcripts, and I, too, found many humorous errors and some not so humorous. One time somebody wrote "K-9" tooth, as opposed to canine. Also, at one time my supervisor couldn't spell and asked me to please DUE radiology reports. I was shocked and showed her error and emailed somebody about it, only to be told that I was too critical? Anyway, I totally understand your fascination with words and at least you're trying to find humor in it. Of course, you're not an autistic nazi. I don't know your age, but I guess you have to cut ties and forgive your mother and tell yourself that she is not right and move on. Of course, her words hurt, but she unfortunately doesn't know anybody. You suffer from a real disorder and are getting help for it.

My mother called me an autistic nazi. To my face. and she meant it. That's what we have to deal with on a daily basis, isn't it?

She was annoyed with me because I do display some disturbingly autistic behaviors. She has concluded to herself that 'what's wrong with me' is that I have Asperberger's. I'm not saying this is true of myself. I've never had any sort of testing but some things that I do, or more specifically don't do, may mean I have a touch of it or something, I don't know and I don't particularly care to know.

Anyway, instead of understanding and allowing me some leeway because she thinks I have this, she uses it as a weapon against me to prove I am flawed. She called me that after I demonstrated, yet again, my profound inability to relate well interpersonally to other people. See, I am a director and some people had sent me their resumes. The resumes were humorous to me in their lack of spell check, grammer check, and their extreme flowery wording. I was trying to share with her my humor at some of the more inept cover letters. I thought it quite funny some of things these people were writing to me. But I guess I was wrong because she got upset, said I'm just an 'autisic nazi' and that's why no one ever likes me and why everyone ends up turning on me and hating me because I'm so mean all the time.

It hurt being called an autistic nazi. It hurt a lot.

Tammy

[Guest guest]

That sounds horrible! But may I ask, do you have 4s?

To: Soundsensitivity Sent: Sun, April 3, 2011 7:52:45 AMSubject: autistic nazis

My mother called me an autistic nazi. To my face. and she meant it. That's what we have to deal with on a daily basis, isn't it?

She was annoyed with me because I do display some disturbingly autistic behaviors. She has concluded to herself that 'what's wrong with me' is that I have Asperberger's. I'm not saying this is true of myself. I've never had any sort of testing but some things that I do, or more specifically don't do, may mean I have a touch of it or something, I don't know and I don't particularly care to know.

Anyway, instead of understanding and allowing me some leeway because she thinks I have this, she uses it as a weapon against me to prove I am flawed. She called me that after I demonstrated, yet again, my profound inability to relate well interpersonally to other people. See, I am a director and some people had sent me their resumes. The resumes were humorous to me in their lack of spell check, grammer check, and their extreme flowery wording. I was trying to share with her my humor at some of the more inept cover letters. I thought it quite funny some of things these people were writing to me. But I guess I was wrong because she got upset, said I'm just an 'autisic nazi' and that's why no one ever likes me and why everyone ends up turning on me and hating me because I'm so mean all the time.

It hurt being called an autistic nazi. It hurt a lot.

Tammy

[Guest guest]

Yes, that's why I'm on this list. In addition, I have a sensory processing disorder and a mild form OCD. I may have some predominant Asperger traits but I don't think I could ever be clinically diagnosed as such per se.

To: Soundsensitivity Sent: Sun, April 3, 2011 7:22:59 PMSubject: Re: autistic nazis

That sounds horrible! But may I ask, do you have 4s?

To: Soundsensitivity Sent: Sun, April 3, 2011 7:52:45 AMSubject: autistic nazis

My mother called me an autistic nazi. To my face. and she meant it. That's what we have to deal with on a daily basis, isn't it?

She was annoyed with me because I do display some disturbingly autistic behaviors. She has concluded to herself that 'what's wrong with me' is that I have Asperberger's. I'm not saying this is true of myself. I've never had any sort of testing but some things that I do, or more specifically don't do, may mean I have a touch of it or something, I don't know and I don't particularly care to know.

Anyway, instead of understanding and allowing me some leeway because she thinks I have this, she uses it as a weapon against me to prove I am flawed. She called me that after I demonstrated, yet again, my profound inability to relate well interpersonally to other people. See, I am a director and some people had sent me their resumes. The resumes were humorous to me in their lack of spell check, grammer check, and their extreme flowery wording. I was trying to share with her my humor at some of the more inept cover letters. I thought it quite funny some of things these people were writing to me. But I guess I was wrong because she got upset, said I'm just an 'autisic nazi' and that's why no one ever likes me and why everyone ends up turning on me and hating me because I'm so mean all the time.

It hurt being called an autistic nazi. It hurt a lot.

Tammy

[Guest guest]

Tammy, it sounds like your childhood may have been troubled. Mine was pure

crap. My father screamed at me and my siblings every day and frequently he beat

us. He used fear to control his children. We were not allowed to be afraid of

anything but him. Has anyone else experienced a troubled childhood? Maybe it

has something to do with our sound sensitivity.

Also, it seems as though our symptoms started around puberty. Could this be a

factor?

I dare say that there are very few people today who were not molested as

children. Perhaps another factor?

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[Guest guest]

I dont think that has much to do with it. I am still in my childhood still being only 15 and i think i have a great life. Except for the 4s. Which i dont think has any relation to how i was raised.

To: Soundsensitivity Sent: Sun, April 3, 2011 5:12:27 PMSubject: Re: autistic nazis

Tammy, it sounds like your childhood may have been troubled. Mine was pure crap. My father screamed at me and my siblings every day and frequently he beat us. He used fear to control his children. We were not allowed to be afraid of anything but him. Has anyone else experienced a troubled childhood? Maybe it has something to do with our sound sensitivity.Also, it seems as though our symptoms started around puberty. Could this be a factor? I dare say that there are very few people today who were not molested as children. Perhaps another factor? Sent from my Verizon Wireless Phone

[Guest guest]

I had a good and tough childhood at the same time.... but my 4S didn't start until I was 23 so I don't believe it had anything to do with my childhood.

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I dont think that has much to do with it. I am still in my childhood still being only 15 and i think i have a great life. Except for the 4s. Which i dont think has any relation to how i was raised.

To: Soundsensitivity

Sent: Sun, April 3, 2011 5:12:27 PMSubject: Re: autistic nazis 

Tammy, it sounds like your childhood may have been troubled. Mine was pure crap. My father screamed at me and my siblings every day and frequently he beat us. He used fear to control his children. We were not allowed to be afraid of anything but him. Has anyone else experienced a troubled childhood? Maybe it has something to do with our sound sensitivity.

Also, it seems as though our symptoms started around puberty. Could this be a factor? I dare say that there are very few people today who were not molested as children. Perhaps another factor? Sent from my Verizon Wireless Phone

[Guest guest]

I'm really sorry you had such a bad upbringing. It's heart breaking.But I don't think it's 4S related for me anyway, I was not molested. HeidiPS I've been blogging about sugar and my 4 year old, just wanted to share as I think food causing so many behavior problems with children which is being largely ignored: http://heidisme.wordpress.com/On Apr 3, 2011, at 5:12 PM, wrote:

Tammy, it sounds like your childhood may have been troubled. Mine was pure crap. My father screamed at me and my siblings every day and frequently he beat us. He used fear to control his children. We were not allowed to be afraid of anything but him. Has anyone else experienced a troubled childhood? Maybe it has something to do with our sound sensitivity.

Also, it seems as though our symptoms started around puberty. Could this be a factor?

I dare say that there are very few people today who were not molested as children. Perhaps another factor?

Sent from my Verizon Wireless Phone

[Guest guest]

My childhood was not without its stress. But I think you may need to switch tracks. You're still pretty new to the list, aren't you? In the past,we have often discussed childhoods. It does not start at puberty. Many of us (such as myself) can remember having this even at the young age of 4. Others don't get it until well into adulthood, and others around puberty. And while I don't know percentages, many of us seem to have well adjusted childhoods.

I sympathize with you that you had a terrible childhood. I'm sorry to hear about that, I truly am. Perhaps it does have something to do with 4S for you but it cannot carte blanche our group. If only it were that simple, alas! Also, (and I'm treading lightly here) perhaps because of your traumatic experiences, you tend to the view the world a certain way. But I would definitely warn against making categorical statements about people being molested. I know that I was never molested and perhaps that skews my view on how many people are. Either way, I would rule it out as a factor and not make statements implying that I was or that other people were. I am no fan of my father but I know he never did that.

Thanks,Tammy

To: Soundsensitivity Sent: Sun, April 3, 2011 5:12:27 PMSubject: Re: autistic nazis

Tammy, it sounds like your childhood may have been troubled. Mine was pure crap. My father screamed at me and my siblings every day and frequently he beat us. He used fear to control his children. We were not allowed to be afraid of anything but him. Has anyone else experienced a troubled childhood? Maybe it has something to do with our sound sensitivity.Also, it seems as though our symptoms started around puberty. Could this be a factor? I dare say that there are very few people today who were not molested as children. Perhaps another factor? Sent from my Verizon Wireless Phone

[Guest guest]

I realized something very interesting this week and was curious what u

all may think about it. My thirteen year old daughter has 4s symptoms

and her pediatrician asked me if she has ever had issues with touching

textures, tight clothing, etc and I said " well, yes she has " . The day

I brought her home from the hospital she screamed and kicked when I

put her diaper on, that stopped eventually but then it was her hatred

of socks and shoes, then that stopped and she hated pantyhose,

turtlenecks, anything snug, and then that seemed to go away and now

for the last few years she has 4S symptoms. Anyway he recommended for

me to read a book called Parenting a Child with Sensory Processing

Disorder. I just received the book so I haven't read it yet. Thoughts?

Sent from my iPhone

[Guest guest]

Okay Addy... just a thought. How about this. Have you or anyone else in the

group suffered a head trauma or seizures or both prior to your sound

sensitivity?

When I was 2 1/2 years old my baby sitter dropped me from the top of one of

those stainless steel slides you see or used to see in parks. The tall shiny

ones. I was knocked unconscious. I was taken to hospital and x-rayed, but

nothing was found. I do not know which part of my head impacted.

At four years of age my cousin was pushing me in a hand truck. One that his

father made. It did not have a back. He let go of the handles and let it fall

on the sidewalk. The back of my head smacked the concrete. He told me not to

tell. I didn't tell until 40 years later.

I started having grand mal seizures when I was 9, for absolutely no reason that

the doctor's could find. Of course they did not know of the 2 previous head

injuries. My mother was alone as my father was in Vietnam. The only things the

doctor's had were x-ray and EEG. I had my last seizure at age 12 or 13. I was

in English class and felt it coming on so I walked into the hall. I fell down

and hit my head on the linoleum. At this time CAT scan and MRI machines had not

been invented. I have never had these procedures done to my head, so I don't

know if there is any scarring of my brain.

Anyone else have head injuries or seizures prior to their sound sensitivity?

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Addy Folsom wrote:

>I dont think that has much to do with it. I am still in my childhood still

being

>only 15 and i think i have a great life. Except for the 4s. Which i dont think

>has any relation to how i was raised.

>

>

>

>

>________________________________

>

>To: Soundsensitivity

>Sent: Sun, April 3, 2011 5:12:27 PM

>Subject: Re: autistic nazis

>

> 

>Tammy, it sounds like your childhood may have been troubled. Mine was pure

crap.

>My father screamed at me and my siblings every day and frequently he beat us.

He

>used fear to control his children. We were not allowed to be afraid of anything

>but him. Has anyone else experienced a troubled childhood? Maybe it has

>something to do with our sound sensitivity.

>

>Also, it seems as though our symptoms started around puberty. Could this be a

>factor?

>

>

>I dare say that there are very few people today who were not molested as

>children. Perhaps another factor?

>

>

>Sent from my Verizon Wireless Phone

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Wow--that was very harsh! Especially in the context you describe, in which you

were trying to share something funny. I'm sorry, Tammy. :-( Sounds like your

mother is the one with serious interpersonal relation troubles. For what it's

worth, we get you here.

Jay

>

>  

> My mother called me an autistic nazi. To my face. and she meant it. That's

what

> we have to deal with on a daily basis, isn't it?

> She was annoyed with me because I do display some disturbingly autistic

> behaviors. She has concluded to herself that 'what's wrong with me' is that I

> have Asperberger's. I'm not saying this is true of myself. I've never had any

> sort of testing but some things that I do, or more specifically don't do, may

> mean I have a touch of it or something, I don't know and I don't particularly

> care to know.

>

> Anyway, instead of understanding and allowing me some leeway because she

thinks

> I have this, she uses it as a weapon against me to prove I am flawed. She

called

> me that after I demonstrated, yet again, my profound inability to relate well

> interpersonally to other people. See, I am a director and some people had sent

> me their resumes. The resumes were humorous to me in their lack of spell

check,

> grammer check, and their extreme flowery wording. I was trying to share with

her

> my humor at some of the more inept cover letters. I thought it quite funny

some

> of things these people were writing to me. But I guess I was wrong because she

> got upset, said I'm just an 'autisic nazi' and that's why no one ever likes me

> and why everyone ends up turning on me and hating me because I'm so mean all

the

> time.

>

>  

> It hurt being called an autistic nazi. It hurt a lot.

>  

> Tammy

>

[Guest guest]

Heidi, i absolutely believe that food causes many health problems. The lack of

proper diet mainly. Children just cannot handle sugar, can they? I have a

friend who is 59 and morbidly obese. Recently I pinched his skin to see if he

was dehydrated as he drinks diet cokes with splenda. He was dehydrated. I

said.. you're dehydrated. He said... I can't be... I've had like 10 cokes

today.

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Heidi Salerno wrote:

>I'm really sorry you had such a bad upbringing. It's heart breaking.

>

>But I don't think it's 4S related for me anyway, I was not molested.

>Heidi

>PS I've been blogging about sugar and my 4 year old, just wanted to share as I

think food causing so many behavior problems with children which is being

largely ignored: http://heidisme.wordpress.com/

>

>

>

>> Tammy, it sounds like your childhood may have been troubled. Mine was pure

crap. My father screamed at me and my siblings every day and frequently he beat

us. He used fear to control his children. We were not allowed to be afraid of

anything but him. Has anyone else experienced a troubled childhood? Maybe it has

something to do with our sound sensitivity.

>>

>> Also, it seems as though our symptoms started around puberty. Could this be a

factor?

>>

>> I dare say that there are very few people today who were not molested as

children. Perhaps another factor?

>>

>> Sent from my Verizon Wireless Phone

>>

>>

>

[Guest guest]

many of us have looked into SPD. I have touch issues but no where near the level of SPD.heidi

I realized something very interesting this week and was curious what u

all may think about it. My thirteen year old daughter has 4s symptoms

and her pediatrician asked me if she has ever had issues with touching

textures, tight clothing, etc and I said "well, yes she has". The day

I brought her home from the hospital she screamed and kicked when I

put her diaper on, that stopped eventually but then it was her hatred

of socks and shoes, then that stopped and she hated pantyhose,

turtlenecks, anything snug, and then that seemed to go away and now

for the last few years she has 4S symptoms. Anyway he recommended for

me to read a book called Parenting a Child with Sensory Processing

Disorder. I just received the book so I haven't read it yet. Thoughts?

Sent from my iPhone

[Guest guest]

Tammy, I'm sorry if my remark about molestation offended you. Really I am. I

did not say my father sexually molested me, he didn't. Relatives of his and my

mother did. Molestation can be as simple as your uncle rubbing your back at 12

to see if your wearing a bra. Yes, I am new to this group and so are others. I

do not have the time to go back and read thousands of posts to see if my topic

has been covered. I would rather spend my extra time scouring the Internet and

the library to find answers.

Respectfully,

Sent from my Verizon Wireless Phone

Tammy Case wrote:

>My childhood was not without its stress. But I think you may need to switch

>tracks. You're still pretty new to the list, aren't you? In the past,we have

>often discussed childhoods. It does not start at puberty. Many of us (such as

>myself) can remember having this even at the young age of 4. Others don't get

it

>until well into adulthood, and others around puberty. And while I don't know

>percentages, many of us seem to have well adjusted childhoods.

>

>

>I sympathize with you that you had a terrible childhood. I'm sorry to hear

about

>that, I truly am. Perhaps it does have something to do with 4S for you but it

>cannot carte blanche our group. If only it were that simple, alas! Also, (and

>I'm treading lightly here) perhaps because of your traumatic experiences, you

>tend to the view the world a certain way. But I would definitely warn against

>making categorical statements about people being molested. I know that I was

>never molested and perhaps that skews my view on how many people are. Either

>way, I would rule it out as a factor and not make statements implying that I

was

>or that other people were. I am no fan of my father but I know he never did

>that.

>

>

>Thanks,

>Tammy

>

>

>

>

>________________________________

>

>To: Soundsensitivity

>Sent: Sun, April 3, 2011 5:12:27 PM

>Subject: Re: autistic nazis

>

> 

>Tammy, it sounds like your childhood may have been troubled. Mine was pure

crap.

>My father screamed at me and my siblings every day and frequently he beat us.

He

>used fear to control his children. We were not allowed to be afraid of anything

>but him. Has anyone else experienced a troubled childhood? Maybe it has

>something to do with our sound sensitivity.

>

>Also, it seems as though our symptoms started around puberty. Could this be a

>factor?

>

>

>I dare say that there are very few people today who were not molested as

>children. Perhaps another factor?

>

>

[Guest guest]

My daughter has 4S, mild OCD and mild touch issues. Can someone educate me to the combination of issues and Auspergers?

From: Heidi Salerno

Sent: Monday, April 04, 2011 9:15 AM

To: Soundsensitivity

Subject: Re: Re: autistic nazis

many of us have looked into SPD. I have touch issues but no where near the level of SPD. heidi

I realized something very interesting this week and was curious what u all may think about it. My thirteen year old daughter has 4s symptoms and her pediatrician asked me if she has ever had issues with touching textures, tight clothing, etc and I said "well, yes she has". The day I brought her home from the hospital she screamed and kicked when I put her diaper on, that stopped eventually but then it was her hatred of socks and shoes, then that stopped and she hated pantyhose, turtlenecks, anything snug, and then that seemed to go away and now for the last few years she has 4S symptoms. Anyway he recommended for me to read a book called Parenting a Child with Sensory Processing Disorder. I just received the book so I haven't read it yet. Thoughts?Sent from my iPhone

[Guest guest]

I have some touch issues. I can't abide wool next to my skin. I realized that

at a very young age.

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Heidi Salerno wrote:

>many of us have looked into SPD. I have touch issues but no where near the

level of SPD.

>heidi

>

>

>

>> I realized something very interesting this week and was curious what u

>> all may think about it. My thirteen year old daughter has 4s symptoms

>> and her pediatrician asked me if she has ever had issues with touching

>> textures, tight clothing, etc and I said " well, yes she has " . The day

>> I brought her home from the hospital she screamed and kicked when I

>> put her diaper on, that stopped eventually but then it was her hatred

>> of socks and shoes, then that stopped and she hated pantyhose,

>> turtlenecks, anything snug, and then that seemed to go away and now

>> for the last few years she has 4S symptoms. Anyway he recommended for

>> me to read a book called Parenting a Child with Sensory Processing

>> Disorder. I just received the book so I haven't read it yet. Thoughts?

>>

>> Sent from my iPhone

>>

>

[Guest guest]

I went through a phase when I was about 9 or so where all I would wear was sweat pants because I hated the feel of jean against my skin and I hated any sort of tags. But I think, in general, a lot of kids go through an anti-tag phase or a phase where they hate the line across the toe of a sock. That's why brands now make things tagless. But I think its the extremity of it for us. Have you heard 'just becuase you're paranoid, doesn't mean they aren't out to get you?' I think it applies to us.

Tammy

To: "Soundsensitivity " <Soundsensitivity >Sent: Mon, April 4, 2011 9:55:25 AMSubject: Re: Re: autistic nazis

I realized something very interesting this week and was curious what u all may think about it. My thirteen year old daughter has 4s symptoms and her pediatrician asked me if she has ever had issues with touching textures, tight clothing, etc and I said "well, yes she has". The day I brought her home from the hospital she screamed and kicked when I put her diaper on, that stopped eventually but then it was her hatred of socks and shoes, then that stopped and she hated pantyhose, turtlenecks, anything snug, and then that seemed to go away and now for the last few years she has 4S symptoms. Anyway he recommended for me to read a book called Parenting a Child with Sensory Processing Disorder. I just received the book so I haven't read it yet. Thoughts?Sent from my iPhone

[Guest guest]

Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah, I got so flustered when my mom said that, I almost started crying. I genuinely was trying to share something funny with her.

Tammy

To: Soundsensitivity Sent: Mon, April 4, 2011 11:36:03 AMSubject: Re: autistic nazis

Wow--that was very harsh! Especially in the context you describe, in which you were trying to share something funny. I'm sorry, Tammy. :-( Sounds like your mother is the one with serious interpersonal relation troubles. For what it's worth, we get you here. Jay>> > My mother called me an autistic nazi. To my face. and she meant it. That's what > we have to deal with on a daily basis, isn't it?> She was annoyed with me because I do display some disturbingly autistic > behaviors. She has concluded to herself that 'what's wrong with me' is that I > have Asperberger's. I'm not saying this is true of myself. I've never had any > sort of testing but some things that I do,

or more specifically don't do, may > mean I have a touch of it or something, I don't know and I don't particularly > care to know. > > Anyway, instead of understanding and allowing me some leeway because she thinks > I have this, she uses it as a weapon against me to prove I am flawed. She called > me that after I demonstrated, yet again, my profound inability to relate well > interpersonally to other people. See, I am a director and some people had sent > me their resumes. The resumes were humorous to me in their lack of spell check, > grammer check, and their extreme flowery wording. I was trying to share with her > my humor at some of the more inept cover letters. I thought it quite funny some > of things these people were writing to me. But I guess I was wrong because she > got upset, said I'm just an 'autisic nazi' and that's why no one ever likes me > and

why everyone ends up turning on me and hating me because I'm so mean all the > time. > > > It hurt being called an autistic nazi. It hurt a lot.> > Tammy>

[Guest guest]

Not to offend your friend but oh how I LOL at his comment. The things some people think these days.....

And yes, I absolutely believe food affects us all. There's that whole thing now where some kids are cured out of autism by going gluten free. I have one friend who is fatally allergic to blue food coloring. My brother cannot use shampoo with red food coloring in it becuase it lights his head on fire. And it's a family thing on my mother's side that if we eat red food coloring, we become raging lunatics with little self-control over our anger. We have to be very careful what's in teh food we eat. I get crazy tantrums, even as an adult, if I eat red food coloring.

Tammy

To: Soundsensitivity Sent: Mon, April 4, 2011 11:37:03 AMSubject: Re: Re: autistic nazis

Heidi, i absolutely believe that food causes many health problems. The lack of proper diet mainly. Children just cannot handle sugar, can they? I have a friend who is 59 and morbidly obese. Recently I pinched his skin to see if he was dehydrated as he drinks diet cokes with splenda. He was dehydrated. I said.. you're dehydrated. He said... I can't be... I've had like 10 cokes today. Sent from my Verizon Wireless PhoneHeidi Salerno wrote:>I'm really sorry you had such a bad upbringing. It's heart breaking.>>But I don't think it's 4S related for me anyway, I was not molested. >Heidi>PS I've been blogging about sugar and my 4 year old, just wanted to share as I think food causing so many behavior problems with children which is being largely ignored: http://heidisme.wordpress.com/>>On Apr 3, 2011, at 5:12 PM, wrote:>>> Tammy, it sounds like your childhood may have been troubled. Mine was pure crap. My father screamed at me and my siblings every day and frequently he beat us. He used fear to control his children. We were not allowed to be afraid of anything but him. Has anyone else experienced a troubled childhood? Maybe it has something to do with our sound sensitivity.>> >> Also, it seems as though our symptoms started around puberty. Could this be a factor? >> >> I dare say that there are very few people today who were not molested as children. Perhaps another factor? >> >> Sent from my Verizon Wireless Phone>> >> >