in need of some comfort

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Hi everyone,

I'm sure a lot of you will be able to relate to this post, and to be

selfishly honest, I'm glad. I'm glad i have a place to go where people

won't ignore me and know what i am talking about.

Most of the day I spent looking for jobs on this computer, job sites matched me

with opportunities, and I applied to this one place i actually visited in person

last week, today, too.

After the job stuff, i cleaned our cat litter, scrubbed our bathroom sink,

toilet, and floor, which was incredibly dirty. I thought i was going to fall

while scrubbing the floor.

My back has been in so much pain today that it has hardly been tollerable, and

the cleaning threw me over the edge.

I lay on the floor crying and screaming in pain while my fiance rubbed my back

to try to help it. He brought me a pain pill, which i am still waiting for it

to kick in.

But after he gave me the pill, he wanted me to go take

care of the laundry, and he wanted to go back to his stuff, he is doing on the

computer.

I know he has stuff to do, but all i need and want is some

snuggle time, a hug, someone to be loving to me, to not ignore me! i am so hurt

by his behavior. i just need some comfort, please?

sierra