Re: what to do now?

[Guest guest]

For myself, this disease as well as watching my mom die of cancer, has put

life into perspective. Even though I still consider myself an A type

personality, I take more time out to reflect and experience life. I find

myself crying (or tearing up) at beautiful sunsets, shooting stars, the

choir singing at church, watching a baby sleep. Things which never use to

phase me. I appreciate people more, especially my family and I try not to

take work as seriously. I do get my " down " days which I feel in and of

itself is healthy. Amazingly, due to God, I've been able to accept my

powerlessness over this disease which was a tremdous burden off my shoulders.

I still have bouts of anger because my life seems to be on hold. I want

children, etc. but all in God's time.

Hope this helps,

Michele