Re: coming to terms with everything

[Guest guest]

I also find it hard coming to terms with stuff. So much of it just

appeared normal to me, I knew that other people weren't like this,

but we were told that he did it because he was stressed out because

of his work (and to be fair to him, he did work hard, and managed to

keep his craziness halfway under control, although he did have

his " moments " and fits of rage and screaming. Then when they closed

the business he had a breakdown. He has not worked in 8 years and

still is as crazy as ever, so it is fairly obvious that work has

NOTHING to do with it!

>

> I just recently found out about BPD and everything I have had to go

> through growing up makes sense. Do any of you remember having your

> boundries violated by your mom? I know my mom took off all the

locks

> in the whole house so there was no where to hide. She would come

in on

> me taking a shower and if I pushed her out of the bathroom in

attempt

> to regain my privacy,and dignity she would call me violent. Since

> there were no locks my brothers would often walk in on me going to

the

> bathroom. There was nothing I could do. I hated being called

violent

> so I just took the abuse. I was also afraid that my mom was going

to

> call the police on me because she always threatned too. She told

me I

> acted like a juvenile deliquent. Hanging on to my faith always got

me

> through these hard times. I am just wondering if any of this

sounds

> familiar?

>