Guest guest Posted May 22, 2012 Report Share Posted May 22, 2012 I will try to share my emotions and situation!! Been married 18 years. Housewife 16 years. 3 kids. A month ago , my psychiatrist(husbands also) felt J had aspergers. Since then, I have had a range of emotions. I felt validated. I felt no hope. These two are at the extremes. Since then, I have thought through every bad thing we have been through. I hope to start looking forward soon. I have no idea if this marriage is my future. In the short term, it is. In the long term, I have no idea. Is the grass greener without him? Over the past month, he seems to be trying very hard. Is it because I seem different? Did his psychiatrist say something to him? When I asked him why, he said he started thinking about the things I've said. I've wondered if he is capable of loving me and/or the kids. Does he just love himself? I can't figure out what attracted me to him. My father, an absent minded professor, is very warm and kind. My mother, an entitled socialite, is a little cold. I love them both dearly. I am fortunate to still have them alive. I guess, I married a combination of the two. Will I do this again, if I choose to leave. I wish I knew the answers!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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