Re: Nadas and our weight or body image

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I'm glad that 1. You realize how beautiful you are and 2. You realize

that it's not that important in the whole scheme of things!!

Tara

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> Since there is so much talk about Nada and our body issues I

decided to change the header and share my story or Nada shaping my

body image. My Nada made very sure that I was aware of the fact that

1)I wasn't very smart 2) I wasn't funny 3) I wasn't a nice person.

Because of these three things she made it known that if there was any

hope of me finding a man I better make sure that I ended up pretty

and skinny. Needless to say this advice lead me to an eating

disorder. I am an anoriex and a recovered bulemic. I say I am an

anoriex because like alcholism it never completly goes away. I am at

a pretty stable weight know, however I still have good days and bad

days with my body.

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> I actually turned out pretty and I have a nice body now that I

have some curves. At least that is what ppl. tell me. I am also one

of those lucky ones that looks younger then they are. The funny part

of all this and my own fleas is that my fiances biggest problem with

me is that I am sooooo ugly. I am just not near pretty enough for

her son. I told some of my friends this and they all most pee'd

themselves laughing. So, I am certainly pretty enough for him,

actually most of the time He asks how he got such a beautifull

women. But lets look at the other side of that, what if I was ugly

or get in a car wreck tommorrow and my face gets messed up? What in

the world does and of that have to do with my heart and soul?

Nothing thats what!

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