Guest guest Posted July 22, 2010 Report Share Posted July 22, 2010 When I was a kid and when I say kid I mean (18 and under) I was overly aggressive by nature to say the least, this trippled with above average strength and the rage 4s provided turned me into a dominating beast on the wrestling mat. Granted their were plenty of instances when the rage boiled over when some a-hole found out how much gum chewing bothered me and immediatly decided to test how mad it made me. I can honestly say the rage overcame me more than a few times and offender named above got exactly what they were looking for. Sadly this was realized to be recognized to be unacceptable behavior, no matter how good it felt to hurt someone I had percieved to be my arch enemy base on there chewing habits. Before I ever heard a word about misophonia(?) I knew I had an issue and I decided I was gonna live with it, not only live with it but exploit it! I use to imagine that the dude I was about to wrestle was chomping on some hubba bubba or crunching potato chips right in my face. I don't atribute all my success to this hidden rage, but it played a major role in finishing my highschool career 120-10 over four years. Lol so for most of my life I was able to cope and utilize this B.S. But now that I'm 31 it just plain sucks, I stopped fighting and started removing myself from situations that are too hard to manage. Guess I changed my response from fight to flight.lmao oh well god has a plan right? That's a low blow! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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