Guest guest Posted December 30, 2001 Report Share Posted December 30, 2001 i dont think Nicks gonna be my DFH much longer. We have been having tooo many problems and hes so different. We got along great last week when he was home but tonight when i talked to him he was having a bad day but he says some pretty mean stuff. He said he loved me but not a fairy tale love, why he said that i dont know? Hes talked all this stuff about Little Harley and how he wants little Harley well I've decided that theres no way on earth I'm giving him little Harley. Not for me to have 4 children to raise on my own. Theres no way. I'm pushed to the limit with him. He use to hurt my feelings cause i love him so much but now It brings out the anger in me, and I'm beginning to get the I DONT CARE feeling. I dont need him to live I need no man to live. As long as I have my kids I'm happy. NIck is pushing me away. i was suppose to go down there tomorrow we were gonna leave tonight but decided we were too sleepy to go down there. After NIck said all that mean stuff to me for no reason at all he then says, " are you coming down here? " and i said " Why? " He was like you are my girlfriend and I do love you and we had plans to bring in the new year together! Well ladies whats that suppose to mean after saying he dont love me the fairy tale love!???? We also had plans on a wedding and a family but where are they? shot down the drain. I am hurt but not like i thought i would be. I think this is the end of Nick and me, or the beginning of the end. I am gonna remain part of this group because of all the friendly ppl in here and you are all such great friends. who knows someday i might meet mr. right then i can have my TR but I just dont think Nicks the one anymore and I sure dont want to raise another baby alone. Its hard enough with three. Well best of luck and lots of baby wishes to you all!! I'll keep you in my prayers. I'm still here if any of you need to talk. and KIM hope you get your TR scheduled soon keep me updated. Happy New Year! 28 Robby DS 9 Chyanna DD 6 Colton DS 5 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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