life...

[Guest guest]

here is some more of my ramblings.

i have realized something lately after having gone through the drug alterations

and then slowly getting a bit better.

a lot of what we have been taught by different people, culture is a load of

crap.

before drugs, i had a lot of friends and did well in most everything i did. then

after drugs im labeled a loser and people dont want to hang out with me as much.

it made me realize that there really isnt a good person and a bad person. we

are all the same just labeled something because of our circumstances (by that i

mean the way we feel, what culture and enviornment we grew up in). and actually

the people that dont need praise for their actions because they probably already

feel pretty good get it. and the people that dont act that " great " do so

because of their habits or because they dont feel good. and they are chastized.

my feeling is if i was charles manson i would probably do what charles manson

did. but, if i were mother theresa i would probably do what mother theresa did.

we are so motivated by our habits and feelings that we have choice, but that

choice is limited based on our perspective. but, you still have to have

responsibilty in society or else there would be anarchy. and i guess judgement

comes along with it.

i guess i have been exposured to extreme feelings that altered my behavior.

but, it was still me. but, everybody treated me a lot worse. so does that mean

nobody really loves you for you, but for who you are and what you can give them?

i would like to hear your responses on this or your thoughts on life. i was

going to put this on the social board, but i have seen some new members on

lately. i figured this might help them deal with the critism they receive.

jason