catherine, kim or anyone else

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every week lately has been better then the last. which is very nice. i still

have pretty severe symptoms though. but, with they hypersensitivity going down.

i can tolerate life a lot more.

i still have some things im having trouble with though.

sleep-- i have been working tirelessly since i found out that you can do stuff

to help yourself the last 7 or so months. but, i still am so sore and so out of

it in the morning i usually dont get up until 8:30, which puts me to bed at

12:30. i have been trying for 11. i know i will get there, i dont know when.

i hope its soon.

eating--- i eat so much better then i ever have. but, i still eat junk food at

least once a day. i run out of options and then i just eat and then im like

what did i do that for. plus, i think i do it because it makes me feel better.

worrying---- i dont worry so much about how i am or what i will be in the future

as much as what i didnt do in the past. i dont worry about it all day, but

enough. but, it really urks me that it took me a year and a half to start doing

the right things (especially. not going to bed until 4 or 5 in the morning each

night). im really scared that i wont heal as much as i would have. i also

would be more accepting of my condition if i know that i did the right things in

the past to help with it. and know i did all i could. i would be proud of

myself. now, i just feel like im making up for lost time and its not as good as

it could be. it also urks me a little that even after i started to heal a bit

and knew that i could help myself. i still had trouble not getting on myself and

being negetive-- as well as the sleep and eating thing.

oh, and kim i will order that fish oil tonight or tomorrow. i kind of forgot

about it.

jason

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jason... I think you are doing great! nobody is perfect.

I dont think that not getting up early is a sin. some people's biorythms are just born to work swing shift or graveyard shift.

Ive never been a morning person. I stay up til 2 or 3 and get up at about 10 myself so I sure wouldnt fault you for that.

when you feel ready just get yourself a job working nights.

catherine, kim or anyone else

every week lately has been better then the last. which is very nice. i still have pretty severe symptoms though. but, with they hypersensitivity going down. i can tolerate life a lot more. i still have some things im having trouble with though.sleep-- i have been working tirelessly since i found out that you can do stuff to help yourself the last 7 or so months. but, i still am so sore and so out of it in the morning i usually dont get up until 8:30, which puts me to bed at 12:30. i have been trying for 11. i know i will get there, i dont know when. i hope its soon.eating--- i eat so much better then i ever have. but, i still eat junk food at least once a day. i run out of options and then i just eat and then im like what did i do that for. plus, i think i do it because it makes me feel better. worrying---- i dont worry so much about how i am or what i will be in the future as much as what i didnt do in the past. i dont worry about it all day, but enough. but, it really urks me that it took me a year and a half to start doing the right things (especially. not going to bed until 4 or 5 in the morning each night). im really scared that i wont heal as much as i would have. i also would be more accepting of my condition if i know that i did the right things in the past to help with it. and know i did all i could. i would be proud of myself. now, i just feel like im making up for lost time and its not as good as it could be. it also urks me a little that even after i started to heal a bit and knew that i could help myself. i still had trouble not getting on myself and being negetive-- as well as the sleep and eating thing. oh, and kim i will order that fish oil tonight or tomorrow. i kind of forgot about it. jasonTo subscribe to the off-topic list go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/socialWandR/

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jason... I think you are doing great! nobody is perfect.

I dont think that not getting up early is a sin. some people's biorythms are just born to work swing shift or graveyard shift.

Ive never been a morning person. I stay up til 2 or 3 and get up at about 10 myself so I sure wouldnt fault you for that.

when you feel ready just get yourself a job working nights.

catherine, kim or anyone else

every week lately has been better then the last. which is very nice. i still have pretty severe symptoms though. but, with they hypersensitivity going down. i can tolerate life a lot more. i still have some things im having trouble with though.sleep-- i have been working tirelessly since i found out that you can do stuff to help yourself the last 7 or so months. but, i still am so sore and so out of it in the morning i usually dont get up until 8:30, which puts me to bed at 12:30. i have been trying for 11. i know i will get there, i dont know when. i hope its soon.eating--- i eat so much better then i ever have. but, i still eat junk food at least once a day. i run out of options and then i just eat and then im like what did i do that for. plus, i think i do it because it makes me feel better. worrying---- i dont worry so much about how i am or what i will be in the future as much as what i didnt do in the past. i dont worry about it all day, but enough. but, it really urks me that it took me a year and a half to start doing the right things (especially. not going to bed until 4 or 5 in the morning each night). im really scared that i wont heal as much as i would have. i also would be more accepting of my condition if i know that i did the right things in the past to help with it. and know i did all i could. i would be proud of myself. now, i just feel like im making up for lost time and its not as good as it could be. it also urks me a little that even after i started to heal a bit and knew that i could help myself. i still had trouble not getting on myself and being negetive-- as well as the sleep and eating thing. oh, and kim i will order that fish oil tonight or tomorrow. i kind of forgot about it. jasonTo subscribe to the off-topic list go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/socialWandR/