I give up!

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In a message dated 99-03-17 08:55:36 EST, you write:

<< Al, this personal attack to people in the group was absolutely uncalled

for! I was hoping that it was going to go smoothly this time, but jeez, you

sure blew it! And yes, I'm posting this to the group because I want everyone

to know that there is no reason to attack anyone, just let it slide! We're

all just people... >>

Dear :

Thank you for your opinion that I blew it. And I'm always going to blow it

when it comes to trying to save this board from the inconsiderate gabbers.

I've done it before and I'll do it in the future.

Yep! The instigators are throwing stones ... Just like I knew they would.

Now we'll hear one of those real sad story from one of the violators who try

to justify their abuse of the group by telling about how they almost died so

they'll get pity instead of blame for crapping on everyone else. Then everyone

can throw stones at the person like , who pointed out the transgressors,

as if was the real abuser. Yep, we've aeen it before.

Yes, we're all just people, BUT some are darn inconsiderate of others.

You've personally been on this board long enough

to know who is wrecking this board for everyone

else. Their names were included in the list.

I won't bother posting this blubber on the board.

Better health, Al

[Guest guest]

How old are you?

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From: LostOne0069 <lostone0069@...>

Sent: Sat, February 6, 2010 9:48:31 AM

Subject: I give up!

Well, after a full year and four different doctors essentially refusing

to help me... I'm going to self treat.

First doctor said " there's nothing wrong "

Second doctor said " there's something wrong but I won't treat you "

third doctor said " it's secondary and here's T gel, I won't give you any

IM treatment whatsoever, even though your insurance company won't pay

for the gel " .

Fouth doctor said, " it's secondary and HCG is the best treatment, but we

won't give it to you because we don't do that kind of treatment, want

some T gel? " .

I've driving as far as 125 miles to get to these doctors and lost

hundreds if not thousands of dollars of time at work, gas, co-pays,

deductables etc.

I can't afford to go all the way to philly at this time... maybe this

summer.

My current blood tests show:

Testosterone, Total: 143 ng/dl

Testosterone, Free: 27 pg/ml

Testosterone, Free %: 1.89

FSH: 1.8 IU/L

LH: .93 IU/L

Prolactin: 7 ng/ml

Thus, I have HCG on the way from ADC and will just give it my best shot.

Since I can't add T to it, I'm going to try 250mg / day and see how it

goes.

In the mean time I'm going to try and save up for paying for blood

testing through privatemdlabs. com Since my insurance won't pay for

tests not requested by a doctor with diagnosis codes etc.

Life's a bitch, then you die, I guess. Hopefully later than sooner.