A few Questions/Horror

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Hi Everyone,

Sorry I haven't written for some time but have been very busy as my mum is not well, so I am trying to care for her which makes me real tired. Nothing I won't get over, thats not why I am writting, I am writting cause Tasha told me I should write, and she is right as usual )) Thank you sweet heart ))

Ok first thing is does any one have healing problems when they cut themselves, or gets bitten by an insect???. Why I ask is whenever I get bitten or cut on the left side it takes months to heal instead of days or a couple weeks. It also leaves scaring as well on the surface, it does concern me as it can be any thing that scars the skin.

Also I went and minor surgery and I am finding that the cut on the left side isn't healing at all, yes I know it will eventually but the problem is there is only disolvable stitches there. I am just crossing my fingers that it does heal in time for the stiches to come out, else I will have to go and get stitched again.

As I said I had minor surgery the other day and I came across a problem I hopped wouldn't happen. I will start from the begining to you will understad a bit more why I wondered why this might happen.

When ever i go to the dentist and need a filling, they inject novacane right, well its ok on the right side of my mouth it numbs nicely. But on the left side it feels like its numb but as soon as he tries to drill it hurts like hell like he never put novacane in at all. There is nothing he can do, so he uses acid to drill the holes, does any one esle have this problem??.

Ok now here is what hapend to me the other day, if you are squimish then skip this ok.... you have been warned. Like I said I had minor surgery under local anestetic, every thing went fine the skin went numb, yes the injection hurt like hell but whats new. I didn't feel any thing when he cut throught the skin, but when he started pulling about inside I felt every single thing he did. I felt the cutting like he never injected me, it was aliving nightmare, I had never felt so much pain in my life. It was if he had gone in with a red hot poker and jabbing me with it.

I thought I was going to die it was so bad, I nearlly jumped off the table, the Dr face had fear all over it, cause it wasn't normal to feel any thing. He just couldn't numb the insides, so he had to do it with me concentrating hard on blocking the pain out. Some of you already know that it made me very ill from our chat the other night, my stomach was on fire for days, its getting better thankfully but that was so scary.

Now I discovered I had a fear of surgery, it gives me nighmares not going into detail but i could never have local any more I want to be put under. I don't want to go through that ever again, it was some thing from your own worst nightmares but it was real.

Tasha said I should say this to every one to see if any one else has these problems, Tasha does know whats best for me even when I don't as I bottle these things up, so thank you baby ))

Telling you all this has made me into a panic, shaking sweats...least its only a memory now and I can move on.

Any way thanks for listening, you can contact me either through the list or personaly, as I am sure I can help in other ways.

Bye for now...

Hugs

Dave

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