[Spam 6.50] Re: Re: Interesting insights into sound and other sensitivities!

May 22, 2012

Hopefully this will help:

It took over 20 years and a variety of modalities but I successfully treated for

PTSD because I too was convinced that the sound sensitivity was my very

reasonable physio-psycho response to being horrifically abused (beaten, raped,

sold, etc) from the age of 3 until the last incident at age 16 - all at the

hands of my father. It looks and feels like the perfect response to trauma,

doesn't it?

It was about 4 years ago that I found folks with 4S/Miso but who did not share

my history of abuse.

I am now a happily mal-adjusted American but with the added benefit of being

more grateful than most, more understanding than most, more forgiving, and more

introspective than most. Yes my father was misophonic and I totally understand

the rage behind his behavior.

In my travels, I was told many things by wise and well-meaning negativity-bound

folks: I was told that what is now known as 4S/Misophonia is my due because I'd

abused someone in a past life or I had trauma past down to me via my DNA. If

either of those (or other bits of great wise counsel) are true, someone just

hand me a gun because I'm not going to play this anymore if there is no way I

can be effective toward finding relief or a cure. I have been told that deep

deep prayer might fix my DNA. But I find myself firmly based in science. In

science, I have found the similarities between 4S/Miso and synesthesia, autism,

epilepsy and maybe a few other ideas concerning calcium and neurotransmission

and blood-brain barrier issues.

I know my tone of voice here might get me thrown off the site because I am not

being very inclusive or tolerant right now, but we all need to be sensitive to

the beliefs/nonbeliefs of others. I very rarely " lose it " like this but

frankly: enough.

That's all. I'm done now. Thank you. No snipping for this on purpose.

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> > Mike and Annie,

> > I am not sold on past lives either, really against my believes. Its

interesting your son will say, " I want to go home, " when he is home. I have

said that all my life, even when I am home. It just pops out now and then. Not

sure why I say this ? I am starting to believe Misophonia is genetic, even

through most people around me thinks its environmental.

> > Until Friday night (20/20), I just thought I was overly temperamental, when

I heard certain sounds that would drive me over.

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