One Day At A Time

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Dear Deb (List Owner)/LO

AKA LO from now on, to many Debbie's for me to remember any other way.

I now have this one day at a time attitude for right now. I do what I can today and If I can't get out of bed tomorrow, Oh well . You are so lucky you don't have to deal with comp. , it is such a nightmare. In some states there is a crime victims fund, look into it. My girlfriend was hit by a car in NY and she got a check for over $23,000 last year, from the state. I really hate having everyone telling me what to do, when to do it and where it will be done, they also send someone to drive me there. !!! Can you tell that my depression is hitting me big time tonight ?

I'm waiting for my lawyer to call the carrier in the morning to make sure I can get my case workers permission to see my doctor. I could turn blue and die and I think I'd have to go through the same procedure first. Count yourself lucky you don't have to deal with all the crap they are putting the rest of us through. I would rather fight for ssd or welfare, before ever having to deal with workman's comp. again !!! It would be nice to have to bring my papers with me or ask for something on my own. With comp. the paper work is there before me, I have no chance to talk with anyone with out my lawyer and I'm the one in pain and getting worse. Then I have a case worker that now thinks she's god. I know my doctors hate her and that's why she's giving me a hard time. She called me with this message on March 22 ( after being told not to have any contact with me since January) and I quote " If you are having any problems with comp. it's your F-ing attorney" and hung up. I have her cell phone # on my caller ID along with the time and date. And she is still making medical and health decissions for me. Talk about stress and anxity, and that's just from my case worker, that's supposed to be looking out for my best intrests. Didn't mean to rattle on, but count yourself lucky, I wish I could trade places with you.

Soft Hugs Barbara