I can't remember when this started

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Why can't I remember when this started. All I know is that it just got worse as

I got older. I know I started sleeping with a fan when I was 17 but the only

thing I can really remember was my dad slurping his coffee and making the ahhh

sound after but it's funny that he's the only one who can do that and it doesn't

bother me. I actually find it comforting when he does it but if someone else

does it, it sends me off the deep end. I wasn't raised by my father. He was in

and out of my life up until age 9 and then I was taken away into hiding for 5

years and reunited with him when I was 14. I'm not sure if that's the reason

why I find the sound comforting coming from him but no one else.