Guest guest Posted April 10, 2012 Report Share Posted April 10, 2012 Ginny, I hope you let your mother read this. Perhaps she will understand your thoughts better. I wish I could give you a big hug right now. You are not a bad person, a bad person would not have remorse or feel bad. Some people have impulse issues and they need to be worked out. You are not alone! My daughter, who is now 12 and non-verbal, does similar things at night. Sleep is hard for her, especially during allergy season. Must make her feel miserable and since she cannot talk she makes constant loud sounds. My husband and I take turns laying down with her because that seems to help her a little. There are some nights that we are exhausted and not as tolerant of her sleeplessness and noises and we loose our tempers but we will ALWAYS love her. A parents love is always there, even if it seems like it is not. BIG CYBER HUGS TO YOU GINNY!!!!! Tina Pity Party Poem To: Autism Groups > I’m a Bad Person > > I screamed one night all night > After I watched Celebrity Apprentice > With My Man Clay > And Sami from Days > And drinking two Caramel Appeltinis > > My mom was sick and was woken up > She came in here and yelled at me > She said I never think about anyone but myself > I woke my dad up too > She started to dislike me more than ever > > The next day, she told me > I was rude, thoughtless and selfish > And it was so me > > A few days later, I started screaming again > While I was writing something > I made my mom angry again > I was being very understanding > That she was sick > > After all of these things I have done > I feel like I am not a good person > Everybody will dislike me > I will always been known > As the rude, selfish, thoughtless > Self-absorbed, misunderstanding person > That I am > The screaming will always be very Ginny > > I couldn’t stop crying thinking about it > I just feel too terrible > I wish somebody would hug me > And tell me what a good person I am > And that everything will be all right > I feel like the worst person in the world > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 10, 2012 Report Share Posted April 10, 2012 Nice reply, Tina. Ginny, hope your mom feels better & is able to tolerate these behaviors with more patience. Behaviors don't define you as a person & you are a good person. Your mom probably loves you too. Try doing something nice for your mom, especially while she's sick. It will make her appreciate you more. It's always a good thing to do something helpful & nice for the people you love, Marie > Ginny, I hope you let your mother read this. Perhaps she will understand > your thoughts better. I wish I could give you a big hug right now. You are > not a bad person, a bad person would not have remorse or feel bad. Some > people have impulse issues and they need to be worked out. You are not > alone! My daughter, who is now 12 and non-verbal, does similar things at > night. Sleep is hard for her, especially during allergy season. Must make > her feel miserable and since she cannot talk she makes constant loud > sounds. My husband and I take turns laying down with her because that seems > to help her a little. There are some nights that we are exhausted and not > as tolerant of her sleeplessness and noises and we loose our tempers but we > will ALWAYS love her. A parents love is always there, even if it seems like > it is not. > > BIG CYBER HUGS TO YOU GINNY!!!!! > Tina > > Pity Party Poem > To: Autism Groups > > > I’m a Bad Person > > > > I screamed one night all night > > After I watched Celebrity Apprentice > > With My Man Clay > > And Sami from Days > > And drinking two Caramel Appeltinis > > > > My mom was sick and was woken up > > She came in here and yelled at me > > She said I never think about anyone but myself > > I woke my dad up too > > She started to dislike me more than ever > > > > The next day, she told me > > I was rude, thoughtless and selfish > > And it was so me > > > > A few days later, I started screaming again > > While I was writing something > > I made my mom angry again > > I was being very understanding > > That she was sick > > > > After all of these things I have done > > I feel like I am not a good person > > Everybody will dislike me > > I will always been known > > As the rude, selfish, thoughtless > > Self-absorbed, misunderstanding person > > That I am > > The screaming will always be very Ginny > > > > I couldn’t stop crying thinking about it > > I just feel too terrible > > I wish somebody would hug me > > And tell me what a good person I am > > And that everything will be all right > > I feel like the worst person in the world > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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